me. My name's Erika. :) I'm 15. A high school senior.

This used to be my blog. I had it for more than 2 years, but I got pretty sick of it to the point that I only blog once a month when I used to blog everyday. HAHA. I just moved hosts. I still blog, but not here. Look at my latest post here, and you'll know where to find me. :)

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Saturday, October 28, 2006
How To Touch A Girl

"I learned to love someone with all my life. But there came a point when I got tired, not of loving but of sacrificing all that I have. Then a thought came to my mind.. I have given everything but have received nothing but pain and tears in return. Is this enough to prove that I really love that person? Or is it a sign telling me to stop sacrificing and learn to love myself a little more?"

I love that quote. :D but now, I'm happy. Well, for a moment there, I felt contented. :D Someone made my day! My morning, at the least. You know who you are:))

Anyway, I won't blab on much further. :D

I think I could like you, I already do.
Feelings can grow, but they can go away too.

You're taking my hand, looking into my eyes.
Don't be in a rush to get me tonight.
I feel something happening; could this be a spark?
To satisfy me baby, you gotta satisfy my heart.

Do you know How to Touch a Girl?
If you want me so much, first I have to know:
Are you thoughtful and kind?
Do you care what's on my mind?
Or am I just for show?

You'll go far in this world
if you know How to Touch a Girl.

I think I could like you, but I keep holding back,
'cause I can't seem to tell if you're fiction or fact.
Show me you can laugh, show me you can cry.
Show me who you really are, deep down inside.
Do you feel something happening? Could this be for real?
I don't know right now,
but tonight we'll reveal:

Bring me some flowers,
Conversation for hours,
to see if we really connect,
and baby, if we do,
I'll be giving all my love to you!

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Friday, October 27, 2006
Alphabitches No More

Wow, it's been a long time. :D

Earlier, I watched The Grudge 2 with Cathy in Gateway. It was .. okay. Seriously, I didn't get scared at all. It was freaky and yeah, but di pa rin ako natakot. :)) I was laughing pa nga, eh. Cathy kept on squeezing my wrist:)) it sucks coz I never really get to enjoy horror movies. Why? Coz I don't get scared at all :( anyway.....

This week was fine. Nothing much happened. We have a new teacher! Sir Paul Aquino. Seriously, he's got a hot voice:)) HAHAHA! "*pop* How did you know I needed someone like you in my life? *classical* bladibla" sorry, I don't know the lyrics. :)) oh, and my PT scores are great as far as I can tell. I'm happy. :D I was expecting to fail some subjects :)) but no, I haven't failed anything YET. =))

Last saturday, I went to the ICA fair. It was fun. :D I was with my cousin Jenina, and her classmate Candice. It was kinda boring actually, but being there was great. I kept on eating:))

Last friday, I went to Mel's crib. We watched basketball:)) Mel borrowed Alex's dvd of the game3 of the finals ng NCAA. :)) It was ALEX'S CD so..... :)) after watching, we just had our vain moments:)) puro kalokohan lang naman. :|

Oh, and btw, announcement: wala ng Alphabitches. So I deleted the Multiply account na din if you're wondering why it isn't around anymore. Don't ask questions about it nalang:)) let's just say .. it's too complicated to answer. :)) And I'm quoting Pope Urban II: "to speak of it is worse than being silent" kidding. :)) di naman.

It's funny coz everyone's moving to Blogger now. Haha. I guess Xanga's just, uh, never mind. But whatever. Hello to the new blogger users :D

I'm uploading pics in my Multiply acct later, check them out. :D

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Saturday, October 14, 2006
It's Tough Being Me



I just finished watching ANTM and it's sad that Kyle got cut in this ep. :( I like her! (: oh well.

I am trying to give up on eating even if I have done it before. Seriously. Angelie and I have been attempting to give up on food for the past two weeks but unfortunately, we can't do it. There's just too much temptation. :P I hafta ask mama to raise my allowance. I spend nearly 200php a day. SUCKS. My savings before are now gone. Boo-hoo. I'm broke.

I have ballet later. One thing that sucks about ballet is that I feel like I'm imprisoned. I can't do anything I want. I can't go out with my friends on the weekend because I'm busy having ballet class and rehearsals. I don't feel like a regular teenager just living a free life. Mind you, being me is hard, and it sucks. But since it's me, I have to live with it. :| I don't want to stop ballet naman since I've been doing it for like 10 years now. But eventually I will, maybe in college.

Oh, and if you guys are wondering about the picture on the top of this post, it was taken last wednesday during PE class. We had this practical test for the foreign dances and swing. I danced the Chinese Fan Dance with my group and we wore chiongsangs (sp?) (: and in the Swing dance, I was the guy (since we do not have guys in class) and my partner was Darling. :D the pic there above shows Keisha, Batchi, myself and Sarah as the "boys" for the dance :D it was fun. Haha. But I looked gross, I looked like a guy talaga. And I borrowed the outfit from my guy friends:)) I still can't believe Kenneth wore my school shoes (take note: mary janes -- high heels) when I was wearing his shoes for the dance. Hilarious. :))

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Friday, October 13, 2006
Basketball

♥ Alexander Angeles ♥


Basketball is addicting, seriously. San Beda had a game against UV earlier. Unfortunately, I wasn't able to watch the live game :( I'll mount myself in front of the tv again later, and watch the match on BasketballTV. :D HAH.

It's so sad that I only appreciated basketball recently. I mean, yes, I've been watching basketball since before but I never really liked it this much. And it's sad that my favorite player's now a senior. It means that I have to watch Alex Angeles' last few games as a Bedan :P the next time I'll be cheering for him, he'll be in the PBA na, I'm not so sure on what team yet. :P

But whatever. I'll take hold of the game skeds of the Red Lions for this year, and I'll try my best to watch them all. :P talk about obsession. :|

Oh, and I'm sending out my greetings to the October birthday celebrants (:
3rd - Genie!
8th - April!
17th - Sam!
20th - Moreen!
21st - Jen!
28 - Dads!
Happy birthday to you, guys. :D

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SBC won yesterday! They're on to the semi-finals! I SO AM WATCHING.
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Thursday, October 12, 2006
Current Addiction


Last tuesday was one of my best days ever. I watched a live basketball game at San Beda with Mel, Denise and Jim. It was fun, really really fun. And San Beda won against NU! Haha. The game was fun and thrilling towards the end. The first quarter rocked. Alex Angeles (my love! :P) had perfect shots in the first quarter, which really rocked. Kris Taupa and some other guy turned the basketball court into a boxing ring ;P haha. The game was exciting all throughout. :} I even got to meet Alex Angeles which made my day more fun (: unfortunately, the pic we had together got erased. Mel's phone got busted and it sucked. KUNG KAILAN NAMAN KAILANGAN, TSKA MASISIRA. Argh. I was spanking, slapping, punching Mel because of her phone. HAHA. It was annoying, really. A picture of ALEX ANGELES AND I got deleted even before I got to see the picture. :| but whatever, I'll just have one again next time. :P what matters is that Alex Angeles was super super close to me, his face was touching mine :P bwaha! He's so hot. ANYWAY. When I got home, I watched the game on BasketballTV. I saw myself on tv:)) I looked stuuuupid. Feeling Bedan. Haha. =)) I slept at 1 am for the sake of my love for Alex Angeles ;P hahaha!

Seriously, basketball is addicting.

They have a game tomorrow but unfortunately, I won't be able to watch :((

Anyway, I better get back to doing our webpage project thingy.

Toodles! :x

PS. I'm changing my layout tomorrow. I'm tired of this one.

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Friday, October 6, 2006
Secrets Between Me and the Night Sky

..holding on to the moon, even when the sun is up. Should I let go or should I still keep Luna close to my heart?

I love the night sky. It keeps me well-protected; yet gives me great pain, too.

Should I still keep myself open to the moon light even if I've gone through too much hurt? Or should I learn to let go and stand on the earth's waters instead?

...way up high, or deep down low?

I'm waiting.

Drum roll please.

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Congratulations!

I so am watching. October 28. ;D

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Bliss?

This week has been absolutely fab. :D we are finally at peace. :)) I love love love this week. I thank the freaking "girlfriend" for messing up my life. Why? Because she was the reason why someone and I became friends again. I love it, I love it. :D I have never felt this relieved. =)) and I hope we would be able to become close again. Hmmmmm... I missed him. So much.

Today was fun, too. TLE time was such crap but hell, we enjoyed amusing ourselves. Seriously, the exotic eater came out of me. My groupmates made me eat so much weird stuff and I did not hesitate to eat them :)) hey, it was fun. :D if you were there, I bet you'd be somehow grossed out but whatevs, it was fun. HAHA!

Dismissal rocked :D haha. I was soooooo happy, seriously. :D I hope this happens more often. ;P

Anyway, I'll blog about last week.

The frikken storm washed away all our trees in the house, and unfortunately, one huge tree fell on my bedroom's window. Thank God my window's still alive. :} hahaha! I'm posting pics on my Multiply later. :D

I'm auditioning for a play tomorrow, I think. If I continue it, please pray that I pass the auditions. ;P thank you. Haha.

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