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Wednesday, May 31, 2006
Barok-ness (?)

Haha. Don't mind my title. (:

I hate this certain person. HAHA. Bez knows who. :))

Mang-aaway na nga lang siya (take note: in english) wrong grammar pa! =)) Annoying.. :)) I didn't really talk to her or whatever. We're not even close =)) But I know na ako yung pinaparinggan niya. Paranoid much? No, I just know. :P I laughed at whatever she said. "Shit in his asshole" --> does that even make sense to you? Sounds crappy, I know. HAHAHA. Whatever. =))

I just can't help but laugh my ass off and try to figure out what she means by that. HAHAHA.

Bez, I can kill her again. HAHA. Unfortunately she didn't die the first time I attempted to. =))

Oh, and there's one more person. HAHAHA. Whatever. Bahala na the second person. Whatever happens, happens. She thinks she's perfect, but she's not. She thinks that everyone likes her -- excuse me hunny, no one likes you. Oh, and you think he does? Well think again my dear.

Sorry but I had to release all these crappy thoughts in me. LOL.
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Canada, Oh Canada!

I'm moving to Canada some time this year or maybe next year. :( WAAAH! I'm not sure though, but my mom's considering it. :|

That means I won't be finishing high school here, and there'll be no more Playshop! :( I told mommy that if ever it'll push through, we'll go after summer here in the Philippines. I wouldn't want to miss Playshop! Then we'll go there around June, then I'll start school in September!

Wow, working it out? Well, I'm excited about the new school part but definitely not about the migration and no more Playshop parts! :| I will miss everyone in the Philippines!

Would I have a greater life there? Maybe, maybe not. LOL.

But this thing isn't sure pa naman. My mom's just considering it.
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XangaXangaXanga

I'm starting to post some stuff in my Xanga again. (: I just got bored last night and, yeah, that's what happened. HAHAHA.

http://xanga.com/sophisticatedvampire

There's the linkie. (: Haha.

Okay so you can see that I am bored. :|
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Tuesday, May 30, 2006
Holy No More?

Happy birthday mommy dearest and Nicole de Mesa! (:

I love you mommeh. =))

Nicole's (Candelaria) making me want to transfer to another school. =)) actually, I really do want to transfer school. :P But I know that I won't and wouldn't be allowed to. HAHAHA. Gah.
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Monday, May 29, 2006
All I Want Is A Happy Family

Everyone knows how much I hate crying.. but I just did. :| I guess it was a good cry, anyway. I had this talk with Tita Gi. I felt lighter after that talk. She told me that she never thought that she would be able to talk to me about that thing. I cried so much even when I didn't want too. Well, I can't help it. Tears just suddenly fell from my eyes.

My mom is such a strong person. My lola is, too. Might I say that all the girls in the family are. I feel sad about my mom, too. Now I have realized how much she loves my dad. How much of a martyr she is. How sad she becomes when I'm not around. How she felt bad of not bringing me with her when she moved out of our house because of my lola.

I love my mom so much, no one can ever replace her.

I do not want a stepmom. Some of you know probably what I mean.

I have learned a lesson. One is that I shouldn't go out looking for boys now :)) Tita Gi told me so. Because look, I have seen what has happened to her and Tito Noel, to my mom and my dad. I'm not saying that the men aren't strong but I can say (and I have seen and heard) that the women are stronger. Us females are strong-willed.

If I am to find a guy, it should be the one who can take care of me. That's what I learned.

Tita Gi said that even through all these I'm experiencing now, I am still lucky. Luckier than my cousins whom uh, were just abandoned by their dad whom my tita thought would be the perfect husband and the perfect father. My tita refused to believe that that fairytale failed. I felt sad for her. :( I do not want that to happen to me and my mom. I am thankful that my dad's still there for me, that he did not abandon me. I love my mom and I want whatever's best for her. A perfect life. A perfect husband. A perfect father for me. She loves my dad so much. I just wish my dad realizes that. :| I am against having a second family. I want to have the perfect family as well -- the one that will lead me to a perfect life.

I think my dad would be able to read this because of uhm. But I don't know, if he does it's okay. I just had to express what I feel, even though what I show him is the exact opposite of what I really do. I act as if everything's okay. It is, actually. But there are these times that.. Idk. I just don't feel right. I feel incomplete.

I want a happy family. I love my mom. And I also love my dad.

I don't want a stepmom -- that I'm sure of.

I don't want my family tearing down into pieces. What can I do to make it whole again? Only time can tell, I think.
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Trumpets Is Over :(

My summer's about to come to an end. :( In exactly a week, school will start! Why so early? Gah. But oh well, I'm excited to see my friends anyway (:

I still can't believe that Trumpets is over. I felt so happy every tuesdays and thursdays going to Shangri-La at 5:30pm, entering room three and seeing a few people there (most of the time only Karen, Jackie and Apol), practicing our tough and tiring dance, laughing our heads off with all the jokes and games we play, taking pictures with my friends, and all the other things we do. It felt very much satisfying to see myself grow within it. I have learned to become more confident and people say that I dance better now. I can say that Trumpets has done a lot to improve me. (:

Streetdance Advanced didn't just help me to dance well, but here, I gained more friends, and might I say more respect as well. (: Of all the classes I have attended in Trumpets, Streetdance Advanced 2006 has so far been the best. It was the perfect class, everyone was friendly enough to talk to everyone. We were all united. That's the good thing in having a small class (: We're only fifteen students, then we had three teachers. I found it better to have a small class. Yes, small, but we have big dreams (: We all strive for the better. No matter how much we play in class, you can still see how dedicated we are to our work. (: I love my class.

Streetdance Advanced 2006, don't leave okay? Next year again! Okay okay? I love you all! (:

Don't forget to call me if we'll have uh, parties or whatever! (:

* Please don't leave SDAdvanced even if you are in college!!! Kaya yan! (:

Streetdance Advanced 2006 RULES!
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Sunday, May 28, 2006
Trumpets 2006

Trumpets ended too fast this summer :(

25th May 2006
- Trumpets was fun (: We played the game "Listen Carefully". Hahaha. Our class was happy. (: I love SDAdvanced2006! We are so united. I love everyone. From the students to the teachers. I love you all! =))

26th May 2006
- We had rehearsals at AFP. Got there at around 7pm. I had fun (: We were really noisy in the audience area. :)) Reuben kasi eh. HAHAHA! The acting workshop. =)) It was really fun! And uh, intense, model, banana split! =)) I don't wanna go into detail. There's too much detail kasi =)) HAHAHA. Basta it was fun. (: There was one part though that I hated. When "bestfriend" came. Gawd. =)) At least he left agad. HAHAHA! We are enemies, I swear =)) Anyway. I'll miss this day! I loved it (: We rehearsed for a while lang onstage because it was 10pm na =)) But we were tired. Tired from practicing backstage and from laughing. =))

27th May 2006
- I had ballet. Thanks, Dom! For the donuts. Haha. We had class and I was so tamad. :| LOL. I finally got my phone! Yay! HAHA. We ate at C2 afterwards. For my uh, late birthday dinner with my relatives. (:

28th May 2006
- Trumpets showcase! The first show didn't go that well. We had a lot of mistakes pa. HAHA. Before the second show started, I got to hang out with Reuben and Jazz. (: Later did I know that Jazz's dad and my dad are friends. Small world? Hehe. Anyway, it was fun. Reuben, Jazz and I were walking along AFP looking for something to drink =)) When we were in the lobby na, we watched the video. ANG DAMI NAMING MALI! Hahahaha! But I loved the first step, we were so synchronized. :)) HAHA. When we left the lobby, someone called my name. It was Cam. (: Wow, she recognized me. Haha. Hi Cam! LOL. (: We went back to the backstage and uh, had our photo opts. :)) It was dark backstage so my photos weren't that good. :)) I'm gonna steal from the others nalang =)) LOL. Then the second show started. I liked it better. FULLHOUSE babe! Haha! And as far as I'm concerned, we did better. LOL. The second show's always better =)) Even last year. Haha. Then we said our good-byes. :( SDAdvanced2006 WALANG IWANAN! Hahaha. Next year again babe (: Oh and btw, thanks to everyone who watched (:

Sorry if my post is uh, short. I'm too tamad to go into too much detail. But must I say, these four days have been so far four of the best days of the year. (:

Streetdance Advanced 2006 rocks my socks! I love you all! =))


Btw, pics are uploaded na! Visit http://erikatan.multiply.com for the pics (: You MUST be my friend first, tho. (:
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Thursday, May 25, 2006
Suicide

Happy birthday Mama! Happy birthday, Ara! and happy birthday Anton!

Suicide? No, this isn't the normal suicide you would hear about. This is emotional suicide. I have been killing myself emotionally these past few days. The masochist in me came back. I hurt myself emotionally and yes, quite physically. I have been getting myself into numerous fights this summer. I don't even know why I was looking for some war. I have been liking this guy ever since -- even when I have always known that he will never ever like me back. I kept on forcing myself into him. Right now, I want to forget him. If possible, I don't want to see him again ever. Neither do I want to talk to him.

These days, I have been bad. Really bad. Not only to others (esp the people I have fought with) but even to myself. I've been mad at myself for doing this and doing that and not letting go, bla bla bla. My life is too much complicated now and I'm having troubles with it.

If I have been bad to you these days, pardon me for that. You know I didn't want to be one, as well. Must I say that the inner rebel in me has just come out of its shell.

I am hating my life so much right now. That points out why I hate so much things and people right now. Hate hate hate.

I need and want to grow up.

*I'm watching X-Men 3 later with mi momma. (: At Promenade, again. Hahaha.
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Wednesday, May 24, 2006
Fourteen Candles For Me! :P

Happy birthday to meeee! Haha.. I am fourteen. (: WOW. Kidding. Thanks to everyone who greeted me may it be thru text, phone call, personally, testim, who tagged, whatever. Thanks for remembering. (:

Let me go back uhh, yesterday.

23rd May 2006, Tuesday.
Trumpets was fun. Really. (: Our class was from 6-9pm. Most of the time we spent playing stuff. :)) There was a game that was fun yet hard. We had to pick up the paper using our mouth holding our foot basta hard to explain. It was fun =)) Only Teacher Rene got it perfectly. Most of us were just close. :)) Yay! We finally finished our dance complete with blockings. (: Our dance is pretty tiring. After class, we waited for each other outside (some dressed up pa kasi). We had our "quality time" with Reuben aka SuperLineMan. He has this phobia on gay people. =)) And we pretty much understand why. LOL. Kawawa naman. He felt safe everytime girls were surrounding him. =)) Funny. LOL. I'm gonna miss Reuben, and all the laughter he gave us this summer :P We went to Krocodile Grill after for uh, dinner. We had our vanity moments AGAIN. Chelo treated us to dinner (: During/after eating, we were talking about a lot of stuff. It was really fun hanging out with Streetdance Advanced. Yes, the whole class -- even the teachers. It was really really fun. (: We were like 20+ people there, and we were so noisy. :P I love my class. Really. (: Sadly, I had to leave at 10:30pm. :| Mama kasi waited for me when I told her that I'd just call when I wanted to get picked up. Annoying much. :| Di ako umabot sa inuman part. ARGH. When they were ordering beer, I had to go. :( Sad. I was planning pa naman to have a drink on my last day of being thirteen. :( Argh. For a moment, I got mad at mama but then, never mind. :)) I had fun anyway. Classmates (funny), let's do it again some time. (: Ugh, annoying, Smart did it again. I still have no phone. Damn. I hate it.

24th May 2006, Wednesday.
Go shorty, it's my birthday! :)) My dad, mom and I went to Greenhills Promenade to celebrate. We were supposed to go to Greenbelt 3 but our car's color coded today so we can't go to the Makati area :| (: We had lunch in Tender Bobs -- I was more than stuffed. :)) We went around afterwards. We looked at cellphones, gadgets. We are gadget freaks, must I say. We explored Virra Mall. :)) I played with the Sky Dancers @ Toy Kingdom -- how I miss those toys. And I played with the volleyball and soccer balls. :)) We were supposed to watch X-Men 3 but then Idk, we were tinamad. So we're gonna watch tomorrow. (: Hahaha. We ate at Floyd's -- or might I say I did. :)) My 'rents bought me gifts which I chose. (: My mom bought me a Gossip Girl novel (thanks, mom.) and my dad bought me an original DVD of Narnia (the new version -- yes, with Hottie Skandar). Yay! I was happy. (: I wanted a digicam, tho. :)) But it was too much to ask for. My dad said it'll be their grad gift for me, or for my 18th birthday. I said, grad gift nalang, para one year nalang. :)) Or two. Hahaha. I'm graduating high school soon. WOAH. I'm a junior in uh, less than two weeks. Damn school, starts so early. :| When we got home, we watched American Idol. (: then I watched Narnia. I love the DVD -- since it's original, there is a whole load of features in it. More than 10 hours of fun. Well of course I didn't view all the features yet. It would take me forever to do so. =)) Skandar Keynes is wayy hott. HAHAHA. Anyway.. That's basically how my 14th birthday went. (:

Again, thanks to everyone who greeted me. (: Thanks for remembering. Surprisingly even the people whom I've lost communication with since forever suddenly greeted me. I love you, guys. =))

I'm fourteen! Haha babaw. :P
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Tuesday, May 23, 2006
More And More Hatred

Ugh. We (Jessa and I) are hating C more. People have been asking who she is. Now I will tell.

Her name is Cielo, a friend of Jessa. Or might I say fiend. She is super annoying. Bugging us about stuff (yes, bugging US) and she is one heck of a copycat. Gaaaaa. Cielo go to hell. :|
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You're the one I want next to me .. but I guess that's just not meant to be.


I must confess I'm a mess for you.


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Is May The Death Month?

I have heard of three people who died just recently.

One is Justine Bengzon (?). I do not know her but I pay my condolences to her family. I have seen her name in the blogs of my friends who know her. So yeah, I have heard of her.

Two -- Andrew Mate. Because of a car accident in Katipunan (?) last May 18th. Condolence to the Mate family, again. I was supposed to go to the wake yesterday (22nd May) but I wasn't able to for some reason. I wish I did. OKA were there daw. Awwww. I wasn't able to come. I am sorry, Tin.

Three -- Irene's lolo. Condolence too, my dear.

Why are people dying this time of the year?
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Plug!

Happy Fourteenth Birthday Tricia! I love you :x See you soon, girl!

Wow, he is so nice even after everything I've said and done. (: Okay enough said. Done. :))

Do not forget:

Trumpets Playshop Streetdance Showcase 2006
- 28th May 2006, Sunday
- AFP Theatre, Camp Aguinaldo
- First show: 4-6pm (Kids A, Kids B, Teens A, Teens B, Advanced)
- Second show: 7-9pm (Kids C, Teens C, Adults, Advanced)
- Tickets are at P150 each.
* I am not sure about the show skeds. I mean, the classes dancing -- except for the advanced. That I am sure of since I am in it. (: I'll be in blue :P

Go and watch, okay? Thank you. (:
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May Baby

-----------------MAY BABY -----------------
Stubborn and hard-hearted. Strong-willed and highly motivated. Sharp thoughts. Easily angered. Attracts others and loves attention. Deep feelings. Beautiful physically and mentally. Firm Standpoint. Needs no motivation. Shy towards oppisite sex. Easily consoled. Systematic (left brain). Loves to dream. Strong clairvoyance. Understanding. Sickness usually in the ear and neck. Good imagination. Good physical. Weak breathing. Loves literature and the arts. Loves traveling. Dislike being at home. Restless. Not
having many children. Hardworking. High spirited. If you repost this in the next 5 minutes, you will become close to someone you do not speak to much in the next 4 days.

This is so true. I mean, the descriptions. (: I am really a may baby. :P
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Monday, May 22, 2006
Hatred


I love that song. Sampip by Parokya Ni Edgar. LOL. Anyway.

Bez, I am hating her more and more. Oh gaaaaad. I can kill now. I hate her because I know she hates me. HAH. Whatever, that insecure bitch. I hate her! Ugh. If killing wasn't illegal, I would have killed her now. But then again, if IT was illegal, I would probably be dead now -- someone would've killed me beforehand. Ugh whatever. I hate her bez. Bez, save me. =)) Samahan mo ko in hating her more. :P

{edit}
Wow. The list is expanding. There's someone new that I hate! Wow. He was nice at first and woah, I didn't expect that coming. I hate him. Hahaha. I HATE THEM: much better. I will hate them forever. Mmmmmkaaaaaay. My first impression on them was so correct. Why did I even befriend them? Well may I rephrase that. Why did I accept their friendly invitations? Those whores. I hate them. Now, I'm just finding out if this girl (someone else) is just as mean and horrible as the others, or if she's nice. Hmmmm... Let us see.
{/edit}
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Mental/Emotional Breakdown

This was originally written on a sheet of paper last May 21st 2006 at 1:47 am.

Read on.

In my whole life, I have never been this afraid. Saturday late night or might I say sunday early morning, something breath-taking happened to me. I was so afraid. At around 1 am, I shut the lights because we were attacked by gamu-gamos. The moment I closed the lights, I heard spooky and awfully disturbing noises beyond my bedroom door. I freaked out. I was supposed to check it out but I was too afraid that I turned into a coward. I thought of positive and negative possibilities of what it could be. Positive: it may be mama, papa or daddy doing something. Negative: a magnanakaw, kidnapper, murderer, someone trying to burn down our house, serial killer, etc. I was thrilled by my thoughts that I didn't know what to do.

I believe that my faith in God grew stronger during my "mental/emotional crisis". I kept on praying, asking for guidance and all the possible help I may need. It was so weird that it came to the point that I thought about death. Not only my death, but of my loved ones too.

What was this catastrophe about? I have no idea. I was terrified, scared. Afraid, horrified and fuck, all of them together. I wasn't able to breathe.

This experience was intimidatingly weird. I hope it does not happen to me again. My heart is still pounding, my eyes still crying. I am scared.

Was this God's way of telling that I was such a bad kid? Maybe. Maybe not.
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Countdown: 2 more days!

Two more days and I turn fourteen =))

Saturday, 20th May 2006.

I had ballet. Nothing really happened. :| I saw Moreen and Anja at Shang again, but this time they were with Mingky. (: HELLO! Nakakasawa na mukha niyo =)) Kidding. I got home early. Watched PBB. Matt and Olyn are out. Okaaay so like I'm affected. =))

Sunday, 21st May 2006.

Ballet again. We had rehearsals for the jewels -- the solos. And we did fouettes. :| It was fun, though. (: Yay! I'm not afraid to turn na. Hahaha! I love doing doubles. I gotta try triples on pointes. :)) LOL. Anyway, we ended early again. Smart is simply annoying. :| They returned all the units to the warehouse daw because the 3g reception wasn't nice. They told us to come back on tuesday (tomorrow) and hopefully I'mma have my phone already :| When we got home, I was able to watch new eps of Unfabulous. (: I watched PBB again and uh, the Mastermind thing. I was sooo na-elib. :)) I kept on doing the tricks. Hahaha. I kept on shouting from amusement. =)) Ang galing promise. =)) Mama kept on laughing at me kasi I was so amazed and I kept on screaming =) Oo na, mababaw na ko :P Hahahaha! Nvm. :|

Today, 22nd May 2006.

Happy 15th Birthday, Mariestela!

My mom, ninang and I played pusoy dos in the room. It's so fun. =)) HAHAHA. My mom and I planned what we're gonna do on my birthday. We (dad, mom and I) are gonna watch X-Men 3 in Promenade (: Yay! LOL. I'm supposed to be in Gateway today with Irene but hindi natuloy coz her lolo's in the ICU. :| And I was supposed to go to Andrew's wake but I wasn't able to for some reason. Emman and I are planning to go out next week -- wherever the wind takes us. We're gonna play dance freak all day maybe. Wooooh. =))

Bbl.
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Saturday, May 20, 2006
Multiply

How cool. You can now use Multiply's premium themes for free! LOL. Whatever. But it's great! As what my mom said, there isn't any limit for photos and music now! How cool is that? Hahaha. Now this is what we call great advantage. Thank God I didn't get my Gold Account yet. See, even the users who do not pay can now use the advantages of Gold Account users. (: I just had to blog about it. :))

http://erikatan.multiply.com && http://erix21.multiply.com

Check `em out. (:
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Desperately


Oh yes I do. =)) This song is just perfect for what I feel right now. :)) Most especially the line that says "you frustrate me" wow. :)) It just .. clicks. WEH.
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Friday, May 19, 2006
Condolence

Before I forget, my condolences to the Mate family.

Christine's brother Andrew just passed away a few hours ago. Please pray for his poor soul that he may rest in peace. As far as the news said, he died of a car accident in Katipunan. He was in comatose (sp?) yesterday and then he died hours ago. How sad. :(

Tin, take care, okay? I will try my best to visit. (: With OKA maybe (the planned thing) or with my mom. (: See you soon. I will pray for your brother dear. =D
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Over The Hedge

On my way to Shang earlier, I saw Apol (near GMA). Anyway. I got to Shang at around 7pm. Gaaaad. It seems like Shang is the only place I go to :)) We met up with the others at Starbucks. I saw Moreen and Anja there. (: We ate at Wham! for uh, dinner if it is called. :)) I was stuffed. LOL. Then, we headed to the cinemas and watched Over The Hedge. I got free tix courtesy of Mark. It was the crossover screening so there were sponsors and whatever. The movie was fun. It gave me a laugh. (: After the movie, we went to Starbucks (the one downstairs) since the one upstairs was full. I got the usual vanilla frapp. (: Hahaha. We went home afterwards. Around 10:30. LOL.
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Still sick :|

I am still sick and I hate it. :|

Tuesday, 16th May 2006.
I had Trumpets. I wasn't in a good mood because I was sick. I felt very ill that I didn't have the strength to dance. I kept on coughing and I was stopping in the middle of the dance. Ugh. :|

Wednesday, 17th May 2006.
I was supposed to go to Holiday Inn for the swimming thingy but I think it didn't push through. So I just went to Greenhills with mama to buy my costume for Trumpets. We shopped at the tiangge. I never knew that you would actually see stuff there that do not look like they came from the tiangge. :)) I bought a blue spandex kinda top with a light pink camisole inside it, white shorts, and white shoes from Rusty Lopez. (: I like it. I love my costume. I can't wait to wear it. :P I didn't go around the tiangge much, tho. It's tiring. :)) Whatever. And si Bez ang arte :)) Bazzaar daw. WEH. Greenhills tiangge didn't look like a bazzaar to me. I mean, not like the bazzaars I've been to. :P

Thursday, 18th May 2006.
I went to Shang early. Uhhh, around 4 pm. The first person I saw in Shang that I knew was Sam. Good grief. Why did I see him agad? It was because people were surrounding him :)) LOL. I was at the stairs and he was uhh, somewhere downstairs. I think he even saw me. Anyway. I went to kela Bea and Millie then Karen arrived. Later on Karen and I went around Shang (: It was fun. Haha. I made kwento to her something. :)) It was about me and *bleeeep!* haha. Kawawa nga sina Karen and her sister eh. They weren't allowed to get in the theatre for Da Vinci Code even if she's 18 na. :)) LOL. Anyway. We stayed in the classroom after with our Zagus (?!). I drank a Creme Brulee Zagu even if I had cough and colds :)) When we entered our room, it was quite empty. I mean, the only people there were Apol, Jackie, Sam, Karen and I. Karen and I hung around. We lay down on the floor :)) then everyone started coming. :P Class started at around 6:30 -- as usual. I was naiilang for a moment there because *bleeeep!* -- only Karen knows the whole reason why. :P Because of bestfriend =)) Diba Karen, he's my bestfriend. :)) I wouldn't go into much detail na. Our class ended at uhh, past 8. We planned a gimmick for tuesday after class. Our class'll be at 6-9pm then the whole class (SDAdvanced -- even the teachers) would go out. Chelo's treat I think. (: Thank God they do not know it's my birthday next week. :P Well, only Karen, Millie, Bea and Max know. :)) So uh, we'll be out till Idk. :)) Edlynne was super kulit. It took me almost 2 hours to make her sleep ata. :)) Hahaha. Whatever. Yun lang pala hinihingi nya. Haha. Pinahirapan pa ko. :P

Today, 19th May 2006.
Smart is simply annoying. I still have no phone! Urgh. Hopefully it'll come SOON. :P I'm going to Shang now. I'm watching Over The Hedge with my mom, Mark, and whoever. Free tickets bebe. (: Hahaha. LOL. Bbl. -- argh. Di ako makakapanood ng PBB. :| Hahaha. Ay galing, ex pala ni Mikee si Ate Mica. Nalaman ko lang sa Uplate. Hmmmmm.. :))

*Bez, don't forget ha. Isama mo ako sa trip mo. Okay okay? (:

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Tuesday, May 16, 2006
All you people look at me like I'm a little girl

Don't mind the title. It's just a lyric of Britney's I'm A Slave For You. (: I can't think of any title kasi. :))

Last night, I watched Lemony Snicket's A Series of Unfortunate Events for the nth time. I love that movie. Liam Aiken's so cute. (: Hahaha. And I like baby Sunny. Violet's cool, too. Haha okay I'm becoming nonsense. :P

Hahaha. I also watched PBB. :P Ona, baduy na ko. Haha. But I love that show. Especially now it's in its teen edition. (: I love Gerald Anderson. He's so hot. Haha okaaaay. Sige na, gusto na niya si Kim. Hahaha! Gerald's hot. And I think he's the only reason why I watch PBB. :)) No, kidding. I love the teen edition. (: Hahaha. I didn't watch the first one and celebrity ed. Only this one because it's very intriguing -- since I can pretty much relate. (: I'm a teen too, you know. :P

Playshop later! I wonder what's in store for us? Hahaha weh. :P Our new dance is hard. :|

Be back tomorrow! After the swimming with OKA! Oh gaad I miss you all. (: See you tomorrow. Everyone should come! LOL.
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Monday, May 15, 2006
Household Chores

I just suck at household chores. Maybe because I don't really have `em. They just give it to me when they're like out or something. Like earlier, they made me wash the dishes. And I just sucked :)) I'm not sure if I even did the right thing. Hahaha.

.. household chores? Something that people know that I do not do. =)) And it's something that I would not do either =))

Wow, I think I'm posting too much again :)) but who cares, if blogging makes me happy, then I'd do it. Hahaha. =D

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I'm sick. I have been, actually. Since last saturday. I had a slight fever then (but only I knew it. HAHA) and now I'm suffering a cough. Gaaaah. I hate having cough. :|
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Smart, Simply Amazing.. NOT!

Smart's so annoying now. They called me twice last week. One was to say that my plan upgrade wasn't approved yet and the other one was to say that it has been approved but there still is no available handset.

Earlier, they texted me and said

"Good pm. Your retention application is already approved however we have no available handset. We'll call you po once the unit arrives. Your apologies po. Thank you and have a nice day! Smart Shangrila"

Annoying much? Agh. This is the 3rd time they've contacted me and still no phone. They told me they'll call if they do have the unit. But they always call to tell me that there still isn't. Gaaaaah. They said that the unit would be available by friday. Okay. I hope.

Gaaaaaah.
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Title-less. :P

Expect this post to be long. :)) Well maybe not, but idk. :))

Lemme start.

Thursday, 11th May 2006.

I had Trumpets. Our dance is LONG. Ugh. But it's really cool. (: I love our dance. Haha. I wish it wasn't so hard, tho. :)) LOL. Jill was absent so I didn't really roam around.

Friday, 12th May 2006.

Happy birthday, Kassy!

Anyway, I went to Shang for Playshop RIOT. In the car, I got surprised. My dad was so honest with me. I didn't even react or whatever because I didn't know how I would possibly react. So I just said "Oh? Okay" then looked outside the window. I felt bad, of course. But even then, I'm proud of my dad for being that honest to me. (: Anyway, back to the RIOT. When I got to Shang, I waited for Jill then we entered the room na. I saw Millie and Bea there. We kept on transferring rooms because they were setting up room 3 for RIOT. So first we stayed in room 2, then room 4. I met a new friend, Patze (: Then they finally called us then told us to go to room 3 since the room's ready. Wow. It didn't look like our classroom. It looked bigger. Haha. But anyway, the decorations were simple yet nice. (: We had our DANCE RIOT. At first, we had this game that we had to fill out the 12 blocks bla bla. I can't explain :)) Basta that was it. Unfortunately, I only filled up 7 blocks since I was too lazy to go around and have other people sign whatever. Then we had visitors. Dan Cabrera and Pam Gumabon -- really really great dancers. They talked to us about how their life is, how it is integrated with dance and whatsoever. Then they grouped us into 2 groups. It was so fun. They gave each group 20 minutes each to learn dance steps. In our group, the Maneouvres (sp?) taught us. Luckily, it was the One, Two Step dance so I already knew the steps (: We just practiced 4 8's of it. (: Then they had the both groups in one room again then we had our dance showdown. (: I LOVED IT! It was tiring, tho. Haha. After that, Teacher Jon had a talk, too. And us (Bea and I) were the ones who recited the acronym of DANCE (D-decision. A-action. N-no compromise. C-commitment. E-excellence.). The RIOT ended at around 8:30 pm. Later on, Jill left na so I was left with Patze. (: We were trippin' on some guy named Justin -- Jill's stalker. Haha. Anyway, I had fun. (: We went to Smart about my phone then they said that they'll call me before friday to let me know about my handset. (: I left Shang at around 9 pm I suppose. (:

Saturday, 13th May 2006.

I had ballet (: I tried to be late but I wasn't. :)) OKAAAAY. Anyway, nothing much happened. :P Just the usual thing we do. NO REHEARSALS! Woohoo! I saw Moreen and Anja in the food court :P I was texting Carell the whole night. Ang saya. :)) We were all about Papa Gio and her bestfriend. :)) Oha oha. LOL. Now Carell, that's what we call good english. Am I right, or am I right? (:

Sunday, 14th May 2006.

Happy Mother's Day to all moms there!

I was absent in ballet (: I went to Rockwell with my family. We first went to Giordano to buy mama a pair of pants. Then tita Bambi, mama and I went to Zara -- where we met up with my ninang and cousins (: I bought a top from Zara. It's simple yet so pretty. I love Zara. (: Anyway, after Zara we bought ice cream in FIC. (: I got my favorite, Caramelo. Then we went around. We looked in TopShop, Kamiseta, Mango, and more stores. We ate dinner in Burgoo. The first thought that came to my mind when they told me that we'll be eating in Burgoo was "OMFG I'm gonna get fat" =)) I ordered a Grilled Chicken Sandwich. I only ate half and I wanted to barf =)) I was sooooo stuffed. Haha. Ate Bea and I played this logic game. I can't really explain it but I'm so proud that I got to answer it. :)) Weeee! I am so logical. Haha, kidding. (: After dinner, we went around again. Mango, Beauty Bar, and Body Shop. In Mango, we kept on trying on shades. Beauty Bar, I was all for the mascara. :)) Body Shop, mascara too. And eyeliner. But I ended up buying a cover stick :)) I proved to myself that I was blind in Body Shop. The cover stick costs 450, right? I was about to pay and I let out 150 bucks. Stuupid. The cashier was like "miss, 450 po ito." I was like "huh? Eh it says there 150 lang." They read it and it said 450 :)) Haha blindness. :)) I got embarrassed, btw :P Then my ninang told me "oh, yan nalang bday gift ko sayo." Yay! LOL. Thanks, ninang :P We went to Cibo afterwards since sina Tita Faye and Ate Aimie were there. We were wondering why there were too much people there -- mostly security. Then later on we saw PGMA. Haha that little ruler of our country. Weh. :)) We went to Starbucks and I ordered a vanilla frapp. (: We went back to Cibo then ordered a Tiramisu, potato chips, and uh, I don't know what you call the other one we ordered :P It's a new dessert in Cibo. Haha. :)) We left Rockwell at around 10pm. Sayang, Tara said she was there, too. I didn't see her. Oh well. :P Btw, I like how I looked :)) I was wearing a .. pair of jeans that I folded to look like capris, and orange cropped tube top, white blazer embellished with studs, and my Havis. :))

Today, 15th May 2006.

Nothing. Has. Happened. Yet.
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Thursday, May 11, 2006
Dead-o Freakazoid

I have been kinda dead lately. Since yesterday, perhaps. I was so annoyed, I wanted to die right then and there -- in front of him. How would he react? Haha okay stupiid. Knowing him, he won't even bother.

I'll be gone for some time. I won't get hold of a PC again -- not until monday anyway.

Playshop later -- I get kinda bored at times. Because of all the blockings we have. It annoys me, really. Not because of whatever, just because I have this blocking which is at the extreme left of uhh, everyone. And I'm like dancing next to the table. Whatever. Basta I hate the blocking for the "Don't Stop" dance. :)) Okay, so much for being so tall. :| I'm always at the back. Well not always, but yeah I'm at the back. And normally one of the boys. Waaaa. Can I get shorter? Whoops. I take back my word. :P Okay, I love my height. :))

Playshop RIOT tomorrow 6pm at Shang. (: Playshoppers, if you haven't registered, register na. :)) I hope the RIOT would be cool. I think the RIOT last year was much better, tho. :| Oh well. I shall see tomorrow (: Oh and cool. I'm gonna get my retention thing from Smart tomorrow. Hopefully, they'll have an available unit for me so I can have my new phone tomorrow (: Yipeee! I'm excited. Haha. Okay, I don't think you even care :))

Ballet on saturday and sunday. I could be absent, tho. But I'd rather not. Haha. Goddamn it. I'm missing the gimmick on saturday with Tin and Micah. Shit mahn. I was one of the persons who planned it and now I'm like ditching it. I won't be allowed kasi. Damn. :| Saturday, Eastwood. Waaaaa. I wanna go, I wanna go. :| I can skip ballet! ARGH. But even then, I wouldn't be allowed, still. Oh gaaaad.

Hopefully mi momma would allow me on wednesday. The swimming thing planned. I miss OKA so much. I can't wait to see you all again (: Pray that mi momma would allow moi. (: Okay okay? HAHAHA. I miss you guys so much (: Oh and Micah, see you in Shang whenever. Just tell me. (: I miss you more. (: My 3rd grade bestfriend :P

Ta-ta for now. Tag if you must!
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Wednesday, May 10, 2006
ABS-CBN.

I just came home from ABS-CBN.

I went there to meet up with Jessa (: We walked around for awhile then she returned to modeling na while I stayed in the caf. I was in the caf for more than an hour doing nothing :)) Then Jessa called me but I didn't understand whatever she said. So I went out to check whatever's happening outside. To my surprise, I saw the Little Big Star people :)) Haha. Sam was there. Okay. So people were surrounding them and they had a shoot.

This is what happened.

*during the shoot, with people surrounding them and taking pictures*
Jessa: Sam! Do you know Erika Tan?
Sam: *smiles* Yes, apparently.
Jessa: Oh, she's my friend and she's here right now.
Sam: *sarcastic grin and big shocked eyes. The normal thing he does to me.* Ohh, okay.
Jessa: *shouts and points at Sam* Erika!
Erika: Yeah, I saw.
*moments passed*
Jessa: Lapitan mo na, dali!
Sam: *big shocked eyes when he saw me*
Jessa: *kinikilig, hiding behind me*
Erika: Bez! Haha. Tumigil ka nga! Hahaha. *smiles*
Jessa: Hahaha. Fan niyo ako, shet. Haha! Kinikilig ako sa inyong dalawa.
Erika: Adik! Haha. Ano ka ba.
Erika: Sam!
Sam: *looks at me, then looks away*
Erika: Aba, ang taray mo ngayon a?
Sam: *looks at me again, then salutes me*
Sam: *stared at Erika, ONCE AGAIN. Haha*
Erika: Hoy, tumigil ka na! Haha!
Jessa: I can’t help it! *laughs*
Erika: Sam, picture for her.
Sam: *smiles at the camera*
*after some moments again :))*
Erika: Sam, I'm gonna introduce someone to you.
Sam: Ay sorry later nalang, I have to go.

So I guess that was the exact conversation earlier. :)) See how mean? Pati si Jessa na hindi naniniwala dati na ganun xa kasama sakin, naniwala na. Nainis rin. :)) HAHAHA. His mean-ness cannot be explained through words. REALLY. You would only believe when you actually see it. =))

Okay. Then we watched the taping or whatever. The launch of the Little Big Deeds. Jessa ang kulit. She always says that he was looking at me from the stage. Yeah I actually caught him some times but then. Haha. Huli. Basta. :x Jessa and I were laughing while watching since in some videos onscreen, whatever he was wearing didn't suit him. It looked funny, actually. :)) Sorry naman, I haven't seen him wear something like that in real life kasi. :P Gaaaa. :)) It was sorta retro-ish. Pero that was onscreen lang naman, so okay. (: He was wearing ripped jeans (hey! I was wearing ripped jeans too :P), a polo (I think), leather jacket, and a hat. LOL. Ona, inenumerate ko na :)) Oh gaaad. I remember the jacket :| 27th May 2005! Oha I still remember :)) Anyway.. After the launch, people were surrounding Sam. I got to introduce Jessa to him, anyway. But yeah, not much of a talk there. He was in the lobby afterwards. I talked to him but he was so mataray. Disappointing. When it was my turn to have a pic taken with him *actually, I didn't want. Pero si Jessa mapilit :))*, they blocked us since he was about to be interviewed. I hated that girl who blocked us. LOL. So we went out. We saw Hazel Ann Mendoza but we didn't go near her. I don't like her kasi. LOL. Anyway.

The Little Big Stars went out of the lobby of studio 1 na but I didn't talk to him since I was so disappointed. Jessa wanted me to talk to him since he was right behind me but I just let my back stay that way =)) He started to eat then I was just somewhere there. Si Jessa ang kulit talaga. She got my phone, isasabit nya dapat kay Sam. Ugh. Ang kulit talaga. Hahaha. Basta I don't wanna go into detail about that incident. I almost slipped pa nga -- as in dulas. And I think Sam was looking at us na since we were kinda noisy. And I was trying to avoid him since he's so annoying. :))

I called my dad to pick me up na. He told me to go to Hot Shots but I didn't know where that was so I went to Starbucks nalang. There I saw Danilo Barrios and Bam & Nina of PBB. Nina's so pretty must I say. And she's tall. (: Haha. I also Steph de Leon there. Lagi ko nalang siya nakikita wherever. (:

Then I went home na (:

Thank God I didn't see them there! I'm not even sure if they were there -- but most likely they were. In his dressing room or wherever. But thank God I didn't see them :)) LOL.

Bez, we hate C. So much. :)) And A. LOL.

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Tuesday, May 9, 2006
Excitement

Yay! I'm gonna have my hair colored soon. (: Colored pala muna before having it curled. =D

Yipeeeee. I'm excited. Haha. I don't know why, but I really want to have my hair colored NOW. I'mma have it colored light brown. =D

Ack. Maybe next week, maybe next week. (:

And I'm getting my new phone this week! Woohoo! Okay okay. I hope the unit would be available on friday, tho. Or they'll make me wait a month, again. :| I hate waiting. :| *sigh*
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Monday, May 8, 2006
Joaqui Mendoza of PBBTE

Ohmyfreakinn gosh.

I just realized tonight that Joaqui from PBBTE is my .. friend. Not really. An acquaintance maybe. I met him at Midi's party.

OMFG. Midi gmd (?!) something earlier and I was like "is Joaqui an Augustinian?" and he was like "yes he's my best friend" then biglang it hit me na "OMFG he was the one in your party? Shiit. :))" then Midi said "yes. Yung naghubad =))" Haha wala lang. Pero oo na, naghubad nga xa dun. Ng shirt ha? :P I just realized that I knew him after all. (:

Sige na Midi, sorry. Rolando fans club, eh. :)) Hindi Midi fans club. HAHAHAHA kidding.

Rolando is Joaqui's name too, btw. :)) -- ona, feeling close kay Joaqui :)) eh he's cute in person, eh. LOL. He was cute in the party. And he was wayyy friendly too. :P LOL. Waaaaaa. I wonder if he still remembers me? LOL. Ona sige na, asa na. :))
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I'm gonna try to remember things that happened last weekend. Oh gaaaaad I'm so .. uhhh ... forgetful? No, that's not the word to use :)) Anyway. I'm gonna try my best to remember stuff. :P]

Saturday.
Sandra treated us to a pizza and soda. Thanks Sands! And btw, happy sixteenth birthday! Anyway, we started some new dance in ballet. I don't know what it's called tho. Haha. After ballet and dinner with my friends, mama and I went to Smart to ask about the retention for my plan. They told us we can avail of a phone on the 12th of May. Yipeeee! So I'm having a new phone again. (: unfortunately, the phone that I'm gonna be having is the same phone as the one I had before -- the last phone that got stolen. I'm gonna be having a Sony Ericsson K608i AGAIN. But it's okay, it's such a cute and nice phone anyway -- but it will bring me bad memories :)) Oh well. At least a new phone (: and I'm upgrading my plan to a plan 1200 since I kind of exceed my limit :)) I agreed to pay half of my bill every month. Woah. I can't believe I just told mama that. Hahaha. So I guess I should be saving up every month :P

Sunday.
We had our pictorial in ballet. Ugh, the photographer was somehow annoying but whatever. :)) Our class ended early since teacher said she'll focus on the little kids first. Our rehearsals would start on June pa! Cool. So I could afford to be absent for a week and go to the beach without really missing anything in ballet. Woohoo! Beach, here I come! Haha okay. That is if my mom would be able to arrange the stuff. :)) After class, I ate dinner with Jo {DJ}, Rozel, Jo's mom and her sister Chloe. I had money but tita treated us to dinner anyway. After filling our empty stomachs, we headed to the cinemas. We watched Aquamarine. (: Tita still payed for my ticket and refused to take my money. I was paying her but she said she's got it so I don't need to pay. Thank you tita! Anyway, we were in the premiere theater. Surprisingly it only costed 170php. But maybe because the snack bar inside wasn't open (: LOL. In the theatre, I sat at Row G seat 7 :P We had a photo opt. Haha not really. We just had vain moments. (: I loved the lazy boy. LOL. The movie was great. I love JoJo. I want to watch R.V. {Runaway Vacation -- JoJo stars in it, too}. I just don't know when it'll show. Haha. Chloe was soooo kulit. (: I love that kid. HAHAHAHA! Anyway, tita Bambi picked me up at around 9:30pm at Shang. (: When I got home, I watched PBB. Haha. Yay! Gerald wasn't nominated. Sorry na, gusto ko si Gerald eh. :)) Then Princess Diaries came next. Oh how I love that movie. I love Princess Mia's life. From a dorky messed up girl whom the people used to tease to the person that every girl dreams to become. Now everyone just looked up at her and gawd she is so pretty. (: I love Anne Hathaway! :P I want to be a princess. :| LOL.

Today.
My mom and I bought my school supplies. What's with the rush? Hahahaha. Well maybe we bought `em this early so that we wouldn't squeeze ourselves in next time. Haha. We got home at around 4pm. I watched Not Another Teen Movie when I got home. Oh gaaad Chris Evans is so hot. :P

I might be meeting up with Jessa on wednesday. (: I'm excited. LOL. Bez, see you. :P
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Saturday, May 6, 2006
And I'll Be Officially A High School Junior In A Month

{Girl: Wow! And you just look like my fifth boyfriend.
Boy: Fifth! How many have you had anyway?
Girl: Four.}

Sounds so sweet. :P

School starts in less than a month. :| Gaaaaaaa. So early! Well anyway, I must admit that I'm excited to start school again :)) but parang summer's so bitin. :| 5th June, hello junior year! Sana may prom. We might not have a prom since we don't have seniors yet. :| Haaaaaay. I WANT TO HAVE A PROM. Who doesn't, anyway? (:
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Photoshop Experimentals II

I was bored-er than ever so I edited a couple more pictures. :P

These are old pictures. :| Hahaha. I don't really mean old as in decades ago. :)) Just -- old. :P



I love my pretty hair here. LOL. Unfortunately, my hair just sucks these days. :|


I love this pic (: I love the effect, too. See it's an old pic. I still had my N3660 then. That was 2 cellphones ago :)) Okay funneh. :P

Okay so I'mma try `ta sleep now. Tomorrow again. I'll have more, maybe. (:
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Photoshop Experimentals

I am so bored that I experimented on Adobe Photoshop. It's so fun especially when you really don't know much then you're just experimenting but then the result of your experiment is like not what you expected. (: LOL. I'm gonna post some of my "experiments" earlier. LOL.

They don't look that good, though. Hahaha.



This is my fake vector of Kristin Kreuk since it's so hard to create a real vector. Haaaay. I shall learn, I shall learn.


It's a dreamy picture of Mischa Barton. I find the effect so cute. LOL.


I blended the pics of Carmen Electra and Eliza Dushku. I blurred the background of Carmen Electra. (:


I blurred the background of Eva Longoria. Omg she's freakinnn hott. (:

Okay I'm proud of my little creations. HAHAHAHA! I'm so shallow, pardon me for that. :|
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Friday, May 5, 2006


It's so hard to like someone you can't have. For once, he doesn't like you back -- or at least not the same way as you do. It's hard to tell your heart to stop, especially when it's beating twice as much as before. You keep in trying too hard to catch his attention. Yes you have, but not in the way you want it to be. He sees you as a friend -- perhaps not even a friend. No matter how many times you drop hints, he doesn't even care picking them up. Yes, he knows what you feel towards him but it seems that it's hard to talk to his heart. You really can't have him. You think about him all night, dream about him, and your heart cries for him. You cry inside for a very petty but extremely painful reason -- you can't have him.

He's popular, many girls drool over him. I can even say that I am lucky since he does notice me even with all those other girls' faces surrounding him. I am a friend -- perhaps a different classification. Maybe I am the friend that he has but wishes that he didn't have. I hope not. As I have been saying before, I compared myself to a dartboard. He is the player, and every singe word he says are the darts. He is a tease -- but only to me. Only to me, I repeat.

But the more he pisses me off, the more I like him.
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Wednesday, May 3, 2006


I haven't had eaten any meal yet today. I think I'm turning anorexic. Kidding. (:

I read the comic book Zsazsa Zaturnnah earlier, it's hilarious mahn! It's really great (: I wish I'd be able to watch the play this June since I wasn't able to in the previous play skeds. :| Reading the comic is kind of nakakahilo but it's worth it. LOL. Really cute. Brokeback moments? LOL. Read it for you to know. :P

People have been telling me that I look like Nina Jose of PBB Teen Edition. Okaaaay. And that we have the same personality daw. I don't really watch PBB now, I've only caught a few eps. I'm always not home :)) Okay so maybe we are alike -- I must admit, I am maarte sometimes. :)) if you know me well, maybe yes you'd agree. LOL. Okay okay enough `bout this. :P

Funny, I miss school. I saw some pictures of me in uniform earlier and weird enough, I thought that I miss wearing my uniform. :)) Oh God this isn't me. LOL.

On friday, my mom and I will have a date. :P We'd be watching Aquamarine. (:

Next wednesday, me and my elem friends would be going out. We're going to Eastwood, Shang or Promenade. Thanks to Tin for my transpo. Haha lol. Now I just have to tell momma about it. And hopefully she won't think twice in allowing me to go. :)) I've been looking forward to this gimmick. I miss my HSS friends!

This late-summer, I might go to Bora and Punta Fuego. I want the beach for Pete's sake. I need to complete my summerrrrrr!
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I miss blogging! :P

I don't know where to start. Uhm, okay, saturday. =))

Saturday, 29th April 2006.
-- we had rehearsals for ballet because we had a show the next day. Class was okay. We had rehearsals in the evening, around 10 pm. I had so fun before the actual rehearsals. Me and my friends went on stage (even when the mall was still open and people can see us) and we practiced our fouettes. Yay! I can make triple pirouettes. Achievement! It was really fun. :P then the rest of the people came then the rehearsals started. I love Bob =)) anywayyyy. Mica slept at my place. It was so kulit. We didn't sleep until 3 am, I think. We were like talking in bed lang. Nagtatakutan and stuff. We were talking about people. I can't believe that I actually opened up something to her. Okaaay. I got scared. :P

Sunday, 30th April 2006.
-- Mica was so batugan. Haha kidding. But when I woke up, nakasiksik siya on my side of the bed. Hello, ang laki nung kama =)) LOL. We went to Shang early since our class was at 1 pm. People were kinda late, tho. Even I, I was such a slow mover that day. Anyway. After class, we just ate and then put on make-up. We had our vain moments again. (: the few pics would be posted in my Multiply later. :P The show went on well. Great! Our fouettes went great. Love it. (: Now we have to worry about it for September, on pointes. :| People visited. Cristine and Celine were there! Weeeee I miss them so much. (: Ate Cams, Ate Grhea, Nicolle, and Keigh were there, too. I wouldn't go into too much detail na.

Monday, 1st May 2006.
-- I went to Greenhills with my family since it was my tita's birthday. We went around the tiangge. I saw cute bikinis. :P But I didn't buy anything. =)) We chilled out at the Theatre Mall at first then we went to Promenade na to have dinner. We ate in Grilla. Parang binagyo pagkain namin, as what my tita said. =)) Sorry, matakaw kami. It runs in the blood. =)) Okaaaaaaay. Then we went to Floyd's for dessert. I love Floyd's. (: We are a vain family. :| the whole time, my tita's couldn't stop taking pictures of us, their pamangkins. =)) we were like hello models. :P But okay it was fun, vain kung vain. (; When we were about to go home, my cousin bumped into her friend Michael. Mmhmmm cutie. =)) tagal din nilang nag-usap, in fairness. Even their mothers had a chat. Okay. So that left me with my little cousins. =))

Tuesday, 2nd May 2006 and today, Wednesday, 3rd May 2006.
-- I had Trumpets. I love our dance. :P We're doing our blocking now. Yay I'm gonna be doing the cap dance! Love it. :P It's so cute. =)) I just hang out with Millie, Karen, Bea and Max. (: Nothing much happened. (; At around 10 pm, I went here to my mom's place and marathoned The OC 2. Around midnight, I made a snack -- toast and cream cheese. It was around 3 am and I looked for more food, and I wasn't sleepy yet. =)) I finished watching season 2 of The OC at around 5 am then I watched Nickelodeon. It was Figure It Out. I miss that show. :P I looked at the dvd's and found the original Narnia movie. I watched it but then I fell asleep halfway through it. That was around 8 am. So wow. I slept at 8 am -- a new record. I woke up at 9 since my mom asked me what I wanted from McDonald's. So I ordered my breakfast, then I slept again. I woke up at 12. I still lack sleep. I feel skeezy. I haven't had enough sleep. LOL. Whatever. I'm done with The OC 1 and 2. I need season 3 now. I love Kaitlin. LOL. Okaaaay I can't wait to watch it.

What I need right now? Sleep. =))
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