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Tuesday, August 30, 2005


I'm too dead to post. But oh well, just a brief summary of what happened today.

We had practices for tomorrow's event. I'd be dancing 4 dances. Geeeez. I felt so drunk earlier after all the practices. I felt so stupid lying down in the middle of the gym. HAHA! It was so funny, I swear. And yes, I was crying that time. LOL!

La Salle's event is on September 6. Wtf.

I got home by 7. HAH.

Tomorrow would be a busy day. Lord please help me. :)

I feel like I've had a hang over. I tripped on my own feet earlier. I just fall on the floor w/ no reason at all. Or I accidentally hit myself with my hand. So stupid, right? `tever. I feel drunk. HAH. :))

Till tomorrow. :)

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Monday, August 29, 2005


Kwarto - Sugarfree

Maglilinis ako ng aking kwarto
Na punong-puno ng galit at damit
Mga bagay na hindi ko na kailangan
Nakaraang hindi na pwedeng pagpaliban

Oohh… Oohh…

Mga liham ng nilihim kong pag-ibig
At litrato ng kahapong maligalig
Dahan-dahan kong inipon
Ngunit ngayo’y kailangan nang itapon

CHORUS
Di ko na kayang mabuhay sa kahapon
Kaya mula ngayon, mula ngayon

May jacket mong nabubulok sa sulok
Na inaalikabok na sa lungkot
May panyong ilang ulit nang niluhaan
Isang patak sa bawat beses na tayo’y nasaktan

REPEAT CHORUS

Mula ngayon

Ala-ala ng lumuluhang kahapon
Dahan-dahan ko na ring kinakahon
Natagpuan ko na ang tunay kong ligaya
Lumabas ako ng kwarto’t naroon siya

Magpapaalam na sa ‘yo ang aking kwarto (4x)
Magpapaalam na sa ‘yo(3x)
Magpapaalam na sa ‘yo ang aking kwarto

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I love that song. :)

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Neon - Spongecola

your smile is gently freezing
snow feels in away
you're the laughter in my silence
the cold that keeps me awake
green towel less soft spoken
your thoughts you never knew
your lies and empty promises
i'll do the more at you

How does it feel?
How is it that I can feel?
coz I, I need to know

coz I, I know I can never be enough
to replace your whatever
and I, I think it's shiny and blue
like a dance that see through
coz I, I know I can never be enough
to replace your whatever
now everything is silent,
and everything is still without you near

Everything about you
the world was something new
and I was there at the open
well just to be with you
but every time I see the shelter
and every time I walk away
you're the laughter in my silence
the cold that feeds my day

How does it feel?
How is it that I can feel?
coz I need to know

coz I, I know I can never be enough
to replace your whatever
and I, I think it's shiny and blue
like a lens that see through
coz I, I know I can never be enough
to replace your whatever
now everything is silent,
and everything is still without you near

and every time I see you passing by
I'll just stay here waiting for you
and I will talk to myself
on a lazy Sunday afternoon
and I'll still say that prayer for you
i'll be a little bit proud of me
while trying to be so perfect you'll see
and nothing can compare to
whatever lies out there

there's no one here
there's no one here
there's no one here
there's no one here
there's no one here
there's no one.......

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Song para sa mga SAWI sa pag-ibig. HAH. Tara, maki-relate na tayo. :p


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It hurts.

Waaaaaaah. Masakeeeeet. The news the news!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

In fairness, I was hurt. And yes, disappointed. I never thought it would happen. It seemed impossible, my dearest readers. HAH. If I only knew. Well there's nothing more that I can do. It happened now. And it's partly my fault. If it wasn't for what I did, then I shouldn't have felt this. I shouldn't have lost it. But then, my stupidity arose and yes, now, it's gone. Oh well so much for that. The more we wouldn't get to communicate.

Honestly, I went teary-eyed the moment I knew about it. But there was nowhere to run. So I kept in on my own. Well well well. I'm thirteen and I guess it's part of what was made to happen. In my teen years, these are where the obstacles appear. And yes, I believe one of these obstacles is this. I get hurt, I fall down. But then, I try to bring myself up since there's no one to pull me from the ground.

Haaaaaay. Life is so amazing. It can make the impossible happen. It can bring tears to those who have a heart of stone. Yesssss. I just have to move on and wake up on the bright side of the bed. My dear life, bring me bliss.

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I put up my Qbox already. Feel free to ask questions. :)

Answers will be found at: http://dominatingpatheticism.blogspot.com

Fine I give up. I'll be answering tags through my tagboard AND posts. Ok ok?

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Ara: Wala na nga atang natitirang matino. HAHA kidding :) Look at my URL, I mean the one for my answers. It's DOMINATING PATHETICISM. Which means, if I dominate it, it will vanish quickly. Oh how I hope so. HAHA! So now, I'm dominating patheticism and by ruling it, I order that it disappears! HAHAHA! How I wish. :) And La Salle Greenhills po, not Zobel. :)

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There's no classes today. Good grief. We now lack practices for wednesday's celebration of Buwan ng Wika. We have not yet planned something for tomorrow's La Salle event. Wow.

I just wish that we could practice for our ethnic dance. Even just one more time to polish it. Even we don't win. As long as our section (Reverence) would be able to present something presentable.
Since we're going to La Salle tomorrow (hopefully it does push through even without talking about it), I may not have time to practice. Haaaay. I'm gonna try to go back to school after the event tomorrow and practice till 6 with my dance mates. :) Hopefully.

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Cbox replies :)

Ara: Yes. They're everywhere.
Gee: I think my hater's using an ISP. I can't ban him/her coz his/her IP changes. No matter how many times I ban them, they still come back. No permanent IP for them.
Tara: Oh yeah, right. Sorry. :) Wasn't looking at it clearly. I was too busy getting mad and freaked out by that loser. So tired of `em.
Ara: Read mo nalang reply ko kay Gee. :)
Ruth: Oh, ok. Really? Haha. I'm so sick of haters and fakers. They think my life's fun. Well it's not. They should just go back to their own lame lives instead of messing up with my lame-ER life.

~=**=~

I'm going to the dentist later. :) HAH. I'm bored. Nothing to do here at home... :p

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Sunday, August 28, 2005


Tangina may faker nanaman ako sa own cbox ko. Please stop it. I've had enough of them. Ok so from now on, I won't be replying to your tags through my cbox. But instead, I'll do it through my posts. The LAST post I tagged on my cbox is under the name "ERiiX" and that'll be it. You "Erika" who replied to Donna and Maldita07, shut it up. I bet you have your own identity. Please use it.

Well anyway.. Sisterhood of the Traveling Pants was cool. :) I watched it last night with my cousins. I got teary-eyed on some parts. Since I read the book, I understood the movie more. But they deleted some parts which made it soooooo bitin. Well 'tever.

We had filming for ABAP earlier. We're doing the finale.. Which means, we have the best dance according to teacher Pam of ABAP. :) Because if you get the first or the last act, it means you have the best dance, dancers and stuff. :) And they haven't planned the programme yet. Teacher Pan just based it on how she saw our dance. Sooooo cool. :)

No classes tomorrow! Hahaha! But it's kinda hard too coz we'll lack practice for the celebration on wednesday and we haven't talked about the La Salle thing on tuesday yet. Oh well. :p

HAPPY 13TH BIRTHDAY, RAYMOND! Yesss naman teen na xa. :p

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Saturday, August 27, 2005


We had practice for our folk dance earlier. Well ok, our class will dance an ethnic dance. :) It's so cool kaya. I'm enjoying it. :)

I got to school by 8:30 am earlier. Met up with Che and Gem at Mcdo then we went to Beda to pick up Neri. Then everyone just started arriving. :) There were a lot of people there. Sila Isay, Elisha, Kenneth, Raymond, Rayvin, Klaudine, Paula, Erika Nera.. In short, Piety, Wisdom, Knowledge and Counsel. :) Oh diba. Haha! Basta it was fun kasi iono. It was fun at school. :) There was a mix of folk dance practices and sports club basketball training. :) It was soooooo fun at school. Had fun hanging out with Elisha and Nicole. We were talking about boys almost the whole time. :p HAHAHA! I'm recalling some thoughts.. "Cheese roll.. For *name of the girl*" Haha wala lang :) It was really fun! Especially when we were at the gym and we were watching the basketball training. SO HAPPY. :)

I got home by 7. Mikko brought me to the LRT and he brought Nicole and Elisha home. Haha!

Today was so cool. :) Haha basta yun na yun. :p

I think I'm going to watch Sisterhood of the Traveling Pants tonight with my cuz. I don't know. :) Heyyy it's Raymond's 13th birthday tomorrow. :) Wooshoo excited na yun. :))

Haha till here. :)

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Friday, August 26, 2005


Haven't been online for the past 3 days. Hahaha! I was really busy.

This week's more hectic than the exam week. Damn I feel dead. Especially today! Argh. I wasn't able to attend Filipino and Social class coz of the Buwan ng Wika presentation. Our dismissal was at 3:10 but I got home by 6:30. Geez. I was a messenger. Everytime I visit the faculty room, the teachers would tell me to do something, and I mean ALWAYS. Dammit. Well, may grade naman siguro yun. :p I feel so drained. I'm dead. I can say that I am as tired as the teachers. I am sooooo frustrated. I'm gonna be doing 4 presentations on the 31st. Thank God I didn't make it to the top 3 of the essay writing contest coz if I made it, damn that means I have 5 presentations to do. I just made it to the 7th or 6th, I think. Doesn't matter. As long as I made it there. :) Gawd. I feel so weird. I've been running around the school for almost 4 hours just going back and forth to the faculty room then downstairs to the gym then to the other classrooms then to the IMC in the college building then to the library and wherever. Damn. I think I was the busiest person in school today, well aside from the teachers, anyway.

I got all my test scores. Damn. I failed ONE subject. Argh. 74%, pare. SPANISH! I so curse that subject! HAH. It's so annoying. Yes, I expected a failing grade. But dammit. When I got my paper, I was like, "74%? I could have done better. I accept the fact that I failed but damn. That's one point! Sayang nabitin pa. Rarrrrr. *&!@*$^#*$" It's so annoying. But it's ok because I passed all the other exams. :) And I get high grades for my quizzes now. I got a 15/15 in CL, 27/30 in PEHM, 32/35 in Biology, whasoever. :) I hope I get GOOD grades this quarter.

I guess I can call myself the walking bicycle now, considering all the things I've done for the day. You just don't know. I went to the faculty more than 15 times today just doing my frustrated teachers' commands. Well I have to help. That was why I was there. Well ok, not really but since I was there, I was tasked to help. Wooohooo I hope that's additional grades for conduct. :P

I feel so exhausted. We still don't have our music for the folk dance. We haven't finished Hataw Na. We lack practices for Ako'y Pilipino and The Prayer. These are all my problems. Yes they may sound easy, but hell they're not. It seems like I'm being chased by basilisks. :)) And btw, I'm going to LA SALLE GREENHILLS on tuesday together with 14 other students. :) I don't know why but our teacher told us so. Haha I'm excited. Lolx. :)

Today was the Buwan ng Wika institutional presentation. Sir Ulaye and some members of the dance club last year represented the HS department. It was cool. Galing talaga ni Sir! HAHAHA! :) I loved the play after. I think it was titled "Ulo ng Apo". It's so cool. Gwapo. :)) Well ok. Gwapo ni ***! Haha wag na. :| Basta that was it. :)) It's so fun. But that was where the fun ended, too. :p

Well.. That's it. :)

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Monday, August 22, 2005


Hahaha I feel so happy today :) It's so happy to see that I'm passing the 1st qtr. I've passed 5 subjects now (the ones that have been shown) and I feel so glad. :D I always end up being the second or third in the class to get the highest score. Hahaha! Now I think this is my path to making it to the top 10 :D

My grades :) --> not being mayabang. Trip ko lang ilagay kasi natutuwa ako :))
Biology --> 71/100 = 79%
PEHM --> 92/120 = 83% (How I wish it was 100 items lang, haha! Para 92/100 lolx!)
THE --> 74/80 = 94%
Filipino --> 80/100 = 85%
CL --> 76/100 = 82%

Hahaha! Then in THE, we counted our recitation points. I had 41 points. The cut off was supposed to be 40 so that me, Jill and Jan would get 100% as a total but Sir considered that Jill's score was bigger than ours by 20 points so Sir made the cut off 45 instead. Jill still receives 100% while I get 93%. Still good enough :) Hahaha!

I really wish I would make it to the top 10. :) Kahit nasa mga top 8-10 lang ako ng batch. Pero sana makasama ako sa top 5 ng class ;p Lolx! Sana lang talaga. :)

>> Sige, mayabang na kung mayabang. I'm not forcing you to read my blog naman, diba? What's bad about putting everything here, ha? Diba wala naman. Wag na kau magreact. :)) Eh sa gusto ko ipaskil grades ko dito, eh. Blog ko naman to. So pwedeng pwede. :))<<

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Saturday, August 20, 2005


Had ballet earlier. Yaaaay Cristine and Celine were there! HAHA! La lang. Na-miss ko lang sila ;p Something gross happened in ballet earlier. CENSORED! HAHA! If you're from ENDC, you'll know. Hahaha! It's so gross.

It's sooo annoying. I have a faker in my own chatterbox. Wtf? LAUGHTERINMYSILENCE, please stop trying to be me coz you won't and you never will. Haha. Dream on, whoever you are! And and and.. Why did you even say that <3 Erika (that's me) is a HATER? How can I hate myself? I mean why would I say those shit about me, huh? Maybe you're my hater! HAHA! Whatever. Just please stop faking me. I am real, as real as I can be. :)

I bought new school shoes earlier. HAHA! My old one's ruined already. Lolx! Whatever. It's like you care ;p

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Got this from Kris Enrile's site.

Boy: Can you tell me something?
Girl: What is it?
Boy: Can you look into my eyes and swear to me that you’ll always be there for me?
Girl: .....
Boy: Why wont you say anything?
Girl: because...
Boy: Tell me this then.
Girl: What?
Boy: Do you love me?
Girl: Yes. Of course i do.
Boy: Then say "i love you", for real.
Girl: I cant.
Boy: Cause you don’t love me?
Girl: NO! I just can’t express what i feel for you with just 3 little words.

...

GiRL : How long will you love me?
B0Y : How long is the universe?
GiRL : Silly, the universe doesn't end.
B0Y : Silly, that's how long I'll love you -- forever

...

B0Y :: why don't you like me?
GiRl :: i do like you .. it's just ...
B0Y :: just.. what?
GiRl :: i'm so afraid to fall again.
B0Y :: this is different..
GiRl :: how is this any different?!
B0Y :: because this time .... i'll catch you

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Friday, August 19, 2005


Ang dali lang ng Social! ;p

Dismissal was at 11:30. Haha! Nice. We left school by 12:30, nagvolleyball pa kasi ako. :) HAHA! Ang saya. :) Me, Quel, Darling, Fer and Dianne went here to my crib. Tas pumunta kaming SM. Dapat manonood kami ng movie pero wala kaming mapanood. Kaya next time nalang. Corpse Bride, pare. Haha! Grabe mukha talagang *toot* si Quel kanina. ;p Tas kanina oh. Saya. Para kaming tanga sa SM. Hahaha! Tas lagi namin iniisip, "what if makasalubong natin si *ganyan* dito tas naka*something* ka? Haha epaaal." Wala lang. Masaya lang talaga kanina. Sila Fer, Darling pati Dianne, mga GASTADORA! Kami ni Quel walang binili, pagkain lang. HAHA! Basta nakakatuwa. Umuwi kami mga 6 na. Masaya nun nag-Quantum/Worlds of Fun kami. Haha wala lang. :) Ang aadik nung mga nag-ddance revo dun. Nakaka-elib. Ako naman "ano daw?" haha! Mahirap po sundan. :)) Wala kaming tigil sa kakabasketball. Haha!

Dito ko na sila pinag-dinner sa house. Pero si Dads, umuwi na. Kainis yun, oh. Sana nagstay pa siya. Haha! Tas wala kaming ginawa dito kundi gumawa ng kalokohan. Daming pics. :)) Mga chuvaness pics. Eto si Fer umeextra! Ganda na ng pose namin ni Quel biglang .. haha wag na. :) Lolx! Basta ang saya talaga dito. Hahaha! Nako sa mga pics mukhang may *toot*, wag ka na Darling :)) Lolx! Tas umuwi na sila mga 8:30. Basa paa ko. hahaha! Okaii like you care ;p Sorry Quel. Leche napagalitan si Quel. Eto pala, eh. Sorry pare. :) PEACE.

I'm about to upload my pics. :)

Yun lang. Next time Corpse Bride naman. Yeahbaaaa. :)

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Thursday, August 18, 2005


2nd day of exams! HAH. Biology and THE were easy. I curse Spanish! HAHA! Maeelib ako sa papasa dun. Coz from what I know, everyone (well ok, not everyone) invented their OWN Spanish words. Haha! When I asked my schoolmates they were like "Wala. Bagsak na kung bagsak. Wala naman maintindihan, eh. Inimbento ko lang words dun." Haha! Yeah, right. ;p It was soooooo hard.

Dismissal was super fun! Haha! I went home at 4pm. Yes, it was too late. :)) Ms. Sadiwa sat with us and nakipagchismisan. It was hella fun! HAHA! Daming kwento, I swear. It took us 2 hours for that session? HAHA! Ang saya talaga. Ms. Sadiwa pa kasama namin. :) Lolx!

In Mcdo, some lesbians (yeah. They really look like boys though) went near us and took Quel's number. Aba naman Quel, hayop. Gumaganda kasi! HAHA! Babae na, babae na. ;p HAHA! I told Quel not to give her number when the lesbians weren't looking. But then they looked back and I had no choice and said "bahala ka" then she gave it. It was the boy in their group who was asking for her number anyway. Pero ang gago. Haha! Quel said ipapa-api nya sa amin ni Irene yun. Haha! Leche! ;p Well, pag pinagsama mo kami ni Irene, expect something horrible to happen.. I can say that we are soooooo pranka. :)) HAH. Basta. Kami pa? Lolx!

Basta. In Mcdo, we just talked about *something*. HAHA! Nakakainis kasi, eh. Well aun. ;p

Tomorrow is the last day of exams. :) Woohoo! All that's left is Social (oh gaaaad.) PEHM and English :) And tomorrow, gimik kami nila Quel. :) HAHA! Nice. Excited? Lolx!


<-- Si QUEL! ;p

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Wednesday, August 17, 2005


I'm done studying for tomorrow's exams, well except for Spanish, though. Haha! Kung sa Pinoy nga nahihirapan na ko, sa Spanish pa kaya? ;p

I'm done with THE and Biology. I reviewed lang coz I started studying for those subjects last week. :) All I did tonight was memorize! It was fun memorizing! HAH. 'tever.


Some students of II-Reverence. :)) Sheena, Fer, Shanine, Mel, Quel, Me, Jan, Darling, Dads, Bea. :) That was during recess, I think. FUN! Reviewing for math ;)

Well, I'm gonna try my best to understand Spanish! HAH. At least I'm done with THE, Arts and Biology :) and a bit of Social ;p

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Exams earlier :) They were easy.. Well except for Filipino, though. I really can't understand it. No matter how hard I studied.. ARGH.

CL was a bit tough but it was okay :) I studied naman, eh. HAH. I forgot to memorize the spiritual works of mercy. :))

Filipino, omigally. Hate it. It was hard for me! Haha!

Math. It was sooooo annoying, especially the word problem in the end. I know I got the correct answer but my solution was kinda messed up. Instead of writing 2x-20, I put in 20-2x, which turned everything around. Annoying! But I got the correct answer though. The RIGHT equation was x+2x+2x-20=180. I wrote x+2x+20-2x=180. So I got 160 as an answer then I said it couldn't be right. So I made up stuff towards the end until I got 3x+20-x=180 then bla bla. I got the correct answer, though. It was 40. Haha! Well I don't have to worry. Mrs Corpez would deduct only one point fot it. Yeahbaaaa.. 4 points. Haha! :))

Computer was cool :) Except for the enumeration part. I was able to answer everything except for 4 items. I know I knew the answer but I wasn't able to write it. I even memorized it before the test. Soooooo annoying that I wasn't able to answer that damn question. Haha! 4 points lang naman, eh. Ok na sana yun ;p

Well, I hafta study now! Subjects tomorrow .. Arts, Spanish, Biology and THE. We'll have a quiz in Social pa. Haaaay.

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Tuesday, August 16, 2005


Exams start tomorrow! HAH. Finally I'm done studying for my first day subjects --- CL, Filipino, Math, Computer. :) Lolx..

We had shortened period earlier, but still dismissal was at 4:10, wtf. There was this talk about the Aeta Mission whatever after lunch. Me and Jill weren't actually listening. We were playing hangman on my CL notebook. Haha! Fun! After the assembly, I went running around the HS building coz I lost my life aka my hanky. Hahaha! Honestly, I can't live without one. Hahaha! Oh well, so much for that. I wasn't able to find it anymore. They said it was with Dianne, then Isay, then Axel, then Kenneth.. Then who? Haha. Not with them, eh. :)) Whatever. I miss my life. :))

Something horrible happened. When I was in front of the house gate, I knocked. I tiptoed then I had cramps on my left leg. I wasn't able to walk. Actually, I was hanging on the gate itself already. Thank God dad opened the gate already and helped me get it. It really hurts. Until now, actually. Still can't walk straight. I was crying when it happened! Hahaha. Funny I know. But it really hurts. HAH. Eh it's one of the most important muscles I have in my body and it's what I normally use coz I am a ballerina. Haha! It still hurts. :|

Oh well, good luck to the CHSians tomorrow :) Hope you guys studied well! Dapat walang bumagsak!!!! ;p

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Monday, August 15, 2005


I am happy to see that I am getting good grades this quarter. When I received my quizzes in Math earlier, I saw my scores. 25/25, 27/30, 18/20, 15/20. My seatworks? 9/10, 9/10, 11/15, 9/10. They do not seem bad at all. :) In Biology, my score for the long test was 32/40, which is great, too. And in the quizzes, I got 99/145, the passing score was 98 so thank God. :) I am happy to say that I think that I would get high marks on my card, hopefully. In THE, I got my quiz, and I had a score 20/20. Nice :) We had graded recitation earlier and I had the chance to recite a lot of times which was really great! HAH. I'm so bibbo today. Hahaha! Well, I'm running for honors so you get it. :) I just hope that I get what I expect. :) I wish to have no grade lower than 90 in my report card. I wish to have a 97 even in just one subject :) Lord please help me! Does it seem mayabang to you? Well I'm not being one. I'm just telling the truth. :)

I watched Ice Princess awhile ago and it served as my inspiration to do stuff. Casey is such a great student and athlete. She can balance her time on both and of course, excel in both. I wish I could do the same. Excel in my studies and in ballet. :) After watching the movie, I went on to study for my periodical exams. I hope I pass ALL of them and be part of the CLASS' TOP 5 students and BATCH'S TOP 10 students. :) Oooooooh.

Well, I hafta study now. :) Mwuah mwuah!

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Sunday, August 14, 2005


I am sick and tired of living in this world full of hatred and sorrow. Why can't people just mind their own lives? Oh, I get it. It's because they live a LAME life. Why thank you, you are just killing people. Don't you know that murder is a dreadful sin?

And, and, and. I am now seeking for happiness. Happiness from within. Happiness that no one else can give me coz I am bound to earn it myself. Seek and you shall find. :) Even the smallest things in life can serve as inspiration for blissful joy. Family, friends and your significant other? Oh yes they can. But a simple prayer outweighs them all. :D

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` Boy I'm diggin' on your energy and I'm diggin' what you tellin' me. So I wrote this little melody and dedicate it to my favorite lover..

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Me and my rents watched Charlie and the Chocolate Factory earlier in Galle :) It's soooo nice. I can't tell which is better, the classic one or this one because they're two different styles. The classic is colorful while this one, it's a dark film, which makes it interesting. This one is mroe faithful to the book but they deleted some scenes so some scenes in the classic weren't present here. But oh well, it's nice :)

Well, I hafta study now :) Mwah! Hahaha..

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Friday, August 12, 2005


Ate dinner with the family at Gloria Maris Greenhills earlier :) It was fun hanging out with my cousins! Too bad Alyanne wasn't around. :( Me, Jenina and Ate Bea were noisy. Hahaha! It was fun, though. :)

We had our pictorials once again. But we had it together with Anton. Hahaha :) Miss ko na yun! Lolx. He's so cute ;p Wanna see the pics? Click here. If you have Multiply, add me as a contact and comment on my pics! Thanks :D

Argh annoying. The other side of the fam had to leave early while sila Jenina still went to Promenade. :( I wish I stayed. Hahaha! Promenade! Lolx. :)

5 long tests (if I'm right) next week. Sigh. At least I've finished studying for Social Studies and Biology :) Whew. But I'm gonna repeat them, just so I'd understand it furthermore :)

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It's August 13 now. Happy birthday, DAD! I love youu. :) Thanks for everything! ;p You're a year older now .. again. :)) Teehee. You're 35! ;p

Again, happy birthday to my dad!!!!! :)

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` I am living in this kaleidoscope world.

This morning, we had practice for the induction of officers on monday. Gaaaa, I know it's late. Argh. I'm excited for the LTS. Hahaha! Hope it's soon :)

I was extra-cooperative and attentive in class earlier and I don't know why. Maybe I just have a big goal for my studies, and that's to be able to get to my batch's top 10 students :)

The essay writing contest was held earlier. I pray that I would be chosen as a candidate for the class.. Then I win! Hahaha! :) I hope :D

Well, be back later :) I'm going out with the family, or should I say clan :) Ta-ta!

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Thursday, August 11, 2005


Finally done with my projects :) Hurrah! I do not pass projects late anymore. Hahaha! I'm doing my action for me to be able to get to my class' top 5. :) Hopefully I'd reach my goal! From top 6 to top 5, it doesn't seem that bad! :D Well hopefully I would make it into the batch's top 10 students now! I was just somewhere in the top 15 before. Arrrrgh.

Now, I'm just cramming about the long tests and the quarterly exams. Good grief.

I hope my rents would allow me next week, friday. I'd gimmick with my friends :) Well, it's after exams na naman, eh :)

I'm gonna play Ragna tomorrow! I miss it like hell! :D Hahaha!

` You'll make my dreams come true, I can feel that.

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Wednesday, August 10, 2005


School was cool today :) Especially during club period [though there was no club] :D

Oh and btw, I've met dad already :) Hahaha! Nakakagulat coz there are times na when I'm walking in the corridor, he'll just say "Hi Baby" and I'm like "Who's that? (thinkin') Oh. Hi daddy :)" Hahaha! Epaaaal ko :p

We had cooking in THE earlier. The fish fillet was soooooo good. :) Hahaha! Well, it's got my germs on it so of course it'll be good.. JOKE! :p The potato chips were good too, except that they weren't that thin enough and they weren't that toasted :)

Hahaha! We played a game earlier, the whole class participated. :) I don't know what it's called but it was fun, though. LOGIC! It was a concentration game and stuff.. You'd do.. *clap* 1 *clap* 2 *clap* Go/Skip/Back.. If it's a multiple of THREE, you should say Go/Skip/Back. But if it's a multiple of TEN, you should say Chuchu/Hushuuu. It was so fun! Hahaha! Kung talagang pagiisipan mo althroughout the game, edi ayos :) I was so glad that I ended up as one of the winners. :) Hahaha! Math! Loves it :)

I finished P500 today, how annoying. I spent P200 just for my project in CL. Haaaaay. Oh well, I'm almost done with it. :) Then, the only thing to worry about is ... EXAMS! Hahaha.. It'll be held next week :) Oh whatever. Projects first :)

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Tuesday, August 9, 2005


Well today, I started cramming. Hahaha! :) Projects, projects, projects! I hate `em! Oh well.

I got to school a bit later than usual. I woke up late, again. Hahaha! Nothing much happened at school, actually. Mommy (Cace) told me that I have a sis, and that's Michelle! :) And I now have a dad (01 ng mom co) :) She told me she'll introduce me to my dad tomorrow. Hahaha! Fun! :D

As usual, we ate in Mcdonald's after classes then went to Expressions and make gulo. Me, Quel and Darling swore never to go back to that place again coz of that annoying saleslady who was soooooo FC. Argh so annoying! Hahaha! We made all sorts of excuses to get out of her way like move to other places to look at some other stuff when finally, Quel said that she needs a map for her project (soooooo NOT!).. Hahaha! Lies can draw us to good places, you know? Haha kidding :) But at least we got out of her way. She was so annoying, some stupid idiot saleslady. Hahaha annoying :|

When I got home, I asked ate Mona to buy load for me but unfortunately, the store was closed and I needed construction paper, too. So what happened was ... me and Mama went to Centerpoint and bought the stuff I needed, including my load for Sun :) Hahaha! When I was in NBS, I spotted Analyn and Jam. :) Wala lang, share. :D

Finally, I got to start my project (My Roots and My Wings). Hopefully I would get to finish it by tomorrow and I would be able to pass it on thursday with +3 :)

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` I'll be around waiting for you.

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Monday, August 8, 2005


I'm now reading the 28th chapter of Harry Potter and the Goblet of Fire .. again. I just love that book a lot :) What keeps me reading it over and over again? The coming of the 4th installment this year! It keeps me excited! November 2005, here I come! :D

Since the HP movies started, I wanted to be part of its cast. Particularly, I wanted to be Cho Chang, Parvati Patil, Hermione Granger or Pansy Parkinson. But then I realized that I would be able to fulfill those ambitions of mine .. in my own dreams. Oh well, so much for being a Filipino. For that instance, I really wanted to become British and you know, audition. Hahaha! Dream on, Erika. Dream on. :)

While reading, I can imagine the cast already. I can get a clear picture of the scenes in my imagination and I hope it'll turn out that great, too. Really can't wait :) Too excited. Giddy-yaaaap!

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Well ok, I wasn't able to do my homeworks. Bad girl. :( I was too pre-occupied in reading Harry Potter tonight. I swore to do my homework by 8pm but then, now, it's 10pm and still, I'm reading HP. In that case, I was still watching the clock but when the time comes that I have to do my homework, I just continue reading and *poof*, still reading. Hahaha! I enjoy every bit of the book. :) I believe JK Rowling has one of the best imaginations and writing skills in the world :D I idolize her :)

After reading the 4th book, I'm gonna read OOtP then HBP, again. Rarrrrr. She killed ********** (I just don't want to be a spoiler, to those who haven't read the last book, yet.) :D

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Till tomorrow :)

` From the moment that I met you it's been so damn real.

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Sunday, August 7, 2005


Had ballet today.. It was fun! :) By 5pm, the jazz dancers (Ate Maix, Ate Yves..) had a show at the Grand Atrium. All other ballerinas were just seated in front, making ourselves look crazy infront of the stage, talking to the dancers while they were performing. :) Well ok, let's rewind a bit. While waiting for the show to start, me, Thea, Zackie and Sandra took a lot of pics, again. :) The vainest of the ballerinas, here we come! Hahaha! We watched the Taekwondo lessons first. Kaawa the others coz diba in taekwondo, uso the sipaan? Hahaha! Some just kicked the heads of their fellow taekwondo people. How painful. :)) Then Jazz came afterwards. :) We kept on cheering. It was fuN! Hahaha! Then the Streetdance came next. So cool! :) Jungee Marcelo rocks! Hahaha.. And .. *ehem*. Zackie! Hahaha.. FOUR! ;p Wala lang. :) Basta, they're all good. :)

I bought a new bolero jacket. It's so cute. It's from Kids of Bayo, though. Hahaha! Pambata! But who cares? It's cool! :) We stayed there for like, 30 mins I guess. My cousins' were fitting clothes and I was just standing in front of the counter watching the fashion show on screen. :) Loved the clothes they modeled. And the models were pretty, too. There were a few models my age and everyone else was about 9 below. :) They were so cute. Especially the kids with the long hair, and I mean really long! Hahaha. :) My cousin said they auditioned for that modeling biz. We better get a copy of TG and see how they auditioned and maybe we could get a chance to do it, too! *WISH!* Hahaha..

Well that's it. :)

Hafta do my homework pa! Hahaha!

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Update. (sabi ni Jessa, eh. :p)

There's this freak messing up with my cbox, pretending to be Moreen. Dang, girl. Obviously, Moreen won't speak to me like that. So please, stop making us fight! Get a life, dummy. I believe that you're 'hello' in my cbox, and that 'hello' I know is my HATER. Damn. Stop messing with my life. You even tried to get my YM id and you said that as Moreen. But how can you forget my YM id when during that time, Moreen was actually chatting with me in YM? Damn I'm not stupid.

Well...

Me, Moreen and Anja met up yesterday :) We didn't have time to chill that long but I guess I had fun. It's my first time to hang out with Anja and meet Moreen after 2 months? Yeah. :) I missed her so much. :)

Ballet! Hahaha.. Nothing much happened. Well ok, 2 weeks ago, everyone was in pink and it wasn't planned. Yesterday, most of us were in blue, and it wasn't planned. :) Cool! Hahaha..

Well update again later. :) Nothing to say here.

~HAPPiE FRiENDSHiP DAY, DOKA! ^^It's one of the best barkadas in the world :)^^~

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Friday, August 5, 2005


Today was cool :)

Went to Isay's crib. We rode a jeep going there. On the way, the others (about 13 of them) rode one jeep while me and Quel rode a separate one coz it was full. So me and Quel rode 2 jeeps and a tricycle. In that situation, we got lost. :)) Tas nagaway pa kami pagdating sa house ni Isay, but then walang paroroonan pagaaway namin, we were in our destination na, eh. Good thing we got there, though. :) Stocked knowledge! I still remember the way to her place! Haha 'tever. :) When we got there, we ate :) Yummm! Hahaha! Then the others started arriving. Pia came. :| Didn't expect her, though. Well anyway.. It was raining quite hard that time. Me, Quel and Cha played basketball outside, not minding the rain. We warned them .. Ang mga nagbbasketball, yan mga problemado yan. Hahaha! It was raining hard, I tell you. And we were still playing like hell. I was soaking wet. Hahaha! Well? This is what problems can do to me. I'm doing drugs right now. JOKE. Hahaha! I had the intention of making sabit sa jeep and jumping off the LRT. Stupid lame ideas that I know would kill myself. Hahaha! Oh well. Stupid. Anyway. After the basketball thingamajigers, we played Truth or Dare. :) As usual, some went for truth and some for dare. In my case, I didn't choose but they gave me a question right away. Well in fact, two questions. :) It's about HIM and who my crushes were. Hahaha! Then I think I was the last. Before me, they dared Pia to say sorry to the one she has to say sorry to. Didn't expect that she'd say sorry to me. Oh well. I cried. Hahaha. I cried twice this day. Dammit. Hahaha! I went home at around 7pm. :) Had fun today! Hahaha.. Some of the people I spent time with today was .. Quel, Isay, Dianne, Mitch, Cha, Angela, Airene, Nicole, Pia, Batchi, Keisha, Analyn.. We were alot. :)

Well that was it. :)

Chatterbox replies:
MOREEN: Hey brah, which older posts? And what did I tell her? Oh and btw, sorry to tell you but, you're different now. I don't know what's gotten into you but whatever. I miss you. :)
ELISHA: Sure no problem :)

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Thursday, August 4, 2005


It's over.

Now back to reality. Oh gaaaaad. Broken. 02 is gone. Yes, gone. August 2, it started. After 2 days, it ended. 2 pm. What a bewitching hour. What's with the number 2, anyways? Rar. I wish it never happened. My heart's broken. Shattered into pieces. I can say it's my 2nd SERIOUS one but hell. Ended this fast? How come? Annoying. 02 is gone. Gone gone. I just have to accept that fact. My heart's still broken. And there's only one person who can put it back together again, 02.

Biglaan ba tawag dun? We've known each other for more than a year, in fact, a year and 2 months. But what the hell? Biglaan daw? Haaaaaay. Fine fine fine. 02, not the one for me. It WAS a dream that finally came true .. but not until today .. when single damn thing just ended, and vanished. Pffft. Well if YOU are reading this, just remember that I'd ALWAYS be here for ya.. No matter what happens..

Oh well, enough of the broken part. As I can see, August is the start of the cramming days. Yes, I am now starting to cram about everything. From homework to projects and now the exams are coming up. Well ok, it'll be on the 3rd week of the month but who cares? Haha. Cramming, cramming, cramming. Oh yeah.

I received an AWARD! :) The HONESTY AWARD :) Me and Jill each got one. It was announced to the whole department during the morning assembly. Ooooh-weeee! Loves it! Erika, honest. :) Hahaha! Cool.

Hafta do my talambuhay for Filipino. It is to be presented on monday or tuesday, can't remember. But yeah :) Oh, and I have to start makin' my "My Roots and My Wings" project for CL. Good grief. Waaaaah.

I'm going to Isay's crib tomorrow :) Sounds like fun, having a lot of people around. She said there'll be a bunch of us going to her house tomorrow :) Hope so! Hahaha.. Sounds cool :)

Well that's it. Hafta stop cramming now and start those school work AND recover from my heartbroken-ness.

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Tuesday, August 2, 2005


Happy birthday to ...

CHESKA FAUGIER ORTEGA

and

MICHELLE GREGORIO!

Hey Ches! I miss you like crazy! Hope to get to see yah soon :) Yaaay you're 13 now! Hope you're havin' fun on your special day :) Mwuaaah!

Mitch! Haha wala lang. :) Uiii 14 na sya :) Miss ko na buong Extreme kahit lagi tau nagkikita2 :) Hahaha.. Chill. ü

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02. Today was fun :)

Proclamation of COL winners were done earlier. Unfortunately, I still lost by 6 points. But I don't care. Hahaha. As of now, I wished I didn't run for the position! Hahaha weird :)

Nothing much happened this day. Done my report for AP :) Finally done! Hahaha.. Pia picked me up from school earlier.. She went to my crib, along with Jam :) It was so fun even though we didn't do anything much. :) 02! Hahaha secret nalang :)

Well that was it, actually. Tell you more tomorrow :D

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Monday, August 1, 2005


It's been a long time since I last posted an entry here ... exactly 2 days. Hahaha! Long time, huh? Kidding :)

Well, nothing has been happening over the weekend. Just same old stuff. Ballet, havin' fun, camwhoring with my balletmates and stuff.. :D

Today's the first of August. A start of a new month :) Is it something that I should look forward to? Well I'm not so sure. Oh and btw, happy birthday to the celebrants this month. I know a lot of them :) This month's Buwan ng Wika so everyone's expected to speak in Filipino. At last! We could speak freely now without being caught and being told to speak in English! Hahaha.. Well ok, even though we're told to do so, CHSians are still pasaway :) Well, we can't help it! Hahaha.. I just don't know why I could speak fluent english when I'm alone or when I'm needed to or when I just want to make arte but when we are told to do so, like use it everytime, I can't. Hahaha. It depends on who I'm talking to, actually :) Hahaha! 'tever. :D

Btw, we had a re-election for the COL president and vice president this morning. I was surprised when Elisha made her public apology. Well I knew she was going to do it but I didn't know when. :) The results of the re-elections is hella alarming. Jill and Isay had a tie. Both had 104 votes each. Toughie. Ooooooh. Now, everyone has to deal with it first. :) Then some person from my section loves me very much, voted me as the vice president when in fact, I was running for secretary. Hahaha! To whoever you are who placed her vote on me, I love youuu. :) But doi. :)) I hope there was a re-election for secretary, too. And hope I won. Hahaha! Whatever. I really do hope I win. And Jill, too. :)

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Reading a book is super fun, especially when you're into the main topic of that specific book. Harry Potter just drives me wild, I know. And those fancy teen books, young adult fiction .. oh I so love reading 'em. Currently reading Caribbean Cruising. So nice :) Loves it. :) Harry Potter and HBP rocks hard :) Too bad they had to kill *toot* (I just don't want to be a spoiler to someone who hasn't read it, yet.) :) Wah I am wayyyy too excited for the 4th installment of the Harry Potter movies! :)

The Sisterhood of the Traveling Pants movie comes out on the 24th of August! No doubt I'm gonna watch it! This month will be a blast, I bet :) With everything coming up, surely it'll be. :) Charlie and the Chocolate Factory!!! Hahaha..

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I am 100% certified crushless and loveless! Oooh-weeee! I'm so proud to say that :) Well ok, let's not count Liam Aiken, ok? Hahaha. :) He'll be my husband, soon. Weh asa. :) Oh well. He's super hard to reach :))

Since I'm crushless and/or loveless (reality check), I am looking forward to a soiree :) I do hope we'll be having one. Ooooh it'll be great, I predict :) La Salle! Xavier! Oooooh baby :)

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