Sunday, October 30, 2005
10th grade
As I sat there in English class, I stared at the girl next to me. She was my so called "best friend". I stared at her long, silky hair, and wished she was mine. But she didn't notice me like that, and I knew it.
After class, she walked up to me and asked me for the notes she had missed the day before and handed them to her. She said "thanks" and gave me a kiss on the cheek. I wanted to tell her, I want her to know that I don't want to be just friends, I love her but I'm just too shy, and I don't know why.
11th grade
The phone rang. On the other end, it was her. She was in tears, mumbling on and on about how her love had broke her heart. She asked me to come over because she didn't want to be alone, so I did. As I sat next to her on the sofa, I stared at her soft eyes, wishing she was mine. After 2 hours, one Drew Barrymore movie, and three bags of chips, she decided to go to sleep.
She looked at me, said "thanks" and gave me a kiss on the cheek. I want to tell her, I want her to know that I don't want to be just friends, I love her but I'm just too shy, and I don't know why.
Senior year
The day before prom she walked to my locker. "My date is sick" she said; he's not going to go well, I didn't have a date, and in 7th grade, we made a promise that if neither of us had dates, we would go together just as "best friends". So we did. Prom night, after everything was over, I was standing at her front door step! I stared at her as she smiled at me and stared at me with her crystal eyes. I want her to be mine, but she isn't think of me like that, and I know it. Then she said "I had the best time, thanks!" and gave me a kiss on the cheek. I want to tell her, I want her to know that I don't want to be just friends, I love her but I'm just too shy, and I don't know why.
Graduation Day
A day passed, then a week, then a month. Before I could blink, it was graduation day. I watched as her perfect body floated like an angel up on stage to get her diploma. I wanted her to be mine, but she didn't notice me like that, and I knew it. Before everyone went home, she came to me in her smock and hat, and cried as I hugged her. Then she lifted her head from my shoulder and said, "you're my best friend, thanks" and gave me a kiss on the cheek. I want to tell her, I want her to know that I don't want to be just friends, I love her but I'm just too shy, and I don't know why.
A Few Years Later
Now I sit in the pews of the church. That girl is getting married now. I watched her say "I do" and drive off to her new life, married to another man. I wanted her to be mine, but she didn`t see me like that, and I knew it. But before she drove away, she came to me and said "you came!". She said "thanks" and kissed me on the cheek. I want to tell her, I want her to know that I don't want to be just friends, I love her but I'm just too shy, and I don't know why.
Funeral
Years passed, I looked down at the coffin of a girl who used to be my "best friend". At the service, they read a diary entry she had wrote in her high school years. This is what it read:
I stare at him wishing he was mine, but he doesn't notice me like that, and I know it. I want to tell him, I want him to know that I don't want to be just friends, I love him but I'm just too shy, and I don't know why. I wish he would tell me he loved me!
I wish I did too... I thought to my self, and I cried.
I Love You
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Got the story from
Cheska.ü Love you, girl.!
♥ Erix ♥
12:33 AM
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Saturday, October 29, 2005
Weeeee I'm hittin' Pampanga tomorrow! Swimmin' and party all the waaaaay!ü
Well, I wish.ü Hahaha! Hope I'd have FUN. :)
Had modern ballet today. It was cool. :) Was supposed to go to Cream today but I can't. But it's ok. HAH.
Jenina was with me tonight. :) I missed her! Hahaha.. Had fun though we didn't really do anythin' but it was greaaat.ü
Anyway, imma be back on tuesday. :)
Till here.. `Laterrrr. Imma edit my skin :)
♥ Erix ♥
10:11 PM
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Friday, October 28, 2005
Today was FREAKY. Well, during dismissal time, anyway.
Last day of our exams. Social wasn't that bad. :) Hehehe.. We had an interaction with these kids earlier. I danced along with Emman, Nicole and Analyn. :) It was cool. :)
Dismissal was hella freakky.
We went to Mcdo to eat. In the middle of our foodfest, there's this freaky man that just sat near us. We were so scared, we left. He even told me something, I didn't understand what he said. :p Then we warned sila Irene about that pervert. Then when we went out, we saw Ms. Jimenez and Ms. Ola :p We told them the story about the freaky man then suddenly, we saw him outside mcdo, staring at us! Ms Jimenez told us to go inside the school again. Then we went inside and went back out after a few minutes, together with the boys na. Then we saw the man again, he was waving at us. The boys naman "asan ba? Wala naman, e." I was like "Ayun!" Hahaha. We were all laughing our heads off.
Oh well, so much for that.
LRT, masaya. :) Cace and Analyn kept on trippin' on Isay while I was their LAUGHER. I laugh a lot, seriously. :)
Yun lang. :| Just wanted to share a freakkky moment. :)
♥ Erix ♥
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Wednesday, October 26, 2005
Still haven't studied. :|
Finished my term paper already! But still haven't started on my roots and my wings. Too LAZY to do so. :|
Hah. Anyway, I got to talk to Sam the other day. He was soo kulit, again. =))
he even said "maghanda ka sakin next summer.. mang-aasar nanaman ako" HAH. As of now, I'm ready. :| Maiinis nanaman ako dun =)) Oh well...
He was cool. Haven't talked to him in a while - since summer. Got excited when I got to talk to him, though. It's been a long time. He won't reply to my messages and stuff (annoying!) but oh well, I talked to him na. :)
That's it.ü
♥ Erix ♥
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Still having our exams :) I shouldn't be here right now, anyway. But I'm doing my term paper so I went online at the same time. :p HAHA!
We had CL, Math and Filipino yesterday. CL was hard for me. I wasn't able to review much so that was it. Math and Filipino were ok. :)
Earlier, we had Arts, Spanish, Biology and TLE. Surprisingly, Spanish and Biology were quite easy. Thank God I reviewed it. :p But Arts and TLE were tough. Gaaaaaaad. Oh well. I wish I'd get good marks. :)
I hope I'd still be at the top 10 of the class this quarter. I know I wasn't doing that good this quarter. I was lazy. HAH. So, I'm not expectin' anythin. :p
Ta-ta for now. Hafta do projects. :)
++Paulinians (QC), punta ako intrams nyo on friday. See you. :)++
♥ Erix ♥
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Sunday, October 23, 2005
I went to
Eastwood last night with my cousins. :) It was fun yet we had a difficult time strolling coz there were a lot of people, and I mean
A LOT. :) There was this
Longest Buffet thinga-majig. We were supposed to eat there but we didn't coz if we did, we wouldn't have the chance to eat a hearty meal. HAHAHA! It would take you about
30 mins to an hour just to get your food. Whatttta. Anyway, we ate at
Heaven and Eggs instead. Yummy fooood. :) I also saw
Kamille Javier there. I miss her so much! Hehehe.. :) Anyway...
We went to the mall first and went around. There was this cool
person statue thing. He was great. Lolx! Hahaha.. We went inside the mall, saw
Sheree (sp?), she was soooooo pretty and thin. Love it. :) Hahaha! Then we moved on to the
tiangge and bazaar. It was nice. I bought a pair of over-sized shades. It was terrific. :) Lol!
Well, that was just about it. :) I had fun at Eastwood yesterday!
♥ Erix ♥
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Friday, October 21, 2005
I
miss blogging like hell!
Oh well, I'm back now.
Not for good, though. :|
Still don't have my PC. :(
Anyway,
we don't have classes today :) Yipeee! There's this rally at Mendiola so they declared that we shouldn't have classes. :)
Annoying, though. We have classes on
November 2, 3 and 5. But we don't have on
October 31, November 1 and 4. Arghhh...
Moving on...
We had our
ABAP recital last October 16 at Camp Aguinaldo AFP theatre (again.) It was fun. :) We were the finale! It means that we were the best. :) And we proved it! The audience applauded alot and they even bravo-ed. :) Hehehe.. It was fun. :D I enjoyed watching some other dances, take note: SOME. :D Lolx!
October 17,
HAPPY BIRTHDAY SAMUEL LAWRENCE L. CONCEPCION! I miss youuuu, brah. Hope to see you soon! Gimmick tau. :) Hehehe.. Yes, it's Sam. The one in Little Big Star. :) Guys, support him, ok? Lolx!!
October 20, HAPPY BIRTHDAY CARLEEN MORGAN C. GUESE! I miss youuu lifelessfaerie! Hehehe.. Moreen, let's get to hang out sometime, together with Sam, Maxine and whoever. :) Miss you. :)
October 21, that's today. :) I'm gonna be having my hair done. It'll be straight again! HAH. `tever. :p
♥ Erix ♥
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Sunday, October 2, 2005
I watched The Perfect Man last night with my mom at Galle. It was a nice movie ;) Lolx.. You guys better watch it too. :D I had fun watching it. :D
Oh well..
I'm having my Pas de Deux tonight. I'm sort of scared, freaked out and nervous. Wah I shouldn't be eating now! Hahaha! I've got random thoughts in my head now about the Pas de Deux. Will I have a good partner? Would he be cute (haha!)? Would he be able to control my pirouettes? Would he be able to carry me up high? Hahaha.. I wish. :D I'm really nervous. Plus my feet actually hurt on pointes now. Oh well, sacrifice sacrifice. As what teacher said, if you buy your pointes, you buy pain. Golly. My pointes are arched and broken already. HAH. It hurts. Then I have the same feet as Ate Michelle when we go on pointes and turn. Golly gosh. Oh well....
♥ Erix ♥
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Saturday, October 1, 2005
Just recalled a memory ;)
Last september 24, 2005, me and my friends went to
Gateway. My bestfriend
Jill's treat. :p Lolx! She celebrated her birthday that time. There were 10 of us who went. Me, Jill of course, Emman, Darling, Irene, Fer, Carell, Bea, Diana and Vince. Too bad Edlynne, Batchi and Raymond weren't able to join us. Oh well. We had so much fun! First we ate at Pizza Hut Bistro then we bought our movie tix. We spent our time at Timezone afterwards. ;) Woohoo! I beat Emman at basketball! Lolx! I got 50 points nga lang. :)) Then we watched
Dark Water. It wasn't scary. It was just suspense. It was GOOOOOD. :D Haha! Then we went to Timezone again, just finsihed up the cards. We all left moderately. Until me, Diana, Emman and Vince were the only ones left there. Emman and I were playing dancefreak like hell. Kinacareer daw ba? :p Well, it was fun. Then we went home. That was around 7pm. It was fun. ;) Thanks for the treat, best. :)
That's it. ;) My blog won't be that updated in a long time, again. :p
♥ Erix ♥
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