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Saturday, December 30, 2006
525,600 Minutes of 2006 ;)

The year 2006 is about to come to an end, but the memories will be cherished forever. :) 2006 has been a great year for me. There was more adventure and more challenges. I experienced a lot of pain and hatred, yet I, too, felt happy and contented. :)

I shall be saying my never-ending thank you's now.

The start of the year brought bliss to my life. It was when I felt happy, contented, and at the same time shattered. I want to thank someone for filling part of my life in the start of the year ;) the 4th quarter of my sophomore year was just a blast. ;) February was one of the best months of 2006. The field trip rocked, I had my valentine, and the school fair didn't bore me as much.

Thanks to Edlynne for that ;)

Summer came and left, it was so much fun. Streetdance Advanced again changed me:) I had found new friends. :) the summer always completes my year. Not only because I am free from school work, but because in the summer, I am free to do what I want to do. And that I dance every summer, and just hang loose. Staying up late at night, watching endless DVDs, talking on the phone for hours, and whatever else. The summer's just hot. :D

My junior year started and so far, it's unforgettable. A lot has happened, and I know there's more to come. I got tangled up into lots of arguments, challenges, love struggles, etc. but I was able to handle .. see, I'm still alive!

I have lost a lot this year, I lost a friend, I lost my heart. But despite these, I was able to go on with my life ;)

Let me just say that I miss my best friend Quel. :D and thank you to Haizel for filling part of my life, too. ;)

I know I have been somehow mean to some people, but guys, you know that I have no intentions of hurting you. :D so pardon me for doing such things.

AlphaBitches, I am dead without you. You guys are the best, you guys are my life. ;) thank you for being there for me all the time. Oh, and I will never forget, thank you to Mel for being the bestest friend ever. You've helped me with so much, and you're one of the few people who can deal with my mood swings. :P I love you forever :)) thank you for introducing me to the wonderful world of basketball, if it weren't for you, I wouldn't have met my husband Alex (jk :P). :)) tropical fish! Thank you for welcoming me to your house every time, it's like my 2nd home already. If I run away from home, I know where to go now. :P thank you for still talking to me on the phone even if we have been together during the day. I never ran out of anything to say to you. We're inseparable! :))

In the previous year, too, did I get introduced to things I now love doing. I got into volleyball ;) thanks to my team mates! And of course, to Coach Joan for everything. ;)

Recently, just recently, I have come around a lot of fights, mostly minor. ;) I can't forget my mortal enemy of the year, and I don't even know who she is. She kept on texting me and telling me off. It's as if it would harm me. Hello, I do not even know her. I used to sing to her "Hey how long till you're leaving me alone? Don't you got somewhere to go? I didn't steal your boyfriend!", why? Because she fought with me for the reason that I "stole" Haizel from her. Yeah whatever:)) she's a psycho, and she didn't stop. Not until recently because of something. Thank God. :))

Another fight I had was with some guy. I won't elaborate as it would be mean, but I'm just glad it's finally over with, and that we're cool now. I forgive, but I can never forget. And, I regret loving you. I really do.

Thank you to Elisha, Batchi and Irene for the listening ears. ;) I love you three.

My dearest cousins, thank you for making my Christmas vacation oh-so-fun, even for just a day. ;)

As far as I can remember, I don't have that much "firsts" this year. But oh well. I didn't miss out on a lot anyway.

It's a record that I only had 2 "sweet nothings" this year, as compared to 2005 =))

I want to end this year with a blast, and I want to thank everyone for the fun-filled 2006 I experienced. Though I know it was a tough one, it's still a year that I count in my life. =)

I know this post is suckish and that you guys would still find better year-end posts, but writing this entry isn't my purpose of showing how great or lame my life was the previous year, but it is just for me to thank everyone I need to thank for helping me and coping with me in the 525,600 minutes of 2006. :D

Just a run-down:
Thank you God, my family, Mel, Quel, AlphaBitches (Irene; Darling; Jan; Batchi; Bea; Angelie; Cathy; Ara; Fer), III-Understanding, II-Reverence (my batch :P), my team mates in volleyball (Mel; Darling; Franz; Bebe; Anne; Isay; Kim; Emily; Nicole S; Pauline; Nicole N; Karla; Rianne; Harriet; Mikee; Katrina; Christine), Coach Joan, Elisha, Bea B, Tricia, Denise, Raymond G, Mikko, Jim, Emman H, Emman O, other guy friends, Edlynne, Haizel, Thea, Karenina, Julia, Rozel, Mica, my other balletmates, Karen, Millie, Bea T, et cetera. :))

To those names I did not mention, remember you guys are part of "everyone" ;) THANK YOU EVERYONE :) oh, and a HAPPY NEW YEAR to you guys. =) enjoy 2007!

*I know I posted this a little too early. I might not be able to post this tomorrow, so I'm doing it now. ;)

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Friday, December 29, 2006
*singing* I'll spread my wings and I'll learn how to fly!

Promenade with my cousins yesterday was fuuuuun. :) yesterday was the only day in my vacation that I enjoyed. Well, so far.

I first went to Jenina's house, then we went off to Promenade by around 2 pm. First stop? Timezone :) Nina and I played air hockey while Alyanne played Tekken 5. Then, Nina and I played The Fast and The Furious -- our new favorite game! I got hungry so I told them I'd buy cream puff. :) I saw a lot of people I know. HSS & St. Paul friends, and some ballet friends too! We were supposed to watch a movie but we didn't since there wasn't any horror film showing (we wanted Karma. :| or Shake Rattle and Roll. :P). We went to Starbucks after. A few more stickers to go and I'm all set! Yay. :) Jenina was funny, she got a lot of tissue from Starbucks and I don't know why. =)) we just chilled for awhile, finishing our drinks. Then we headed off to World Music Room -- my new fave place:) hahaha. We asked the lady if we're allowed to drink vodka, then she asked us our age. After three seconds I answered blatantly "...fifteen.." :)) technically, I am fifteen, and so is Nina. Count 9 months back from May -- so that makes September. Which means my parents made me September, so fifteen years ago I had life already -- in my mom's womb:)) then Nina, count 9 months back from September, which makes December. So, it does agree, too! Yanna was born November, so it does not count, but whatev. They gave us Vodka Cruisers anyway. :) it was yummy. Raspberry. Favorite. Anyway. We spent 2 hours in Music Room, we sang our hearts out. I remember when we were singing Breakaway. Ultimo-tama ng vodka -- promise. :)) kidding. We took lots of pics, too. =) We got a 99 in Beauty and the Beast:)) we kept on asking the waiters if the room was sound-proof. They just kept on laughing. =)) after Music Room, we went to Fully Booked, just to hang around, and Yanna bought a magazine. Then we went back to Timezone:)) we again played The Fast and the Furious. So much fun. =)) Tita Annette picked us up at around 8:30, then we went to their house.

I slept over at Jenina's place, along with Alyanne. We had too much stories to tell each other. Lots of secrets and adventures. :)) hahaha. They now know much about me. Even the things about.... ;) EVERYTHING. We slept at 2 am despite our sicknesses. I think I caught Jenina's fever. Oh well.

I got home earlier, then I went to Gateway with my mom, ninang and lola. We watched Zsa Zsa Zaturnnah. It was funny. ;) but I still want to watch Mano Po 5 :)) just because of something .... Alyanne & Jenina know about :))

I'm reading The A-List now, even if I know I should be reading my book report. Sucks that we have projects. Don't they know what vacation is???? :|

Anyway. I gotta get moving. ;)

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Monday, December 25, 2006
Christmas

Last night I spent with my mother's side. We had the usual, Noche Buena, then giving of gifts. We had a marathon of musicals -- Rent, The Producers, then Chicago. It was fun. Gene was so kulit, he's such a cutie :) people went home at around past 3 already, and I got to sleep at 4. :)) walang inuman? :( :))

I celebrated Christmas today with the Tan family, most of whom I did not even know. :)) they're from my father's side -- particularly my lolo's. ;) it was kind of fun. It was held in Alabang, in my tita's place. It took us an hour before we were able to enter AAVA. Sucks. Traffic was so slow (upon entering the village -- getting there wasn't hard at all, it was just in entering AAVA). :| we got there in time for lunch anyway. I was stuffed. :))

We (Ate Bea, Issa, Marty and I) didn't mingle as much as we barely knew the people. I couldn't even tell who my aunts were, who my cousins and who my nieces were. :)) we have a big family pala. LOL.

I didn't get to open presents, but I got some $$$. :)) I love it! LOL.

There was a time when I was with my mom and Ate Bea and we talked about some guy:)) mom kept on laughing. She knows a lot about me. From the guys' phone calls, to the guys' plans, and whatever. We, too, talked about certain drinks like Artic vodka, Bailey's, and whatever. :)) I feel so comfortable talking to my mom about these certain stuff. ;)

Ate Bea and I wanted to leave so bad, we wanted to go to Town -- but we weren't able to :( so we got stuck there until like, dinner.

They had a really cute white Persian cat. I kept on playing with it, and it was so sweet. The cat kept on coming near my mom and I, and we kept on taking pictures of it. It was really sweet, I wish it was mine:)) LOL. Later on did I know that the name of the cat was HAZEL. Coincidence much??? :|

And I have a cousin who looks like Kenneth:)) why in the world... Hanggang dito ba naman nagpaparamdan sila pareho?? =)) funny.

We went home at around 7:30, tita Bambi wanted Starbucks, we passed by Rockwell. I woke up when she said Starbucks but I responded late so ... we didn't get to buy coffee. :( Starbucks was closed anyway, I think.

This Christmas has been different. It wasn't the Christmas I used to have as a kid. I used to have Christmas with my father-lola's side, with my closest cousins, and we'd do whatever we want, have some fun, do programs, sing dance play and whatever. I miss that.

... maybe, I'm just not that young anymore :)) OMGsh I'm getting old. Now I can feel it. =))))))

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Sunday, December 24, 2006
Take Me Or Leave Me

MAUREEN
Every single day, I walk down the street
I hear people say, "Baby's so sweet"
Ever since puberty, everybody stares at me,
Boys - girls, I can't help it baby
So be kind, and don't lose your mind
Just remember that I'm your baby
Take me for what I am
Who I was meant to be
And if you give a damn
Take me baby or leave me

Take me baby or leave me
A tiger in a cage can never see the sun
This diva needs her stage,
Baby - let's have fun!
You are the one I choose
Folks would kill to fill your shoes
You love the limelight too, now baby
So be mine but don't waste my time

Cryin' - "O' Honeybear - are you still my my my baby?"

JOANNE
Don't. You. Dare.

MAUREEN
Take me for what I am
Who I was meant to be
And if you give a damn
Take me baby or leave me
No way - can I be what I'm not
But hey - don't you want your girl hot!

Don't fight - don't lose your head
'Cause every night - who's in your bed?
Who, who's in your bed, baby?
Kiss, Pookie.

JOANNE
It won't work.
I look before I leap
I love margins and discipline
I make lists in my sleep
Baby what's my sin?
Never quit - I follow through
I hate mess - but I love you

What to do with my impromptu baby
So be wise 'cause this girl satisfies
You've got a prize, but don't compromise
You're one lucky baby
Take me for what I am

MAUREEN
A control freak

JOANNE
Who I was meant to be

MAUREEN
A snob - yet over-attentive

JOANNE
And if you give a damn

MAUREEN
A lovable, droll geek

JOANNE
Take me baby or leave me

MAUREEN
And anal retentive

BOTH
That's it!

JOANNE
The straw that breaks my back

BOTH
I quit

JOANNE
Unless you take it back

BOTH
Women

MAUREEN
What is it about them?

BOTH
Can't live with them or without them!
Take me for what I am
Who I was meant to be
And if you give a damn
Take me baby or leave me
Take me baby
Or leave me
Guess I'm leavin'
I'm GONE!


This song's from Rent. It's my new favorite ;) I know it's gay, but whatever. :)) it's so much fun to listen to. Plus Maureen and Joanne are so cute in the musical :)) it's kinda gross, but you'll learn a lot .. I swear. ;)

Christmas in an hour! Honestly, I do not feel it still.

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Happy Holidays!

Merry Christmas, everyone ;) may you enjoy this season of giving (and receiving). :P I wish you all the joy and laughter this Christmas. ;) let us accept our Lord Jesus Christ in our hearts altogether, he has now come to bring joy to our hurting hearts!

Happy holidays again, everyone! =)

PS. It's now time to forget all the grudges in our hearts, all the pain and whatsoever. Now's the time to rejoice, to have some fun, and to be happy! ;) Christ has come!

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Quotes from OTH and The OC

I love both shows ;) I have not watched all the episodes of OTH yet, tho. I'm getting there:)) here are some quotes I totally love :)

One Tree Hill

"Yes, losing your heart's desire is tragic... but gaining your heart's desire... it's all you can hope for. This year, I wished for love. To immerse myself in someone else and to wake a heart long afraid to feel. My wish was granted... and if having that is tragic, then give me tragedy. Because I wouldn't give it back for the world." -Peyton

"At this moment, there are 6,470,818,671 people in the world. some are running scared. some are coming home. some tell lies to make it through the day. others are just now facing the truth. some are evil men at war with good. and some are good struggling with evil. six billion people in the world. six billion souls. and sometimes, all you need is one." -Peyton

"And for those who say they’re too young, let me just say; hell you can drive at sixteen, go to war at eighteen, you can drink at twenty-one and retire at sixty-five so how old do you have to be… before your love… is real?"

Brooke: just tell me, why me this time, why not Peyton?
Lucas: i cant say anything bad about Peyton. She's my friend and she's your best friend.
Brooke: it's okay you can say bad things about her
Lucas: oh Brooke. the truth is, i care about Peyton.
Brooke: then what's the difference?
Lucas: the difference? The difference is I love you, Brooke. I want to be with you, not Peyton.
Brooke: But, why? I need to know why.
Lucas: Because you kink your eyebrow when you try to be cute, because you quote Camus even though I've never actually seen you read, and because you miss your parents but you'll never, ever admit that. And because, I've given exactly two of these embarrassing speeches in my entire life, and they've both been with you. I mean, it's-- gotta mean something right? And because we're both going to get pneumonia, but if you need to hear why I love you, I can go on all night.


Nathan: "Well you know, me and Peyton broke up".
Haley: *correcting nathan* "Peyton and I."
Nathan: "What, she broke up with you too?"

^^that was hilarious :P^^

Lucas : I didn't mean to hurt you.
Brooke : It doesn't matter because in the end, it just hurts the same.


"Last year we sat on the beach and I told you how much I loved you, and how I would always, always protect you. And that day nobody believed that this would work. But I don't think anybody understood the love that I have for you. Because if they did, they would have never doubted us, so I wanted to marry you all over again in front of most of our world. Because today, when I look into your eyes, my love for you only grows-it's even stronger now. My love will never waiver. This I vow to you, today, always. and Forever." -Nathan

"Love is not love which alters, when an alteration finds. When life gets hard, when things change..true love remains the same" -Brooke

Brooke: Okay. Read it. Just skip to the last line. Go ahead.
Lucas: What's wrong with the last line? "You're mine forever." Sounds pretty damn good to me.
Brooke: Yeah. Sounds great. Sounded even better when I read it the first time last spring in another letter you wrote. To Peyton!


"I was hurt, Haley. But I was still proud of you. Everyday." -Nathan
^^I can relate. Totally.^^

Brooke: There are 82 letters in here, and they're all addressed to you. I wrote them all this summer. One a day, but I never sent them 'cause I was afraid.
Lucas: Brooke...
Brooke: I was afraid of getting my heart broken again, like before. 'Cause you hurt me so bad, and I was afraid to be vulnerable. And I was afraid of you and the way that you make me feel. And I know that doesn't matter now after what I did, but I just thought that you should know. This was how I spent my summer, Luke, wanting you... I'm just too scared to admit it.
Lucas: Brooke! I'm sorry! What you did with Chris... it's okay.
Brooke: It's not. It can't be. It's too much to forgive!
Lucas: Well, that's too bad because I forgive you.
Brooke: You can't!
Lucas: I just did. So you're gonna just have to deal with it. I'm the guy for you Brooke Davis, and I know I hurt you last time we're together, but...
Brooke: I love you.
Lucas: I love you too... pretty girl.


The OC

Seth:[holds up My Little Pony] Who is this?
Summer: [looks embarrassed] No-one.
Seth: [imitating pony's voice] I'm not no-one.
Summer: Princess Sparkle, what do you want?


Julie:[when Luke hits on her in the hall] Luke, you're a student at this school. I'm Marissa's mother.
Luke: [incredulous] You mean it's over?
Julie: No, of course not. I meant in the hall. I'll see you tonight.

^^I can't stop laughing :)) esp. when I was watching this particular ep. :P^^

"How can she fall for you if you're not there to catch her?" -Alex

Summer: What do you want from me Cohen?
Seth: I just want you.


"Maybe you have the Summer flu and you should take some Annabiotics." -Ryan to Seth

Marissa: I love you.
Ryan: Uh... Thank you?

^^Elisha! HAHAHA. My tummy hurts. I can't help but laugh. Relate relate relate!^^

"What is a booty call?" -Caleb
^^wow. :))^^

Marissa:Hey, how come you're the brains? I'm the one who talked us back into that club.
Seth: I'm sorry. I'm the brains.
Ryan: You can be the beauty.
Marissa: Okay, thanks.
Summer: Great, and what am I, Cohen?
Seth: Uh, the boobs?
[Summer hits him]
Seth: Uh, the bitch?
Summer: Okay, I'll take the boobs.
Seth: Hey. So will I.
[Summer laughs]
Seth: [later]
Marissa: See, I think I should be the brains.
Ryan: No, Seth's the brains.
Marissa: Well, you're clearly not the beauty.
Ryan: Ooooh, and now someone's the bitch.
[smiles]


Summer: Go away, I'm studying... naked!
Seth: That's supposed to keep me away?


Great. Just great. ;) I can totally relate to some. :*

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New Love <3

I have a new love <3 my heart now belongs to Polina Semionova :)) I have been watching her videos on YouTube and I can't help but fall in love with her dancing. Especially in the music video of some German song (the vid in my Friendster profile :P). She's such a doll. I love her! ;)



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Saturday, December 23, 2006
Revenge

I feel so much better now ;) I love Elisha from bits to pieces. ;)

REVENGE IS A DISH BEST SERVED COLD :))

My recent regret? Loving him. Seriously, it is now a regret. He does not deserve anyone's love anymore. Well, not for now, I mean.

I have been harsh, actually. But I can't help it, it was the only thing to do. Am I right, or am I right? Now -- now's just the time to cool things off, to think some things over, and to finally be good again -- for the two three of us (you know who the other two are ;P). I have been v. v. naughty, Santa. Very very naughty. =)))

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Polina Semionova ;)

It's 5 am and I'm still awake:)) I don't even think I would be able to sleep anymore :)) I've enjoyed too much. I've been watching ballet videos on YouTube ;) Polina Semionova's is still the best. :D I love her, really. It's like the most beautiful thing I've ever seen. Haha.

Because of my addiction, my Friendster video's her dancing:)) it's my current favorite. I can watch it a hundred times over and I won't ever get sawa ;) it's just so... beautiful. :D

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Rent

Rent is a very very inspiring musical ;) I know it's very vulgar, too. But it's addicting. It's so inspirational, you'll really learn a lot from it. ;) I LOVE IT. I wish I could still remember way back when my mom and dad brought me to watch the musical (LIVE) with them, but I was too young, maybe 3, 4, or 5 years old. I can't remember that far back. :P but I'll take my mom's word for it, she said I enjoyed. :))

Ask why Rent is very vulgar? Well, let's just say people were confused about their sexualities:)) haha. Fine. There were bisexual relationships, and kissing and stuff. But despite those, it's a really fun movie to watch :P

I'm getting addicted to Seasons of Love once again :))

The songs in Rent = love ♥

PS. Joanne's voice (the one in the movie) is simply the best:)
Another PS. It's the 23rd today, coincidentally. Half a year, supposedly. =))

How're we gonna pay last year's rent?

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Friday, December 22, 2006
Fights Just Ended

I'm glad everything is over with. I'm just .. glad. No more grudges in my heart. I let it all out right before him, and it felt good, might I say. Thank you for finally understanding. ;)

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I love my bitch :)

Erika Tan <3: I hate myself.
Erika Tan <3: I hate myself for liking him still after EVERYTHING.
Irene Enrile: i don't mean to be mellow dramatic pero i think you hate yourself too much that's why you end up with guys like him...
Irene Enrile: you should loooove yourself muna before other people..
Erika Tan <3: I guess you're right.
Erika Tan <3: I love you so much :)) bwahahaha.
Irene Enrile: so you know how much youre worth
Irene Enrile: ako pa!
Irene Enrile:
Irene Enrile: haha!
Erika Tan <3: Hmmmmmm. I'm gonna start doing that like, now.


This is why I love Irene so much :) hahaha. Have a safe trip Irene! (I've said that for the nth time. I know :P) see you on January!

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This One's For You

No, I'm not okay.

Maybe I wasn't the one taking those certain stuff as a joke.. Maybe you were. Forgive me if I kept on laughing, I was just showing you my bliss. Now, maybe all you'll ever see from me are tears and cries of depression.

I've been the nicest I can be to you, you could at least return some, too. And please do not abuse it, my heart -- you're just breaking it.

Once was enough. It was my mistake too. Teach me how to control my heart -- for me not to fall for the fourth time. It gets more painful and painful every time.

Don't forget that I meant every word that I should have left unsaid.


"Never let someone hurt you twice. Giving him a second chance is exposing yourself to be hurt again. If he has done it once, it's bound to happen again. Why? Because you give him the idea that no matter how much he'll hurt you, you'd still accept him over again, giving him the power to hurt you. ONCE IS ENOUGH."
-- thanks to Batchi for this wonderful quote :)

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Thursday, December 21, 2006
Amazing :)

How can she be so mean? :| I could not believe that she was able to do that.

Sorry. I'm just feeling for someone:))

This day has been fun yet weird. Someone made my day happy :) yay. I don't feel alone anymore. I feel alive again. :)) my dad's getting addicted to Sudoku puzzles nowadays. I was supposed to leave the house at around 3:30 but my dad got around to bringing me here at around 5:30 na -- because he was still playing Sudoku. Addicted much? :)) my little cousins were here earlier. Gene was fun to play with :) he kept on hugging my legs and one time, when he hugged them, I fell down. :)) he's so strong. :)) so strong for a one year old. :))

Overall, this day has been amazing. :)

Tita Faye's in the US now, and I got to chat with her earlier :) she says we'll chat again tomorrow, and she'll be with Billie. I can't wait. I haven't seen him for years now. :) I miss my playmate :) LOL.

You know you do make me happy.

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Happy 6th, Marty!

I went to Rockwell last night with my family and relatives to celebrate my lil' cousin's birthday:) we didn't stay long, just had dinner. I was expecting to bump into a lot of people I know there=))

Oh, and btw, I'll be having a Globe sim card soon:) now finally people I text would reply to me (coz my friends barely do, they're all using the Globe unli thing, and I'm a Smart user. :|). But I still have a problem. I do not have a phone to use for the Globe sim:)) I will not let go of my Smart sim, of course I won't. I pay 1200 for it every month. :| anybody who's nice enough (and loves me enough) to give me a new cellphone for Christmas?? =)) dream on. LOL. My sun sim's dead :X haven't been using it for months now. It'll expire in January, and I don't think I would still be able to use it. =))

Christmas in 4 days! I still don't feel it, tho. :|

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Wednesday, December 20, 2006
It Was Just A Dream

Why did he have to be part of my dream?

Yesterday was painful, and it's killing me until today. When will it stop? My dream was nice, it was happy and it was lovely. But the moment I woke up, all the smiles turned into frowns, all the laughter turned into tears. Why? Because I realized that: It was all just a dream.

A dream is a wish your heart makes..

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Tuesday, December 19, 2006
Last Day

No more school tomorrow! YAY!

Our last day of school was such a bore. We had classes in the morning, then party in the afternoon. Our party was (no offense) the worst Christmas party I've been to, to be honest. The only fun thing there was I was with my friends (w/c is what always makes my day fun). Guys, thank you for the gifts. I'll give you my gifts on January:)

Oh. And our barkada isn't called the AlphaBitches anymore. We're now the AlphaVeggies:)) jk. Lunch was fun:)) We each have our veggie names. I'm upo. Cathy's kalabasa (our fave:P), Batchi's kang-kong, Darling's mustasa, Bea's sampalok, and I can't remember the rest. It's just hilarious:))

After school, my friends and I went to Gateway to have a post-celebration of Fer's birthday, and our last-day gimmick. We had our own separate ways first, the rest went to Dairy Queen while Ara and I went to Starbucks to order our Peppermint Mocha frappes. :) 10 more stickers to go and I'm done! :)) sheesh. I used a different name for my Starbucks cup. I used someone else's name =)) just because I wanted to. I kept on laughing, I can't imagine my name to be -----:)) we watched All The King's Men afterwards. I might as well say that the movie we watched was pretty boring. The story only began in the latter part of the movie. We didn't even finish it since everyone else was in a hurry to leave:)) the movie was for older people. People my age would not appreciate it -- so if I were you, do not watch:)) hahaha. I was just texting the whole time ;))

Thank you, Fer, for the movie treat (even if it wasn't all worth it. At least we got to spend some time together:P).

Oh, and we took a lot of pictures:) they're all in Jan's camera. I'll be uploading once she uploads =))

I'll miss my bitches! See you guys in two weeks! Irene, have a safe trip to Cali;)

And before I forget, I missed Zackie:) 'twas nice seeing her earlier! See you again soon, Zackie:)



Help me to move on.. Don't help me fall for you again.

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Monday, December 18, 2006
Survey Blog

My Xanga blog finally has a purpose again. ;) I am now using it as my survey blog -- a blog wherein I collect the surveys that I answer. Feel free to visit it and answer the surveys, too ;)

Here's the link:
http://xanga.com/laughter_inmysilence

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Christmas Show

I have not blogged in three days if I'm not mistaken :) Let me recap!

December 16
Happy birthday JENNIFER DELA CERNA, DOWEE (UNTIVERO) GALICIA, HONEY ZABALLERO, and AXELLE SEMINIANO! Okay, daming may birthday:)) anyway. We had a game against SJC. It took us a long time before we were able to leave school because of some certain problem. Sister Euy came with us .. that's how the problem got solved:)) Again, as expected, we lost to SJC but we do not care:)) we had so much fun anyway. We were really noisy =)) and the SJC players were friendly. ;) after the game, we went back to school then had lunch at Mcdo. We were with coach, it was fun. :) I had ballet after the game. I thought I was going to be late, but I wasn't :) ballet was until 12 midnight because of the rehearsals. We did nothing except take lots of pictures:)) and dance of course:)) it was sorta tiring, though. It was warm, too. Mica slept at my place again. We fell asleep around 2:30 am already:)) oh, and I cooked midnight snacks for the both of us:)

December 17
Our call time at ballet was at 1pm, but Mica and I started getting ready at 12:30:)) we got there on time anyway! Teacher only alloted a short time for class and rehearsals, then we had to get ready. Show was at 5:30pm. Teacher made us wait a couple of hours before we were able to go to the show venue. I slept in the studio:)) I have a picture, it's so cute:)) jk. But yeah, it was cool:)) ANYWAY. The show went well. :) after the show I spent with my family:) we had Starbucks. Then dinner at C2. Then Starbucks again to accompany my cousins:)) I had a total of 5 stickers last night:)) yay. Hahaha. Ate Bea's kwentos are the bomb. I get totally entertained :)) love it.

December 18
I forgot what happened today:)) funny. As far as I remember, today was just like any ordinary day. We did not have training :( Angelie was absent which frikken sucked:)) I was able to pass one project. Yay for me! :)) dismissal was fun. I played volleyball with Harriet and Mel then JR (Jim's bro) and Carlo (Mel's bro) arrived. Playing with the 2 boys was fun:)) JR was so kulit, and so was Carlo. JR left early tho. Carlo was funny. I kept on hugging him and he kept on lifting me:)) hahaha. We were supposed to eat in Mcdo after but sadly Mcdonald's was closed (WEIRD). :|

School ends tomorrow. YAY! Christmas partyyyyyyy! =) but it sucks. We still have classes in the morning. How suckish can our school get??? But anyway. We'll be having a treasure hunt in class tomorrow as a class Christmas activity. It should be fun:)) then we'll be off to Gateway to watch a movie maybe. :D

Sweetie, you had me...

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Friday, December 15, 2006
Injured

Good luck to our game tomorrow! =)) may we at least get good scores for each set. We do not mind if we lose, as long as we keep up with the scores of the opposing team:))

Oh, and have I said that I have an injury? :| good luck to my game. I have an injured right elbow. It twisted while I was asleep, so I woke up in pain. :| hahaha. Oh well. Good luck nalang talaga, and I hope I can spike serve tomorrow:)

I just came home from Mel's place -- as usual. We did nothing besides eating and watching tv. =)) we watched Boiling Point, The 5th Wheel, Blind Date, DOHA Games and whatever show there was on tv. =))

Anyway. School was okay. We had shortened period because of the program. And I thought it would be a program better than the one of last year. I was wrong. Last year's program was way better (and I danced there along with the Dance Workshop :P). The program was sorta crappy, no offense.

Anyway. I'll try to start my projects now:))

My final breath is gone...

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Thursday, December 14, 2006
20 People

Name 20 people you know:
1. Mel
2. Darling
3. Angelie
4. Irene
5. Cathy
6. Batchi
7. Jan
8. Fer
9. Raymond
10. Jim
11. Mikko
12. Elisha
13. Ara
14. Mica
15. Rozel
16. Kenneth
17. Thea
18. Karenina
19. Julia
20. Jenina


Who is #8 going out with?:
- Edlynne. Jk. I don't know.

Is #9 a boy or a girl?:
- boy

Would #11 and #2 date?
- I can't imagine:))

How about #18 and #4?
- of course not.

What grade is #17 in?:
- sophomore ;)

When was the last time you talked to #12?:
- yesterday

What is #6's favorite band?:
- I don't know, eh.

Does #1 have any siblings?:
- yep! Denise, Carlo my favorite:)) and soon, Benedict Alexander. OYEAH :)

Would you ever date #3?:
- sure why not? Haha kidding:))

Would you ever date #5?:
- of course. Haha joke:))

Is #16 single?:
- I guess? Ask him.

What's #15's last name?:
- Cajucom

What's #5's middle name?:
- Mendoza

What's #10's fantasy?:
- I have no idea:))

Would #14 and #19 make a good couple?:
- hahaha no:))

What school does #20 go to?:
- ICA

And #1:
- my school.

Tell me a random fact about #11:
- he's nice.

Have you ever had a crush on #16?:
- so why did he have to be on #16? :)) haha yeah, before.

Where does #9 live?:
- somewhere near Quel's place:))

What's #4's favorite color?:
- green?

Would you makeout with #14?:
- Mica? :)) of course not.

Does #7 like #20?:
- they don't know each other

Does #8 like #19?:
- they do not know each other, too:))

How did you meet #15?:
- we're balletmates

Does #10 have any pets?:
- I don't know.

Is #12 older than you?:
- yes she is, by months.

Have you ever given anything to #13?:
- yep.

Is #17 the sexiest person alive?
- nice one, Thea:)) haha.

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Service Spike

There were lots of quizzes and long tests today, thank God we were able to handle:) today was fun, anyway. I enjoyed and I do not really know why:))

Training was cool. I have an achievement. :) I can FINALLY spike serve (or is it service spike?)! It was greaaaat. Even if I committed errors, at least I can do it now. =) it's so great, I made three service spike errors, and all the rest were in. I wasn't really keeping count but approximately, that was it. :) I was happy:))

Maybe I just had inspiration in my SPIKE service. Haha kidding. To those who get what I'm saying, I'm just kidding:))

I am in need of money. I'm broke. Really. I have to pay the coaching fee pa, plus I'll be watching a movie with my friends tomorrow. :| Plus, I have debt to pay:)) Mel, I'll pay you next year, when I'm sure I'll have the money:))

It's all coming back...

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Wednesday, December 13, 2006
Just Because I Was Bored...

mynamestartswith♥
A-G
H-P
Q-V
W-Z

myage♥
13 & under
14-18
18-25
25 +

mygender♥
Male
Female

mysexuality♥
Straight
Bisexual
Gay/lesbian

yeariwasborn♥
'84 or less
'85 - '90
'91 - '95
'95 +

dayiwasborn♥
1-10
11-20
21-31

monthiwasborn♥
Jan - April
May - Sept
Sept - Dec

myhaircolor♥
Brown
Blonde
Red
Black
Other
I was serious.

myeyecolor♥
Green
Blue
Brown
Hazel I'm kidding:)
Mixed/more than one colour
Other

mycomplexion♥
Pale
Fair there are times....
Olive
Mixed
Bronze
Brown
Dark brown

relationshipstatus♥
Single
Crushing
Taken (short term)
Taken (long term)
Married
Divorced/seperated

myheight♥
Very short
Short
Average
Tall
Very tall

myweight♥
Skinny
Average
Chubby
Overweight

mypersonality♥
Funny
Outgoing
Shy
Annoying
Serious

Nice
Mean
Bitchy
Moody
Fun
Confident

Smart
Dumb

mymusic♥
Pop
Pop rock
Rock
Classic rock
Punk rock
Hard rock/Alternative
Metal
R&B
Hiphop
Rap
Country
Classical
Gospel
Other

mystyle♥
Trendy
Preppy
Punk
Goth
Comfortable
Conservative
Wild
Out there
Classic
Designer
Other

myjewelry♥
Earrings
Nose rings, lip rings, etc.
Necklaces
Bracelets
Bangles
Anklets

Toe rings
Rings
Chokers
Other


myshoes♥
Skater shoes
Running shoes
Flats
Flip-flops

Sandals
Heels
Boots
Peep shoes
Ballet flats
Converse
Other


myinterests♥
Music
TV shows

Drawing/art
Surfing the web
Chatting
Phone
Games
Singing/dancing
Watching or playing sports
Hanging out with friends/family
Partying/drinking
Going out
Movies

Reading
Other

mypets♥
Dog(s)
Cat(s)
Rabbit(s)
Gerbil(s)/hamster(s)
Guinea pig(s)
Fish
Lizard(s)/other exotic pets
Bird(s)
Mice/Rat(s)
Other

myabilities♥
Drive
Sing
Dance
Play music
Entertain
Cook

Draw/do art how I wish...
Make people laugh
Act
Fix stuff
Play a sport(s)

Make something
Other

ilike♥
Magazines
Cellphones
Parents
Music

Working
Going to school
Candy
TV
Food

Posters
Homework

idislike♥
Bad grammar/spelling
People
Animals
Planes
Pop/soda
Rap music
Pencils
Earrings
Reality TV
Video games

peopleinmylife♥
Boyfriend/girlfriend
Best friend
More than one best friend
Both parents living with you
TONS of friends
More friends of the opposite sex
Barely any friends
All grandparents
Many cousins

Crush
More than one crush
Friend with benefits

whatidoonmycomputer♥
Play games
Surf the web
Talk to friends

Go to chatrooms
Update your site
Do surveys
Homework
Other


whatiown♥
Computer
Printer
Sidekick
Cellphone
Make-up case
Perfume/cologne
100 + magazines
100 + CD's

100 + DVD's
DVD player
Mp3 player/iPOD
TV
Room key
Alarm clock
Lamp

PS2

whatiwant♥
Boyfriend/girlfriend
Sex
More friends
Money
A job
Mp3 player/iPOD
New computer
Clothes

Jewelry
Make-up
Nails
Haircut/colour

activitiesido♥
Swimming
Volleyball

Basketball
Soccer
Football
Running
Walking

Yoga
Fitness machines/tapes
Tae kwon do/karate
Pilates
Stretches
Cardio
Weight training
Biking
Hiking
Hockey
Baseball
Other sport does ballet count?

giftsilike♥
Flowers
Chocolate/candy

Other food
Jewelry
Electronics
Art
Music
Cards
Hug


ontheoppositesex
(appearance)♥

Short hair does not really matter
Long hair
Facial hair
Muscular
Skinny
Pale
Mixed/tanned
Dark skinned
Tall
Short
In between
Brown eyes
Other colour of eyes
Dark hair

Light hair
Soft features
Sexy
Don't care about looks

ontheoppositesex
(personality)♥

Nice/thoughtful
Forgiving

Mean
Moody
Confusing
Mysterious
Shy
Quiet
Outgoing
Confident
Nerdy
Troubled
Assertive
Hard to get
A little freaky
Funny
Fun to be with

Serious

mypreferences♥
Night
Day
Night owl
Early bird
Sleep on the side
Sleep on back/stomach
Big bed
Small bed
Junk food
Healthy snacks

Make-up
Job
School

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Agonies

And so I thought it was over. No, not just yet. Four more days of torture (aka school) and one day of an excruciating game of volleyball (which we all know we're going to lose anyway). How much of a loser can my life be?

I have not started on any of my projects yet. Partly because of JV, and partly because I was lazy (as usual). I'm confused. I mean, I do not know how and where to start. This is what I hate most about school work. I mean, fine, give me seatworks, quizzes, periodical exams, practical tests. Just please, do not give me projects and homeworks. My brain does not function well at home, might I say that.

Good luck to everyone at school tomorrow, everyone's mind is set to vacation mode already -- I can tell. Because I am psychic. Jk. But really, I can tell. =))

Four more friggin' days. Ugh. Time's hell slow. I can't wait for Christmas break. :|

Oh, by the way, my dream last night was hell good:) it was... surprising. :) I was with him, and he was surprisingly sweet:)) the exact opposite of who he really is. =))) hello. He never really speaks when we were together (take this literally), he used to just listen. And listen. And listen. Till I ran out of saliva. :] but in my dream, he just said something that made my heart melt:)) then *poof*, he suddenly became another person -- someone who was nearly connected to me, too. That got me confused. Really confused, even if it isn't something I must be confused about. My heart's telling me to pick one -- though I should pick none.

Too much agony in my life.
Can I handle?
I hope so.

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I Want To Quit

First of all,

HAPPY 15th BIRTHDAY TO RAQUELYNNE MUGOT GALICIA AND JESSA EMILY DEL VALLE ANG! =)
I love you both:) sorry for the full names=))

I want to quit JV. It's such a toughie being the arts&graphics editor. It kills. :| Mind you, I have not started doing any of my projects, partly because of JV but really, I'm just lazy to do them. Hehehehe=)))))

Argh.

And I can't wait for my wi-fi. Being on dial-up connection sucks BAD. :|

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Monday, December 11, 2006
Where Do I Belong?

Somehow I just don't belong there, because no one understands me.

If I could be somewhere else right now, I would want to be with my ballet friends:) why? I don't know, maybe because that's where I belong. =) where no matter how different we are from each other, we can manage to get along and have lots of fun. They're the only reason why I spend so much effort to go to Shang every Saturdays and Sundays. It's like my way of saying goodbye to the cruel world. :))

Sorry for the drama, I can't help it:))


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Sunday, December 10, 2006
A Christmas Masquerade

We had our Christmas party at ballet earlier:) it was a masquerade party. It was gorgeous. Hahaha. Fun. We had class and rehearsals first, though. After class, my friends and I headed to Starbucks to kill time:) I NEED MORE STICKERS! I want the planner so badly. :P

The party started at around 5:15. It started with the eating contest. First round was the one for the kids, they had to eat Fun Shots:) Katrene came in first. Julianne was so cute =) then second round was our turn! We had to eat Hot Shots:) Danielle won, and I came in second. Yay. Haha. As if. But it was yummy:)) since I have high tolerance for spice, I didn't have a hard time=)) there were lots of games after, I'm not going to elaborate.

Tiffany and Jana played their violins, they're so good:) and Cheska and Judy sang, pretty voices:)

We took a lot of pictures. Some are uploaded @ my Multiply, if you want to check them out. =)

Indeed, it was one of the best Christmas parties ever, but it would've been better if there were more people. (nagpaparinig ako sa mga umalis na ng ENDC. Bumalik na kayo please.)

Our Christmas show is on Sunday na pala. If you guys are interested to watch, just go to Shangri-La on the 17th at around 5:30pm, it'll be at the Grand Atrium which means free admission=)) bwaha. Watch, kaaay? Thank you :P

Oh, and we do not have classes tomorrow until the 13th. YAY. :)


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Saturday, December 9, 2006
Breathe

I climb, I slip, I fall
Reaching for your hands
But I lay here all alone
Sweating all your blood

If I could find out how
To make you listen now
Because I'm starving for you here
With my undying love

And I, I will

Breathe for love tomorrow
Cause there's no hope for today

Breathe for love tomorrow
Cause maybe there's another way


I'm getting addicted to the music of Paramore:) I can relate to them. HAHA. The song above's entitled Breathe. :D

I can't wait 'till I'm fifteen. Why? Because people in the family have told me that I'm just fourteen, and that I shouldn't be going out much, and that I'm not even fifteen yet. So what does it imply? I have to be fifteen to be allowed to do such things, whatever I want. I have to wait a few more months.

But.

I know that come May, they'll say, "you're just fifteen, wait 'till you're sixteen" sucks.

Sorry, but this is just a random post. The thought just suddenly hit my mind. :))

PS. Someone's brother's really gorgeous. When will I get to meet him? HAH. In my dreams. Kidding. I've been seeing him a lot, but we never got to know each other. HAHA. He does not even know I exist. Whatev. He's hot. =))

Just saying. To make myself at the least "entertained". :|

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CHSM vs. HTA

Howkaaaaaay. We lost. Damnit. :| and next week, we'd be against SJC, and boy, they're so good. Sucks 'coz we'd only have one afternoon for training next week, that'll be on thursday. Walang pasok monday-wednesday (teachers' retreat). Why can't we practice on monday and wednesday???? :| suckish. Good luck to us nalang talaga. :|

To our dismay, the game was 3 out of 5 sets -- we won NONE. Fudge.

Damnit. Pati basketball talo. :| argh.

GO HOLY SPIRIT! FIGHT!

Better luck next time.

Despite our loss, they still think it was a good game. Well for us first timers maybe it was. Haaaay. :( but seriously, hindi ganun yung play namin sa school :( we sucked today :(( really, we did. Plus we lost one ball (school property), we have to pay for it pa. :|

PS. Ang layo ng SPS. Project 8 watta.

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Friday, December 8, 2006
First Game

First game tomorrow. I'm nervous. =))

Have I told you how much I hate my life right now? :| really, I do. :| again, I have sinned. Sinned so much. :(( I did not mean to.

Will someone forgive me again, for one last time?

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Thursday, December 7, 2006
Juniors' Feastday

We first had a Holy Mass before our program. It was kind of bothering hearing people behind me saying "stuff" about me:)) Franz, Quel, Anair, Jill and whoever... epal kayo! :|

Anyway... As unprepared as we might have been, I guess we still did our best to "entertain" our audience, even if it showed that only us juniors enjoyed our program:)) I loved the song and dance numbers. We first sang Tara Kam. Wth, I sang=)) whatev. The crowd favorite was Fer and Tin's rendition of Seasons of Love. There were lots of presentations, and each and every one rocked:) Everyone laughed during the Stand Up For Love performance because of us, the back-up singers=)) it was funny nga naman :P

We played games right after. There was a ball relay, basketball, and tug-o-war. Congratulations to III-Understanding for winning tug-o-war! It was fun:) hahaha. We let Fer and Tin sing again:) Angelie and I kept on singing along. It was now everybody's LSS. :P

Five hundred twenty-five thousand six hundred minutes, five hundred twenty-five thousand moments so dear! 525,600 minutes, how do you measure, measure a year? In daylight, in sunset, in midnight, in cups of coffee.. In inches, in miles, in laughter, in strife. In 525,600 minutes, how do you measure a year in the life? How about love? How about love? How about love? Measure in love. Seasons of love! Seasons of love! 525,600 minutes, 525,00 journeys to plan! 525,600 minutes - how can you measure the life of a woman or man? In truths that she heard, or in times that he cried. In bridges he burned, or the way that she died... [this is making me want to watch Rent again:)]

Irene's magic was fun when it was captured on video:)) the vid would be uploaded on my Multiply soon. It seemed real:)

Lunch was fun. I loved the food. =)

We had classes in the afternoon na, but Elisha, Mel, Carell and I skipped 7th and 8th period to talk to Ms. Sadiwa regarding JV:) good luck to us, I hope we could meet our deadline.

Training was exhilarating. We were tired and kind of down, so our game wasn't as good as the previous ones. At least I'm still included in the first six. :)

Our first game's getting near. Wish us some luck! And do not forget to pray for the teams (basketball and volleyball) :)

**new pics @ erikatan.multiply.com :)

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Wednesday, December 6, 2006
Seasons of Love

Today, I was expecting myself to be in a bad mood but I certainly wasn't. :) good for me, except that I still have a "wound" on my left arm. Seriously, self-mutilation can make me feel so much better.

We pretty much didn't do anything today. We just practiced for our feastday tomorrow. And I'm not joining our class dance tomorrow. Why? Because I do not want to dance. And another reason only Ms. Jimenez knows. :) hahaha. I'll be singing nalang, together with some of my classmates. I can't wait to hear Fer and Tin's presentation tomorrow. I was with them when they were practicing (because I wasn't with my class and they were dancing), and boy, they're so good. They'll be singing Seasons of Love from Rent. I love that song =) 525,600 minutes.. how do you measure, measure a year?

Today was the best volleyball training ever. Well for me, anyway. =) I got my jersey today, too. My jersey number's 13. I don't know what happened but it got switched from 9 to 13=)) the numbers of us new ones got rambled. Oh well.

One last training tomorrow before our first game. I hope we can do our best =) guys pray for us=)) we have to win this. ;P

Happy birthday Carell and Angelle! =)

"I want to wake up tomorrow happy again..."

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Tuesday, December 5, 2006
Jelly Belly

Jan's jelly beans were the hit today esp. during lunch time=)) I loved it. They were so yummy. My favorite was the caramel popcorn flavored one. When I get in touch with my relatives from the States, I'll ask them to send me some jelly bellies. =)) YUM.

We've been "practicing" for our feastday, and seriously, practices have been pretty lame. Not everyone was in the mood to practice the dance. Not everyone wanted to dance PERIOD. Even I don't want to=)) it's so... nakakatamad. :|

Spanish time, we watched a Spanish horror film called The Devil's Backbone. It was fun to watch, and it was fun too, to hear my classmates squeal:)) SANTI. Hi Santi:)

During one period, I sat with Irene, Sam, Jan and Angelie and we played this game. It was fun:)) it's a game wherein you just say one word to complete the sentence until the sentence makes no sense at all. The best was when we made up a sentence for the "mole" and "hair" topic=)) it was hilarious! Really fun:)

We baked a cake in TLE class. It was a butter cake with royal icing. Our group's cake went well. It was yummy:) the icing was sweet and delicious. The cake was cool. I hope we got a good score for it. =)

...

Oh, and I've had black hair for two days now. It's so dark, I'm not used to seeing myself with it. My hair's even darker than its original color, which makes it feel awkward=)) but it's cool, it's just.... really black. =))

...

I haven't started on any of my projects yet. That's how lazy I am=)) Erika: the ideal student. YES. ;P

"A wounded knee can be healed by just a band-aid and a lollipop. Would it be that easy to heal a hurting heart?"

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Monday, December 4, 2006
Future:)

May future na ako:))
I am a future mechanic according to my career test thingy at school. And it comes to show that I will be one in the future. =)) for two days now, I have been fixing my computer's modem to be able to connect to the net 'cause it's been jerky (sorry, wala pa kong wi-fi :|). Then just earlier, it jerked again, then it fell somewhere in the cpu, causing my cpu to get jammed. Funny how I've been trying to fix it myself. =) I failed first, I was nearly teary-eyed:)) then when I was talking to Mel, (I was still trying to fix it) my cpu suddenly worked:)) I was so so happy :P HAHAHA. If you need a computer technician next time, call me. Kidding:))

Oh. And why is it that...

Now that I'm happy with somebody else, somebody comes back and makes his presence felt? Sucks, right? Yeah whatev. Hi nalang:)) but I'm happy now:) and I hope it will last loooooong =)

Training was fun earlier =)
We won't be going to school on saturday! Yay! We have a game at St. Patrick's =) we'd be skipping our outreach program on saturday for the game. =) hu-ha! ;P
Guys, please support us! =)

Our feastday's on thursday. I wonder how it will go through? =)) oh, and I won't be dancing=)) sawa na ako. Kakanta naman ako. Oha. Kidding. Ew. =)) you'll hear me sing! Something new???? =)) hahaha. Watch out. Beware. The next storm's coming on thursday, maybe in the morning. Depends on what time I'll be singing=)) Manila, get ready=))

I have a new lapdance partner=)))))) Haizel! Hahaha. Let's go dance! Bwahahaha. Kidding. ATE Haizel. =)

"See all I want you to do is be my love..."

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Friday, December 1, 2006
MMICAA Games Cancelled:(

Sad, all MMICAA games tomorrow would be cancelled due to the "storm". Where's the storm? :|

We were all excited to play na tomorrow, then biglang coach texted to inform us that games would be cancelled tomorrow. GREAT :| well good thing is, we would be able to train more next week:) I have to work on my spiking skills:))

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