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Friday, July 29, 2005

This is my 144th blog post. Hahaha. Naaliw ako coz I saw 143 kanina. Wala lang. Ok babaw :|

I went to school a bit late earlier. Arrived by 7 am. At least when I arrived, I saw a lot of my batchmates and we walked to school together. Hahaha! We didn't really have class now coz of the culminating activity for the Nutrition Month. First period, we fixed the food display. Some went to the canteen and bought some food :)) Some stayed in the classroom and had a soundtrip. Some just walked around the building and did nothing. Hahaha! We had PE afterwards. It was fun coz we did some stunts. Hahaha. But unfortunately, we were dismissed at 9:20 and we didn't have time for recess. Good grief. Bio came next and forgot what we did. Hahaha! Don't care ;) CL was cooooo. Ms. Balmaceda gave us time to practice! Hehehe.. Loved my outfit for the Nutri Jingle earlier :D

We had fun during lunch time, especially the part when we did our kalokohans near the staircase. Hahaha! Mummi Cace was sooooo funny. Laughtrip talaga. Had fun ;) The official Reverence theme song? Ay-ay-ay.. Ay-ay-ay-ay-ay.. :)) Nvm. Kung tiga Reverence ka, alam mo siguro to. Hahaha! ;)

We went to the assembly hall and started the agenda for today :D First, we had the Nutri Brain Quest. So glad to say that Reverence won! We're so proud of Jill and Krishel! You made a good reputation of Reverence! Woooohoooo! ;p II-Reverence won first place! Hahaha.. But then, we lost during the Nutri Jingle. Hahaha. But it's ok. We didn't expect to win naman, eh. As long as we enjoyed what we were doing. ;) I tell you, we had FUN. :) I-Knowledge's jingle ROCKS. Omigally. They're so organized and they can belt out a tune. Sooo great. :D Love it ;)

During dismissal time, it seemed like we were going out of the country or what. Camping whatsoever. Not. Hahaha! We just had a lot of bags! I myself was carrying 4 bags, one of which carries my school stuff, the other contains my PE stuff, my costume and lastly, what I was assigned to bring for the food display. Waaaaah. HEAVY! Hahaha..

After school, I had a blast. Jill knows EVERYTHING about it. ;) Hahaha. I feel happy for myself but I can also feel uncomfortable. Argh. I'm not ready. Ok so I might say NO. But but but... Haaaaaay. No. :)) I think it'll be it. ;p Basta that's it. Hahaha. *toot* doesn't know that Jill knows everything about it. Hahaha! Well.. What are friends for, right? Lolx. Argh. I feel weird. Uncomfortable. Happy. Frustrated. I wanna sleep. But I'm not sleepy. Hahaha. Soooo weird and pathetic. Rarrr.

Excited to watch Charlie and the Chocolate Factory! Imma watch it next week, friday or saturday ;) Oh and I'm about to read Harry Potter and the Half-blood Prince! I have it on E-book! Yeahbahhh! :D

I feel so excited about the book. Excited about the movie. Frustrated, uncomfortable, weird YET happy about *toot*.

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Thursday, July 28, 2005

The results of the votes were posted earlier. Too bad I lost by 6 points! 6 points, man! But it's ok. Winners aren't proclaimed yet. :D Both parties still have deductions so I still have a big chance of winning! Woohoo! Raymond also has a big chance of winning.. He lost by 2 damn points! Plus there were 15 of his votes that got void! So if it wasn't for that, he should have won! But ok ok.. These are just results. The tallied ones. No deductions yet. Oooooh. Hope I win :) Let's wait for next week!

Tomorrow, we'll be having our culminating activity for the Nutrition Month :) We'll be having the Food Display, Nutri Brain Quest and the Nutri Jingle contest, all by sections. :D So glad to say that our section's done with our Nutri Jingle. We're not a sure win, though. It's ok if we lose, as long as we did our best. :) I like the outcome of ours, though. So cute. But I swear that if we hear the other sections' jingle, omigally. :)) Hahaha. Never mind. :) I can just say that II-Reverence has done their part. :D Oh and goodluck to Jill and Krishel for the Nutri Brain Quest. :D Make Reverence proud!

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I need a special someone or a significant other. Hahaha kidding ;) I want to have a soiree! Interaction! Woohoo I'd be soooooo happy if that'll happen. And come to think of it, the school WAS PLANNING ( and I do hope it'll happen ) to have a soiree with La Salle! Hahaha.. My choice? La Salle or Xavier. Ooooooh. :) 2nd year/our batch lang naman magsoiree sa amin, eh. The lower batch and the upcoming batches is/will be co-ed. Our batch still remains the same .. exclusive. Dammit. Hahaha. But who cares? We get the chance to have a soiree! Well hopefully :D

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Gen said that my number of votes is 116 or 126 while Mariestela's is 83. How is that so? But in the manila paper awhile ago, I had 102 votes while hers was 108. How strange. Gen is a COMELEC official in school. ;) So I don't know. The final daw is that I have 116/126 votes. Oh how I wish :D

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Wednesday, July 27, 2005

The COL elections was held today.. Whew! I felt sooooo nervous. Didn't have time to campaign already coz it wasn't allowed anymore. :( Results are gonna be shown tomorrow. I hope I won, I hope I won. :) I'm glad to say that a lot ( well ok, not really a lot ) of people voted me as the secretary :D Especially in Piety and Reverence. Sooooo happy to hear that :) My only hope? FRESHIES. I so hope that I got their votes :) I'm gonna post the results here tomorrow. :D If I lose, it'll be ok .. I guess. Waaaaaah! I hope I won! Win or lose, I shall stay the same, as humble as can be ( an excerpt from my speech! Hahaha! ).

I feel so mean that I didn't vote straight party. But it's ok, I guess. That person from our party wouldn't know if I didn't vote him/her. Hahaha! Wah sooooo mean. :|

I feel uber nervous about tomorrow. Lord, please guide me. I hope I win. :)

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Tuesday, July 26, 2005

The Meeting de Avance turned out fine :D I hope I was able to please the student body with my speech :)

Elections are ... tomorrow! Waaaaaa I feel so nervous about it. :| I hope that numerous people would actually vote for me :)

This day was long for me. A lot of things happened! Me and Jill talked to the teachers regarding some matter.. We won't tell anyone about it, nalang. :) Though we had shortened period because of the Meeting de Avance, the day still felt super long. It's as if I did everything that I can do in a day. like there's no more tomorrow.

Argh. And he's mad at me again and I don't know why. Ok so I suppose it's my fault .. again. It always is. Argh. So if I ever I hurt you ( again ) I'm so sorry for that. I'll make it up to you. I just don't want someone to get mad at me this time. Oh and especially if it's you. I ain't doing anything wrong. Well ok, so maybe I am. But I think it's just a bit. I'm so sorry. Hope you forgive me :) I don't want to have a conflict with you. :D

Ok so anyway.. I'm really nervous! Elections are tomorrow .. hassle! I have to pray! Pray and pray and pray and pray! I hope I win, I hope I win!

CHSians, please vote for me as COL SECRETARY! Thankssssss :D

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Monday, July 25, 2005

I am now looking forward to reading Harry Potter and the Half Blood Prince for most of the people around me have finished it, or is reading it. And I can't wait for the 4th movie to come. I've been watching the trailer for hours already and it really keeps me excited. :) I missed the book launching ( I am a member of PHP, Pinoy Harry Potter, Hogwarts Philippines or whatever you may call it but I do hope you get the point ) so I missed a lot this year. The first activity of PHP that I've been through this year is the .. NWA. It was super fun :) Especially that they kept on repeating the trailer of GOF and it just kept me sitting down the TV in the HP booth. It's not illegal naman since I'm a member :D And we all insisted that we should watch HP PoA. So we watched it there. Like I said, I was sitting down in front of the tv. ;) Since I was in charge of the potions that time, and the potions table was in front of the tv, I was just watching. :D It was repeated I guess 3 times that day. Hahaha! Sooooo fun. The speakers weren't that loud, though. We couldn't hear much. But who cares? We memorize the lines! Hahaha! And another fun thing about it was ... it was held during my birthday! Oooh-weeee! It's a pleasure having Harry Potter present during my birthday ( 0524 ). Hahaha! A special guest! Lol. ;p

I wanna read HP HBP. And maybe repeat HP GoF and HP OotP. Then read HP HBP. Argh. But ok, I still have to finish my term paper. :)) And yeah, I'm gonna fix my speech and the social report on Christianity ( oh this is easy. But since it is, my teacher expects a lot about it. So, so long! ).

Term Paper. Report on Christianity. Speech. Harry Potter and the Half Blood Prince. :D

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Finally. I got to start my term paper already :D So now, all I got to do is finish it. Hahaha! I'm gonna be leaving the house later just to print. Dang. Having no printer sucks. I have to travel just to print one piece of crapola. Waddapakk.

So anyway, our party ( Revo-L ) has started making our platform. We're almost done. Yipeee! So now, we just have to concentrate on our speeches that we would be able to deliver it right and that we would please the student body :D Since we have limited time only, we would have to limit our speeches to at least a minute per person coz there are 13 people in each party :) Then in the presentation of our platform, it would be done by partner so here it goes..

Jill, Emman and Nico ( Go Jill, kaya mo yan :P )
Erika and Raymond ( Hay nako Jill, I love you talaga! ;p Why oh why oh why... )
Abby and Sheena ( You're both good, please the students! )
Charmaine and Hans ( Campaign nyo pa Revo-L sa Fortitude! Hahaha! )
Meliza and Camille ( I bet you'd both make great Peace officers )
Irene and Mara ( Be outspoken dapat! Level rep, eh! )

Hopefully we'd get enough platforms to explain. And yes, it'll also be in 10 minutes so each pair would have 2 minutes to explain each platform. We can do it :)) Oh yeah..

I have to pray, pray, pray, pray.. :))

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Sunday, July 24, 2005
Election in 3 or 4 days.

I was a bit late for ballet today. Hahaha! But at least I got to do some warm up :D 'tever. Ballet ended by 7:30 and then ate out with my cousins and relatives. :D Sooooo fun ;) Hahaha! I have no money anymore. :| I bought a book, Mates, Dates Guide to Life, Love and Looking Luscious. It's sooooo cool. It cost 259php so ok, I ain't got money anymore :))

Everything's gonna be fine .. I hope. It's annoying that people become too confident nowadays, right? Thinking that they're winners, they become losers just because of their attitude. Girl, there's more to life than what you're doing now. Why just stick around and start calling people names and say something that could offend a person when you could just move on and make a difference in your life? Oh ok I get it. It's because you think that your life revolves in your mini world, the world full of dreadful happiness and blissful mistakes. 'tever. Pag natamaan kayo sa sinasabi kong ito, then guilty kayo. 'nuff said about this matter.

Tomorrow, our party would be doing our platform via phone. :D Hope it turns out good and that we'd be delivering it well. :) My speech's done. I've made it days ago. Well of course, I have to be prepared! Hahaha! What's a leader when s/he isn't prepared, right? :D Well I'm not saying that my speech is that nice or whatsoever. I'm not saying that I'm confident about my speech, it's just that I believe that I'm ready for it though it gives me the chills just thinking about it :D Wah. 2 more days and the podium will be mine. 3 or 4 more days then .. I hope I would be declared as the COL secretary. Oh how I wish :D

So CHSians, please vote for me! I know ya'll tired of this line but hey, I need it! Hahaha. Vote for me as COL secretary! Please please please! I'll try to do my best and do all the responsibilites of the secretary :D I hope that I'd please ya'll, CHSians! Please vote for me! And to those who aren't bonafide CHSians, I need your prayers that I win! :D Love ya'll ;) *WEH*

` In life, there are a lot of opportunites. All you have to do is at least grab one.

Oh yes. I do believe in that saying :D And I guess that this election is one of the opportunites that I've grabbed and I wouldn't let go of. :D God gave me alot of blessings and I guess it's time to use them right now, in a proper way. I'd use my convincing powers and let you guys decide and dig in deeper .. about who you're gonna vote in the council elections. I hope that in this elections, all the hardships, consequences and struggles that I've passed through would be WORTH IT. If I win, I will be formed into a new person. A person who'd be able to change her life and make it into a better one. Since leadership is 2nd to my greatest passions, I can say that it can contribute a lot in making me a brighter and more persistent individual. ;)

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Term Paper . woah!

Argh! I still haven't done my term paper! I'm still too lazy to do it. Hahaha! I'm gonna be watching Charlie with my mom next week .. when it's showing. Hahaha..

The title of the damn term paper is "A Comparative Analysis on the Socio-economic Status Between the Philippines and South Korea". Waddapakk. In the drawing lots before, I was sooo lucky that I was able to get .. PHILIPPINES. So it was easy enough for me to report! Weeeeeee! But then when this term paper thingamajig came out. Waddapakk. It's a COMPARATIVE analysis so hell, I can't use Philippines and Philippines. It would be crazy. So our teacher assigned South Korea to me. Waaaah. I don't wanna do it. :| But then, it would be passed on tuesday. Omigally. :)) I don't wanna go to school na nga! Hahaha..

Then we'd be having the Meeting de Avance on tuesday, too. I finally got the rules for the Meeting de Avance from Jill, which was taken from the Election Code. :) It is stated that each party is alloted 20 minutes for their presentations. 10 minutes for the individual speech and/or statement of credibilites and the next 10 minutes for the p/flatform of the party. Wah. Well well. I hope that the Revo-L party would be able to make it :D

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.:I'd rather stay as MU rather than having a relationship. Mark that. ;):.

So ok, maybe some of you would get that statement and of course, what's behind it. But who cares? Hahaha! If he asks formally, that's what I'd say (statement above) coz I don't know. Hahaha! But that's it. Get it, get it? :D So, I wouldn't hurt his feelings, too. Pweeeh. :))

` Ay weh. Asa. ;p

- Till later ;p

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Saturday, July 23, 2005

Ballet was ok. Hahaha! The twins have braces na! Hahaha! Wah I'd get mine next month ... hopefully. My teeth suck. :| :)) So anyway, ballet ballet ballet. I really can't do the balance thing for the back. Sakit, eh. ;p Whatever. Hahaha! My pointes are ... wrecked. Yes. I've got to buy a new pair. Hopefully by next month, I'd get a new pair. A good one. Bloch would be the best ;p Chacott sucks. At first it's hard then look at it now. Eeeew. So lambot na and basta it just doesn't fit right :))

So anyway.. This day, I was also thinking about him and ... I feel so awful that I was so mean to him yesterday! :| Waaaaaah. I'm so mean. I'm so mean. Oh well. I hope one sorry would be enough. :D

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I haven't done my term paper, yet. :)) Waaaaaah. So I guess I'm gonna cram up again on tuesday. Hope not! I'm gonna try to do it tonight .. or tomorrow .. or on monday since there's no school. ;) Yipeee no school! ;p Meeting de Avance is moved! Lol. Then Moratorium would be on wednesday, I wish! Then elections on th 28th! Weeeeee more time! ;p Hurrah!

CHSians, vote for me as COL secretary, please? I'll love yooooo. ;p

Please please please? Oh and of course, I'd be campaigning my party members, too. Vote for Jill as president. Emman as vice. Abby as asst secretary. Charmaine as treasurer. Sheena as asst treasurer. Raymond as auditor. Hans as asst auditor. Meliza and Camille as peace and order officers. Irene and Mara as level representatives. Please please please? I beg yoooooooo!

Vote straight. Vote wisely *Jam, ehem. :))*! REVO-L PARTY! ;p

Hahaha! Go Revo-L! *WEH*

Vote for us, vote for us! Vote for me as secretary! :) I promise to be a good one! And yes, a responsible one! You can rely on me! Vote for me, vote for me! ;O

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Finally ...

After 2 months of waking up late on saturdays .. I finally got to watch Snick again! Hahaha.. ;) I woke up at 8 so I had time to watch the vcd of the Streetdance showcase, too. :D

I terribly miss Playshop! I'm lost without it, I tell ya. I think it's the best place to be! :) So I just watch the vcd a lot of times and recall all the fun memories! ;)

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I'm getting addicted to the song Goin' Crazy by Natalie. ;p Hahaha! Ionno why pero that's it. Lolx. ;) Since I have nothing to post yet, I'm off. :D

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GOIN CRAZY ;)

Ever since the day you went away
And left me lonely and cold
My life just hasn't been the same
Oh baby no
When I looked into your eyes
The moment that I let you go I just broke down (down)

Baby if I ever get the chance to be with you again I would sacrifice
'Cause the feelin that I feel within no other man
Would ever make me feel so right

It's nice to smile when I get your phone call at night
But I'd rather have you here with me
Right next to me
And I miss the way you hold me tight

I've got to let you know I feel so weak without your touch
I never thought that I could ever love a man so much
I've gotta let you know I think that we are destiny
For you I'd cross the world for you
I'd do anything

That's right baby
I'm goin' crazy
I need to be your lady
I've been thinking lately
That you and me, yes we can make it
Just ride with me, roll with me
I'm in love with you (baby)

That's right baby
Im goin' crazy
I need to be your lady
I've been thinking lately
That you and me, yes we can make it
Just ride with me, roll with me
I'm in love with you (baby)

Break it down now I'll tell you what I feel
From the moment that I met you it's been so damn real
My heart seems to skip another beat every time we speak
Can't believe I feel so weak
Tell me that you really need me
And you want me
And you miss me
And you love me
I'm your lady
I'll be around waiting for you
Put it down be the woman for you
I'm falling so deep for you
Crazy over you I'm calling
Callin' out to you
What am I gonna do?
It's true no frontin'
It's you ain't no other
I can no longer go on without you
I'll just break down (down)

I've got to let you know I feel so weak without your touch
I never thought that I could ever love a man so much
I've gotta let you know I think that we are destiny
For you I'd cross the world for you
I'd do anything

That's right baby
I'm goin' crazy
I need to be your lady
I've been thinking lately
That you and me, yes we can make it
Just ride with me, roll with me
I'm in love with you (baby)

That's right baby
I'm goin' crazy
I need to be your lady
I've been thinking lately
That you and me, yes we can make it
Just ride with me, roll with me
I'm in love with you (baby)

ooo, crazy,(ooo)
lady (ooo)
lately (ooo)
Baby

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Friday, July 22, 2005
3 days ... never better :D

Ok so we were campaigning earlier and it was fun yet really tiring! We were posting ALOT of posters on the doors and I mean A LOT!!!! The doors were full!!! :)) It's crazy I know but who cares? It's campaigning time! :)) Kanya-kanyang diskarte to :P

Dismissal was at 2 pm but everyone started leaving by 3:30. I left by 4. :)) Weh pasaway. :| I was just in the gym the whole time making kwento with Jill, Nico, Raymond and Kristina :) So kulit kaya :) Hay nako galit nanaman sakin si Raymond :| LAGI NAMAN, EH! :)) Ako nalang lagi :|

Basta all I can say is ... I'm not sure if it's official but basta :P

3 days? Never better! ;p

So I mark this date, too! 7/22/05! Yeahbaaaa!

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Thursday, July 21, 2005
Campaign period's almost over...

Hahaha! Attention to the CHSians! Please vote for me as COL SECRETARY!!!!

Here's the official list of candidates of the Revo-L Party!

President: JILL BAUTISTA
Vice President: EMMANUEL ORDINARIO
Secretary: ERIKA RHANE TAN
Asst. Secretary: ABBYGALE DABU
Treasurer: CHARMAINE SORIA
Asst. Treasurer: SHEENA MAATA
Auditor: RAYMOND GAANAN
Asst. Auditor: HANS TORDILLA
Public Relations Officer: NICOLAI REMOLLINO
Peace and Order Officers: MELIZA DE LEON and CAMILLE DE CASTRO
Level Representatives: IRENE ENRILE and MARA QUINDOZA

So guys, please vote for the REVO-L PARTY! Or vote for me as SECRETARY! :)) Thanks! Hahaha..

This week was the bomb, I tell ya. Sobrang saya. ;) Though there were these talk sh*t happening around, it was still cool :D Hahaha! Dismissal times were ALWAYS great. ;) Guess some of you know about it already and I wouldn't want to spread the gossip anymore :D Secret nalang yun. ;) Shemz lalo na today.. 7/21/05. I'd mark this date. ;) And 7/20/05. Hahaha! Lovin' those days :D How about ... 7/22/05? Let's see tomorrow :D

... Elections are getting near. It's gonna be held on the 27th. ;) Good luck to me and the party! :D Hope we win! ;)

Till tomorrow :D

Oh and please don't forget to pray for my sis, Pia Recuenco. Their house got burnt down. :( Missin' you, sis. :)

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Monday, July 18, 2005
Sino ako?

Got this from Verna's blog. It's so cool so I put it here ;)

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sin0 nga naman ak0 para pagubusan ng L0ad?
sin0 nga naman ak0 para pagaksayahan ng 0ras?
sin0 nga naman ak0 para bigyan ng imp0rtansya?
sin0 nga naman ak0 para aLaLahanin?
sin0 nga naman ak0 para gaLangin?
sin0 nga naman ak0 para tratuhin ng mabuti?
sin0 nga naman ak0 para huwag kaLimutan?
sin0 nga naman ak0 para huwag saktan?
sin0 nga naman ak0 para kamustahin?
sin0 nga naman ak0 para hindi awayin?
sin0 nga naman ak0 para hindi paLitan?
sin0 nga naman ak0 para pahaLagahan?
sin0 nga naman ak0 para huwag baLewaLain?

at

sin0 nga naman ak0 para mahaLin rin?

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Oh yes. Today was fun. ;)

I went to school a little later today coz I forgot I was supposed to wear gala uniform so I went back home just to change :)) Was talking to Che when I was in the LRT going to school. Hahaha..

Flag ceremony.
Only the 2nd years had them. The freshies had their Third Monday Novena at the chapel so, that's it.

Computer.
Pasaway. We all opened our Friendsters but it was hella illegal. ;p Basta most of us did illegal things after doing the project :))

Recess.
I didn't eat, again. Me and Jill looked for more people for the party ;) Cool, we're complete!

English.
Saya! We were in the library and we were with Ms. Sadiwa the whole time. She was helping us out in the elections thingy ;) She's such a cool teacher!

Math.
Yaaaaay I passed the quiz! :)) 15/20 mahn! Hahaha. Wala lang ;p

Lunch.
Looked for the party members and talked to them for awhile. ;) Finally, Raymond said he'd join us. ;p Then me and Jill didn't eat lunch. We went to Ms. Shai and just talked about some stuff ;)

THE.
Cooked. Argh it was soooo annoying and tiring! What a break.

CL.
We went to the chapel and had our Novena blah blah ;)

Dismissal.
Pia was there! Ok ok.. Uhm, had the meeting at the mushroom seats. Sorry to keep the freshies waiting ;) Had the whatsoever pictorials! :)) Kulit ni Raymond, pare. Hahaha! Sinigawan ba naman aco sa ears ;p Tas hindi rin mapakali.. Waddapakk. :)) Pero he's nice naman. Hahaha! Kung hindi lang bata yun nasapak ko na:)) Haha jowk. Tas when I was asking for his number for some further updates about the party, grabe bilis magsalita. Parang walang bukas :)) But it's cool to hang out with the freshies. They're so nice ;) Whether they're a boy or a girl whatsoever ;p

<3 today was frantically cool ;) I sure do hope I win the elections ;)

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Computer class ;)

I'm at school right now.. Computer class ;p I know what I'm doing is ILLEGAL but ... pasaway, eh! :)) Haha! Wah. Ang daming epal dito sa mundo : Die die die! :))

Ok.. Till later ;) Hopefully good things would happen this day ;)

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Sunday, July 17, 2005
Deal with it..

Wow.. Ang daming mahilig manira ng kapwa ngayon, ah? Is it the season of destroying one's reputation? Well as for me, I don't know. Ask them. They're the ones doing it.

Guys, just think before you act. Pag naninira kayo (and esp if the thing you're saying ISN'T TRUE) then you are just ruining your own lives. Of course, people have common sense so they'll of course ask for some proof. If they proved you wrong, sorry guys. You're dead meat.

This normally happens in competition. It's not about whether we win or we lose. What's important is we've got the values, right? So now, where are they? Where where where? Why can't anybody see them? Ok so I'll answer my question, too. It's because you're not using them. Everyone's got his or her own values but some don't bother to use them wisely. Instead, they do some talksh*t and just ruin other's lives.

You've got your own life to live so deal with it. Don't mess with anyone's life if you can't mess with your own.

Think about it...

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LOST. So lost.

I feel so lost. I feel like an outcast. I don't know but I feel awkward. My friends are like naiinis sa kin and I know that it's my fault. I've said sorry and two of them has forgiven me yet someone said they'll talk to me tomorrow. I feel a bit scared. I don't want to lose friends .... again. I've had enough of them. I can't afford to lose somebody again. :|

I'm mad at gravity. I feel so heavy. I wanna fly and be light. I've stocked a lot of pain, fear and stuff deep in me right now. I'm afraid I might lose the elections. I feel scared that I won't be able to campaign right and just let my opponent get all the votes. Oh Lord please help me. I can't bear to handle this all alone. I know I had been running for these stuff ever since I was in elementary but never in my life I felt as nervous as this. I hope I win, I hope I win. Lord, please guide me.

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Saturday, July 16, 2005
I haven't been blogging for days!

I missed blogging! Hahaha.. I kept on going online yet I forget to blog about what happened during the day so here it goes ;)

071205
Uhm. I forgot what happened :| I think it was the day when we went to the assembly hall and listened to a talk about the crisis happening to our country..

071305
Club was cool ;) We planned about the activites that would happen throughout the school year. It's so fun writing on the blackboard. Nyax. :)) Hahaha! Then some secret accidentally OR intentionally got spilled. So much for that, clubmates. >:( Anyway.. That was it, actually. ;)

071405
Again, nothing actually happened.

071505
My gawwwwd such a nice morning ;) Hahaha.. Met someone new.. Raymond! A new friend ;p Pinakilala ako ni Che .. when he was holding a pentel pen! :)) ;) Then bla bla bla.. We went to the assembly hall again and had a talk about the COL elections.. I'm running for Secretary so please vote for me! Hahaha.. When we got out of the assembly hall, it was super cool. ;) Si -burberry- (it's between me and Jill ;p) pointed me and said something bla bla bla ;p So happy... Then RECESS! Weeeee this is the best ;) Burberry was the first one who talked to me ;p Whatever. Then me and Jill started campaigning by lunch. Her as the president and me as the secretary ;)

Here are the people in our party list (CHSians, make sure you vote for us!!!):
Jill Bautista, Erika Tan, Emmanuel Ordinario, Raymond Gaanan *not sure yet*, Irene Enrile, Nerissa Librea, Meliza de Leon [[still have no particular positions to run for, except for me and Jill ;)]]

Vote for me as secretary!

I'd be competing against Mariestela Emily Isip.. Amp. Vote me vote me! ;p

I hope I win against her. Why would I even run if I don't wanna win, right? :p Vote me vote me! I promise I'd do my best ;) *now making my speech ;p*

071605
Ballet. That's it. Ballet. :))

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Monday, July 11, 2005
Official lucky day ;)

School was uber fun!!!

Recess.
Got to eat real food. Hahaha! Kidding ;p Then bla bla happened. Never mind ;p

Lunch.
Me and Jill picked up Emman in his classroom then brought him to the cemetery. Laughtrip si Jill! Biglang tumahol yun aso hinila ba naman ako tas sabi ang duwag ko daw :| Eh hinila ako, eh! Baliw! Hahaha. Tas si Emman pa sabi nakawala yun aso. Nakatali naman pala :| Tas ayun, we looked crazy in the cemetery :)) Then we ate lunch together. Kahinayang :)) Anyway. Unahan sa food! Hahaha! Then nahuli kami sa kain ni Jill :| Hahaha! Buti inantay kami ni Emman. Hahaha! Then after eating pinagtripan na namin si Emman. Haha kidding ;p We made him sing. Pero ang tagal bago kumanta :( But at least he sang! Ganda ng boses ;p Then we went up to the 2nd flr thinking that there were the teachers na but we still made him sing. We stayed near the staircase. Hahaha ;p

THE.
Fun ;p Wala. Poster making lang. And BR talk. Hahaha he's cute kaya. ;p Woohoo no one knows who he is. ;p Si Jill, Darling, Fer and Marj lang ;p Hahaha! Weh. Kay Fer na yun. ;p May CK na ako tas may RL na si Jill, eh. Weh. Nvm ;)

Dismissal.
Supposedly, there will be the JVStaffers meeting but oh well. The teachers had their meeting so nvm. Hahaha. Then me and Jill went down to Emman again and made pa-epal ;p Hahaha! Then about the drawing thinga-majig. Sineryoso ba naman ni Emman :| Hahaha! Pero di ko sineryoso noh! Ano ba yun abuso na ;p Hahaha! Ayun..

Went to Mcdo afterwards. ;p Weh si Quel ang saya din ngayon ;p

Today must be the official lucky day of most of the peeps. Look, ME. Quel. Tas si Mikko din (basta yun na yun). ;p Hahaha!

Yun lang.

Gonna do mah research (WEH) :))

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Sunday, July 10, 2005

Ballet was cool. Not as fun as yesterday, though. Haha. ;)

Weeeee bought 2 new pairs of pants. Weeeeee! Hahaha ;p

I was MODELING for myself. Everytime I fit the stuff, I just take pics of what I'm wearing through the mirror. Haha! Trip ;p

Haha! I haven't done my assignments yet :| About to do 'em now. Hahaha. ;) Pasaway ;p

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Saturday, July 9, 2005

Today was super fun at ballet! VANITY STRIKES! Promise. ;) It was superrrrr fun. ;) We were taking silly shots like "Kiss kiss kiss" or "Hey look there's an alien out there" or "Bite" or whatsoever craziness there may ever be ;)

The pics are uploaded in my Multiply. Check them out if you want to. Hahaha!

Anyway, I'm texting Jill now and we're talking about RL and CK. ;) (Oh dba how sosyal tha names. Hahaha!) Then basta. Hahaha! We just realized that we're also ***a* pala. Hahaha! Basta so fun ;)

It feels like a sunday, though. But so cool, ballet again tomorrow! Hahaha. ;) Loving the BREAKS. Not exactly the dancing part. Hahaha!

I love yooooooo ;p

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Friday, July 8, 2005

School was cool today ;) SHORTENED PERIOD!

After class, me and Emman and Marc [?!] went to Legarda and played Ragnarok ;) Then ayun. Leche may nakisawsaw sa akin. :| 3 times naglevel up yun bwisit na yun. Ako hindi pa rin. :| Kainis!

Then we went to Jollibee coz andun mom ni Emman. Then ang bait nilibre nya ko ng Tuna Pie. :)) Hahaha! Then leche napagkamalan daw ba akong gf ni Emman! :(( HINDI! Whatever. Then I went home :|

I'm about to go to the hospital now and visit my tita. And then play Ragnarok again tonight. Hahaha! ;)

Weeee now I know how I sound like sa phone! My phone was weird earlier when Darling called. I could hear myself talk. It was like 3 way coz I can hear my voice from the phone. I was laughing like crazy and I couldn't talk straight coz I had the tendency to listen to what I was saying :)) It seemed like an echo. So funny :)) Nvm. ;p

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Wednesday, July 6, 2005
PAC's officers ;)

We had the club officers election earlier and here are the officers of Performing Arts Club aka PAC. ;)

President: Isay Torres
Vice President: Emmanuel Ordinario
Secretary: Erika Rhane Tan ----- ehem. That's me! Waha! ;)
Treasurer: Keisha Oliveros
P.R.O.: Macie Mendigo
Peace Officers: Charles [?! Sorry di ko alam apelido] -1st year AND Shanine Mallary -2nd year

Weeeeeee the PAC's rock! ;)

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Today wasn't too fun or what. Just a normal day. Hahaha. But I was still hyper. Doi I am ALWAYS hyper, I think. Hahaha. ;) Lilow muna ko ngayon, eh. :)) Nvm.

Bored. :|

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Tuesday, July 5, 2005
Bakit ganun???

Hahaha. New expression for the day. ;)

The day didn't start out that fine. It was raining almost the whole morning plus a bit in the afternoon. Rawr. Well anyways, I was super pissed off because of *toot*. Never mind. But he was soooo annoying esp. during recess. Rawr. Then classes bla bla. Me and Quel started our 'kalokohans' again. ;) Super fun. ;p I love you! Wahahaha. ;p Then I had fun during Biology coz we used the microscope. Ok so babaw yet fun. Hahaha ;) Weeeee.. Dismissal really RULES. ;) At first me and Quel were together in the corridors then the whole "banlag" thing started. Basta its just between the two of us. Hahaha. We were laughing real hard ;p Then we went down and went to the gym and bla bla. Went to Ms. Shai afterwards and had a laugh AGAIN. Hahaha. So fun, I swear. ;) Then we went to Mcdo. ;) Haha fun fun fun! Me and Quel sat separate from Darling, Jennifer, Renelyn and Kathleen coz it was too hard to get to the other side of the table. Then me and Quel sat somewhere outside and drank/ate our coke floats ;) Then I was explaining to her something about me and my money when I kept on saying "Bakit ganun?" in a really weird tune. And a really fast voice. Hahaha. She kept on laughing at me which made me laugh but she says I'm the one making her laugh so whatever :| Basta I think we were the loudest ones in Mcdo. :)) Soooo noisy I swear. We kept on laughing like there's no tomorrow which was really fun ;) Told all of ya that I'm really noisy. ;) Haha. Actually that was it. Super fun. ;) Weeeeee make some noise! Haha..

Me and Quel planned our EXPRESSION FOR THE DAY for tomorrow ;) It'll be *toot*. Just wait for tomorrow. Hahaha! ;) Yesterday and early this morning was "I love you" then it became "Bakit ganun?" then tomorrow it'll be both plus one! Hahaha! Really fun ;) Waaaaa but I'm broke. Ok so the reason of all these laughter was the way I was telling the story of me being broke. Hahaha!

Waaaaaaa I'm broke and I dunno if I would be able to get home tomorrow. :| Bahala na. ;)

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Monday, July 4, 2005
What a LOVABLE day. I love yoooo! Hahaha. Love me. I'll love youuuu back ;)

Hahaha. I can't help but say MAHAL or I LOVE YOU today. Hahaha. I just blurt them out out of the blue ;)

Example in school earlier!

LUNCH! Quel passed by and offered food and I was like "Dba Quel mahal mo naman ako? Pahingi. Hahaha. I love yooooo! Laugh." Haha. Tas DISMISSAL. Quel was holding something and I was like "Quel! Mahal mo ko diba? Pahiram. Laugh." Haha! Then I dropped Darling's bag and I was like "Sorry Darling I love you sooo much!" Haha! Then I was just saying these ALWAYS "Mahal mo naman ako diba? I love you too. Haha. Love you love you. Laugh." FOR NO REASON AT ALL. :)) Hahaha. Laughtrip. :)) Ehem. I have to clear this up. I am NOT LESBIAN. 100% NOT. Okee?

Hahaha. I AM NOT IN LOVE. I just love saying I love you. Hahaha. Wheeeee I am such a lovable person ;) Kidding! Weeeee love me love me coz I'll love you bakkkk. :)) Love me love me ;p

Whatever. Haha. But tonight, this guy was SUPER annoying that I could end up calling him a user. Haha. That'll be right for him. Haha. USER.

I love you. I hate you. I love you. Weeeeeeeee I love you. Do you love me, too? Yes you do! I love you. Mwuah! Love you.

Hahahaha.

I love you <3 style="font-weight: bold;">I AM NOT IN LOVE. I AM NOT LESBIAN. As of now I consider myself CRUSH-LESS and not interested in the boyology world and GOING CRAZY COZ OF MY INSANITY and REALLY REALLY HYPER. I love you, world <33*

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Survey galore ;)

The True You

You want your girlfriend or boyfriend to be more relaxed, calm, and composed.

With respect to money, you spend whatever you have.

You think good luck depends on maintaining good relationships with others.

The hidden side of your personality tends to be reluctant to accept things as they are. And you are prone to think negatively.

You are tend to think about others' feelings a lot, perhaps because you are so eager to be liked.

When it comes to finding a romantic partner, you base your search on information from your friends.

I took this Who's the True You? quiz and all the results are actually true. ;p They actually describe ME as me. Haha. How cool, huh? Check it out, too. ;)

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Check this out: http://deadname.com and you'll find what you're goth name is. ;)

Mine as Erika Tan was FLIRTING WITH SUICIDE which I didn't really like but when I tested Erix Tan, LIQUID FANTASY came out which is really better ;)

So you can call me Liquid Fantasy if you want to. Hahaha! ;)

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School was fun. ;) Shortened period today yet went home late, as usual. ;)

Ms. Valmeo's back! Biology became more exciting now that she's back. Haha. But still got bored. Lol! ;)

English was fun! I'm learning to love it more. ;p We keep on taking psychology tests which are really fun! Hahaha. ;) Ms. Sadiwa's cool ;)

Anyway. Dismissal came and we were all cool. Just chilled at the Mushroom seats ;) Did our 'kalokohans' again. Hahaha! Singing, shouting and all. Normal stuff. ;p It was the 'friendship day' of Dianne and Quel. All I can say is WEH. Hahaha. Basta that's it ;) Then around 4:30, we (me, Darling and Fer) went to KFC to eat and went home at around 5:10. Hahaha. Gala.

Had trouble getting home. The LRT was super full. It was stinking in there. Eeeew. Hated that ride home. Hahaha.

Weeeee got my subscription of Candy mag just now;) I was too excited to open it. Hahaha. Duh corny ;p

Well that was it ;)

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Sunday, July 3, 2005

Gossip Girl really rocks ;) I just finished reading it. Read it in an hour, I think. I meant the whole book. Really cool ;) I could get to read 4 books in a night if I'm really interested in them ;) Weeeeee! I really love these kinds of books ;)

Haha I'm turning into a young adult fiction loser. Kidding! Who doesn't love these kinds of books, anyway? Hahaha. Love 'em so much ;)

Now about to read On The Bright Side I Am Now The Girlfriend Of A Sex God. ;) Most probably I won't be able to finish it tonight coz I've got school tomorrow. ;) Hahaha. Addiction to these kinds of books are soooo hard to get off. I buy new books almost every week coz they're soooo great. Hahaha. ;) I'm bound to buy one (or more!) next week! ;p

Weeee school tomorrow. ;) Can't wait. I'm getting excited and I DON"T KNOW WHY. :)) Just hating the assignments and quizzes. ;) Hahaha.

<3 Erika`xxi.

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Had ballet at 3:30 earlier. Teacher Christine was the guest teacher ;) Hard exercises. :| Hahaha.. Then we rehearsed Don Q and ended by 6. Early. Wasn't used to it. Went to Power Station w/ Thea and Ate Maix and played Dance Mania. Haha. Saw 2 cute guys in Shang today. Hahaha! One in Power Station and the other while going down the escalators. Hahaha. So fun ;) Then I bought 2 new books in National. Gossip Girl and On The Bright Side I Am Now The Girlfriend Of A Sex God. Long title ;) Hahaha. That was it. Nothing special happened. ;)

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From Ate Fernz via Sun Cell.. ;)

"When you found the right person you want to be with in your life, take the risk. Never take it for granted coz when you lose that person, the world is too big that you'll have to search all over again."

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School again tomorrow. ;) I miss it so much! I miss my friends ;) Well duh. Haven't been in school for almost a week. Hahaha. Missin' the gossips and all. ;) Waaaaah missing someone else? Hmmm. NOT. My feelings for him has gone. Well not completely but yea, kinda. Hahaha. ;) Weeeee I think I'm crush-less now. Haha. Kidding ;) I'm enjoying my 13-year-old life. Hahaha. Living life to its fullest. Good thing things are going good now. No bumps or wrong turns YET. Hahaha. I'm ready for them, though. But thank God there's none yet. ;)

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Currently reading: Gossip Girl ;) *love it so much!*

<3 Erika`xxi.

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Saturday, July 2, 2005

Went to Shang early today coz my cousin's were there ;) Me and Zackie met up at National at around 4:30 and decided to roam around first, thinking that our class would be at 5:30. When we got to the studio, it was class already. Class started at around 4 so we weren't able to join in. Then rehearsals started by 7. We finished our dance already but roughly palang. ;) It seems nice. Haha. Cool music!

Loved the outfit I wore earlier ;) I was in a pink-black theme today. I wore a black skirt, pink off shoulder 3/4th sleeved top, black bolero, pink Havaianas, pink bag ;) Haha. Sharing ;)

Weeeeee my radio's fixed! My life's back! Hahaha! Museeeeeec! Whatever ;p

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I would be posting a random quote here everyday.. Some cool ones that I receive from my friends via text ;) Hope you guys would enjoy them too. ;)

Some random cool quote from Ate Ana via Sun Cellular ;)

"Sabi nila pag mahal mo isang tao, wag mo papakawalan. Pano pag di kayo magkasundo? Papakawalan mo ba? Ako oo. Papakawalan ko yung pride ko. Wag lang mawala yung taong mahal ko."

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Para naman may katuturan din naman blog ko. Hahaha! ;)

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Friday, July 1, 2005

Gaaaaaaaaaa. I'm soooo annoyed about this girl coz she thinks that there are these girls copying her. Excuse me. Who the hell would copy her and why? Eeeew. She ain't no walkin' Barbie doll. She doesn't even have anything supermodel-ish to flaunt. Gaaaaaaa. Pathetic. Now she's got this new friend who I guess was once my foe but we started to get closah. I just think that they're trippin' on me and this friend tells tha gurl that I am copying that freak. Omigawd no. Why would I? Omigosh the style sucks. And duh, she's such a slut. Eeew. No way. I would rather have my own style than get caught dead copying hers! She is soooo not Paris Hilton that she'd be allowed to trade mark her words and claim it as hers! Gaaaaad that would be pathetic. Even the simplest words like *woot* and *kablam* (well ok, those weren't the exact words, but anyway..), everytime they hear a different person say that, esp. when it's me or *girl*, they'd say that we're copyin' the freak. Omigod guys, why do you so love us and stalk us? Every word we say, every move we make. You keep noticing them all and claim them as others that we're just copying! Now you call us girls with no originality? Oh man. Chill chill chill. Oh, and don't forget to think. That might help.

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Starting to love the layout ;) Hahaha. Oh and to ...

F.U.C.K you haters, please stop it already, whoever you are. I know you're trying to defend me but I'm ok. I'm not even that much affected. I don't even notice what those haters are trying to say. Please stop or else you'll make everything worse ;)

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I still didn't go to school earlier to rest.

I was just watchin' TV all day! I enjoyed ETC's shows once again.. ;) ElimiDATE was fun. Hahaha. I enjoyed watchin it. They were all crazy. And I mean crazy. Hahahaha!

Then just did nothing. It doesn't feel like a Friday night. Feels more like a .. monday night to me. :))

I felt like changing my skin now but I'm still not that satisfied with it. I'm gonna be lookin for more hot skins ;)

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