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Tuesday, September 26, 2006
A Midsummer Night's Dream

Here, a better post than the previous one. :)) *Elisha, hindi na nobela to. Haiku na. =))

III-Understanding lost :( it broke our hearts, really. But as far as I (not only I, really) can tell, we should've won. HAHA. Whatevs, both sections were deserving to win, anyway. :D I still loved our play. From the lights, the sounds, props, backdrop, and the play itself, I found everything so perfect. Our class' unity can never be beat by any other class. :D

The cellophaned lights rocked esp. that I attached the one for the spotlight :)) hey, mind you, I almost fell down. :)) and Faith, yang dignidad mo. :D hahaha! The props were amazing. The backdrop was, too. Christmas lights :D and the play was entirely fun. We got perfect audience impact which rocked. Woohoo! :)) I'm so glad everyone enjoyed our play. (: but we still should've won! We hear really nice comments about it! :|

What hurt us more? The deduction of 12 frikken' points. Wtf. :|

Oh well. There's still another chance. :D

Thanks to Elisha, Sam, Xanthia, and Irene (did I miss out anyone?) for helping me put on my make-up. Haha. Lion makeup needed imagination. =))

III-Understanding, we still rock -- of course. :D

Love loves loves loves theee cellophane people (Faith, Shobe, Angelle, Justine, etc.) lights and sounds (Elisha and Dowee) costume and makeup (Jan and Xanthia) and the rest of the team! We lost yeah, but our play still rocked. :))

It just sucked that there was some "trouble" during OUR Stars Are Blind scene. Gosh. Si manong Pacquiao kasi eh. :| argh. Haha. But nevertheless, everything turned out okay. :D

Any last words?

threeunderstandingrocks.

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Friday, September 22, 2006
San Beda!

Btw, San Beda won in the NCAA. :D I watched the live telecast on tv and people at home were laughing at me coz I was shouting like a freak, I was cheering and hell, I was weird. :)) considering I'm not that big a fan of basketball, and of San Beda, too. :)) whatevs. Mel must be super happy to see her Escobal win. :)) [[ang galing ni Alex Angeles ;P]]

New pictures and videos are now up in my Multiply site. :D view them, and don't forget to comment!

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Long Week

This week has been really long, I can't remember much of what happened.

Saturday
- iMax event in MOA. I was in deep excitement to get there. =)) but disappointingly, the movie was just crap. Not that I'm being mean or what, I just didn't appreciate it. Well anyway, getting there was so much fun. Someone looked hot. =)) bwahaha. Whatevs. After the movie, I was just with my mom, strolling around the mall. I later on went with Emman and his group (yun na yun eh), we played in Timezone. I just played a round of Dance Mania with Emman coz I had to leave. :(( I had to go to the theatre immediately coz I had rehearsals. It was fun, tho. We again had our vain moments. :D I took lots of pictures. Haha! The rehearsal was fun, too. My turns turned out great. (: Mica slept at our place. ;P

Sunday
- Mica and I were the first ones to arrive. We were at the theatre by 10am. :)) we had warm-up, blocking, and everything. I was sleepy the whole day, so I didn't have as much fun as I had the previous day. And I was a bit pissed off, too. :| Bob still remembered meeeee! Haha whatevs. He's such a cutie. :D

Monday-Friday (today)
- I can't remember everything in detail. But as far as I can remember, we have been practicing for our class prod the whole week. I'm glad to say that our play is turning out pretty well. Me, being part of the cast, am glad that we are becoming more and more enthralling as far as the practices go. Mind you, being the lion is one tough job. My body tends to hurt all the time. :)) III-Understanding must have a good grade for this production! :D though we do not expect to win (well, not yet. ;P), we hope that we'd do the best we can. :D I LOVE OUR PLAY!

We finally have done something productive. It so pleasant to see everyone cramming, running here and there, shouting, preparing the props, the sounds, the lights, fixing the costumes, etc. And everything was being done for a reason. :D no, it's not always fun, it can be tiring and really exhausting, but if everything's done for something worth working for, it just pays off. :D I'm just excited for monday, I wonder how our play prod would go? I just wish that the audience would appreciate the things that we are gonna show :D


Oh, and recently, when I check the time, I always miss out on the 23rd minute of the hour. Does this mean that even time now disagrees with me?

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Wednesday, September 13, 2006
Let's Get These Teen Hearts Beating Faster

Elisha Casas, bruha ka. ;)) yun lang masasabi ko sayo. ;P

The title of my post has nothing to do with my post -- again. I'm just listening to Lying Is The Most Fun A Girl Can Have Without Taking Her Clothes Off by Panic! At The Disco. (;

The concert last night was kinda fun. I was in the backstage the whole time:)) my dad and I arrived pretty early so yeah, we ate ice cream:)) I met Paolo Santos, Pido, Cynthia Alexander, etc. :) It was fun. ;) and I enjoyed it even if I was just backstage coz my dad played. :)) He was in Skarlet. (;

Today was .. okay.

PE time was fun yet v. tiring. We were dancing the Irish Lilt which was v. v. tiring. :| but I had fun. Esp. when some people suddenly passed by. ;P When Mel and I returned the boombox to the library, people were there. :)) I was happppppyyy. Haha weh. ;P Lunch time was fun, too. Some of my friends and I played games from our "childhood". Haha. It was really fun. ;P the best part of the day was during the late part of Filipino class. Elisha and I (and Genie, too) went to the library to have the LCD reserved, then we went looking for Ms. Medina. We saw her in II-Counsel but then we saw Reverence outside their classroom so Elisha said she'd talk to Erika Nera but then, excuse lang ata yun para pumunta kami dun. But whatevs, I wanted to go there too, anyway. =)) I was so kilig and I do not know why. =)) Poptart's so cute talaga. ;P basta, ang cute ng smile niya. And I had inspiration :)) I perfected the quiz in Trigo (which was right after Fil) ;P

Dismissal I was kinda lonely, though. :( and I think I still am lonely. :|

* Poptar daw sabi ni Appeal! :)) Go appeal. HAHAHA. Inaasar ako kay poptart (pero poptar daw) hindi naman kilala kung sino yun. Anokyayun. :))

My social life's kind of a wreck and it sucks. I just have to live through it. :|

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Tuesday, September 12, 2006


So, I've decided that I'm coming coz dad said we'd be home by 8pm. :>

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Dilemma

My dad's inviting me to watch this all-female-performer concert tonight at the UP Theatre and I'm having a dilemma whether to go or not to go.

Why?

One is because I'm not in the concert mood today.
Another is because I want to watch TV all night and I don't wanna miss watching Unfabulous, Super Inggo :> and The O.C. tonight.
And lastly, I'm not so sure about the bands playing there tonight, and who I'll be with.
Plus, it's a school night and I'm definitely going to school tomorrow. ;P I need to get my homeworks done in a jiff.

So, should I go or should I stay home?

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Your Love Style is Manic

For you, love is the ultimate rollercoaster
And you love to hold on tight and enjoy the ride
Every time you fall in love, it feels like the first time
And while it's exciting and exhilarating...
It's also stressful and scary!
What's Your Love Style?


I believe that the results of this test is actually true. =)) esp. the "and you love to hold on tight" part. Gawd. ;P

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Monday, September 11, 2006
Out Of Boredom (;

The Rules:
1. Write something about 15 different people.
2. You can NOT say who they are.
3. If someone asks you which one is about them, you can NOT tell.

Seriously, I can't think of people now, but wth. I'll try my best. ;P

1. My constant textmate/chatmate/storymate (?). We've become very close again recently and we share secrets to one another (; we never really run out of stories to share or questions to ask to each other.

2. The same thing as #1, we have been very close recently. I've known this kid since I was in 3rd or 4th grade and we're still friends until now even though we're not in the same school anymore (:

3. The person whom I used to have a fight with because of the most petty reason you may ever hear in the planet =)) so I'm not telling ;P but now, she's one of my bestest friends :D xoxo!

4. The world's best drummer :D well for me, anyway. :D my then birthday boy, and of course, my then prince. (;

5. The most appealing person in the world! (No, not the guy, the girl. :D)

6. Same as #5, but now I'm talking about the guy -- since I'm running out of people to talk about. Kidding. I don't know why I even included him here. =)) *para partner sila ni #5. Yiheee. :D

7. She and I both hate the Monster =) and maybe she's less bothered now with Coryn's eyebrows, too. :D

8. This girl used to live in the apartment that's right behind our house ;P

9. She's my twin yet we do not look alike. We act alike, our bodies are even alike =)) we may sound alike (not the voice -- the way we speak, yes ;P), act alike and whatever. We're simply INSEPARABLE! ;P

10. I call him my S'mores but he does not know it. =)) and it's as if he'll care because I know that he hates me. =))

11. Bestfriend! I miss this girl to bits. She's such a great dancer, and she's very very friendly. She's down-to-earth and fun to be with. I only met her this summer. We're bound to see each other again these days coz our schools are just near each other :D oh, and she was the only person I could talk to about "bestfriend" ;P

12. I've known this bitch since I was in prep. She has been my classmate since then. But we weren't really close. 6th grade we became good friends and sooner we became tight. :D we used to talk about the same things, and freakishly, cry over the same things, too. :)) now that we're in high school, we're still good friends, and she has been my classmate every year. (;

13. We first met online then she became my bestbud online. One day she said she was in the vicinity and I asked my mom to drop me wherever she was then for the first time we finally met. :D she's such a happy person, so jolly and perky. :D she's so fun to be with and I can really get along with her. :D

14. One of the best dancers I've known in the world. He's cool, fun to be with, tall, and really nice :D we're not really that close but we've hung out and yeah, spent our time together even if it was just for merely an hour :D

15. She's my bestest best friend :D has been since I was a sophomore. We were in the same barkada when we were still in 1st year. But recently, we haven't been spending time together :| but oh well. Haha.

Wow, I did it. ;P

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Top Model :D

I just finished watching the 3rd ep of America's Next Top Model Cycle 5. I looooooove that show. (; and seriously, I would die to live in the House of Top Model :D it's just absolutely gorgeous, and way way waaaaayy better than the places where the models from the previous seasons have stayed. The ep tonight was great, I loved the models new looks. :D

Among the models, despite the new looks and all, I still hate Cassandra, Lisa and Ebony. They're soooooo annoying and I'm so happy that Ebony's out. ;P my favorites still are Kyle, Kim, Jayla and Sarah :D they finally fixed Coryn's eyebrows! I've been wanting to do them myself:)) haha.

I am just in love with this show and I don't know why. ;P

I sure am going to dl eps of ANTMC5:)

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I Miss School!

And again, I did not go to school today. But wait, I'll update this first starting with what happened last saturday. :D

Saturday - it was the issuance of our report cards. My grades are fine, except for that frikken' Filipino. For the first time in my life did I get a line of 7. :| sheesh. If it wasn't for that line of 7, the next lowest grade I have in my card is 86. I wish I didn't have to take Filipino anymore. =)) Oh, and my conduct grade's sooooooo fine. :D haha. I expected a B but then I received an A- which is just as fantastic (; I love my teachers now. Haha. ;P anyway. I went to Shanine's house after along with some of my classmates. We were supposed to do the dubbing for our play but since we were incomplete, we just hang around. :D we had fun there, though we didn't do much. I had to leave early coz of ballet. Haha.

Sunday - ballet was so early. I was there by 1 and yeah, they were almost starting. Some of us were still fixing our hair when they started so teacher told us that we were not allowed to join class anymore. Then she got mad at us. ;P haha. Then we just danced. And I have new pointe shoes, hooray! (: during break time (well it wasn't supposed to be break time), Rozel, Thea and I ate at Mocha Blends, then we kind of hung out with sina Ate Mitch. :D then we danced again. haha. We ended pretty early. Tita Bambi was there so we went around. We went to Nail Spa but we weren't able to have an appointment and I was just looking at Havaianas when tita asked me if I want a pair. I said yes but the pair I liked wasn't there so we went to Chocolate (: haha. (but I didn't get to buy Havaianas, still ;P)we just went around, and when they were in Kamiseta, I went to PRP. I found pretty jeans (; haha. Tita Bambi bought me those pair of jeans, a shirt and short shorts. :D weeeee! I have new clothes again, finally :D whatevs. Haha. We ate in Everything at Steak afterwards. :D

Today - I went back to the doctor. (: and they found out that there's something wrong with my eyes so I need glasses again. :| I'm not going to school again tomorrow coz I'm gonna have my eyes checked again. Haaaay.

Seriously, I miss school. Haha.

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Friday, September 8, 2006
Psh

I feel so sad for my lola. :( why? It's because (almost) every week she comes to me holding clothes or whatever she buys for me, and she asks me if I like them. To be honest with her, I say I don't. Earlier she came up to me and held up this glittery top and asked if I like it and I said I didn't and right after I really felt bad. :| she just told me that she can't get the right things for me, I mean, the things that I like. But I really feel so bad for her, coz recently, we haven't been close, we see each other only once a week (and in that once a week thing, we get to speak like just once or twice or over dinner that is coz I lock myself in the room all the time). Oh, and I've told her that I do not like glitters :> haha. I hope that next time I would be able to make her happy, and she would buy me clothes that I would actually wear. :> yes, the things they (psh.) have been giving me are decent and stuff but they aren't the type that I would wear for going out. Maybe I just got used to wearing branded shiiiit and extravagance 'cause that's how fashion in me started :>

I feel so mean talking about this, seems like I'm looking down on my mother's side of my family. But I'M NOT. (;

I still feel bad, though.

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September Babies

Everyone's blogging about the birthday celebrants/events for September and I feel left out so I'll do so as well =))))

September's a busy month I must say :D and the "ber" month has started which means, Christmas in a few! Yeay! Why am I excited? I do not know. :P Haha.

Now I start with my list :D and I'm sorry if I miss out on anything!

2nd September - Happy 16th birthday, Keigh!
8th September - Cace's fifteenth birthday and it's the Valmeo-Pio nuptial :D
9th September - Happy happy birthday Xanthia (:
11th September - Jim's birthday :D
16th September - Happy birthday Isay!!!!
18th September - Hey bitch (Catherine)! Happy birthday!
19th September - Jill and Nicole's birthdays :D
21st September - My cousin Nina's birthday :D
23rd September - Ninang Tetet's birthday! AND whooooooops, three months :|
25th September - Thea and Jen's birthday!

.. and as far as I'm concerned, there's so much more=)))

Oh, and this sucks. I checked the time and you know what the clock said? 2:23pm. It just sucks coz every time I check the time (wooh. Redundant there, sorry) it's always the 23rd minute of the hour. :| gawd I miss him. :|

It has been 53 days, for Pete's sake. How have I been living through that? With so much difficulty. =))))))

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No Classes!

Since we do not have classes (yay for us CHSians!), I am allowed to stay up late :D

And again, if you have not noticed then you are blind. Or maybe just absent-minded. Whichever. But I'll go more for blind. Kidding. :D I have changed my layout for the nth time. :)) Sorry, but I was bored. And yeah, I was inspired by Neil Gaiman. Kidding. But yeah, the pics I used for my layout were from his comic book, and the words I have used (Dream, Delirium, Death...) were from The Sandman series (as far as I know, correct me if I'm mistaken, they are the endless characters in The Sandman. Dream is The Sandman!) :D sorry, but I'm getting addicted to Mr. Gaiman's works. =)))) I know it's kind of too late to be obsessed with his work but who cares? ;P he's still great. :D

The whole night (aside from creating this layout -- which I predict would not last long on my page) I was just downloading songs from LimeWire. :| and now, I'm running out of songs to download. Anyone suggest songs for me to dl? :D

I currently have an LSS on the song Oo by UpDharmaDown. It's such a nice song, and mind you, I can relate to it =)))) which is sad btw, and I don't know why I put a series of laughing emoticons after it. ;P

I am seriously bored now, and I still am pissed off my multiply site. There's this 1 unread personal message and it has been a week, I still cannot open the message. I don't even know who it's from since the page's destroyed and yeah whatever, it's as if you would understand me=))))

Oh, and it's the 8th of September na, noh?

Happy Birhtday Mommy Cace! (; and congratulations to Ms. Valmeo! Or should I say Mrs. Pio? :D


((commentos on the layout por favor :D))

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Thursday, September 7, 2006
Endless Nights

The title has nothing to do with my post:)) cept the Neil Gaiman part which has no emphasis on this post anyway.. :P

And again, I come back after a week:))

I'm gonna start updating now. :P

Saturday, I went to school for the quiz bee thing. Unfortunately, our group lost. But it was okay, we had so much fun anyway. The 3rd year contestants were noisy and happy and I don't know why -- we were supposed to be in a concentrated mood. HAHAHA! Most questions were about World History so yeah, the sophies and freshies counted mostly on us juniors. :D after the quiz bee, I went to Mcdo along with Tricia and Elisha. Analyn, Jam and Xanthia were there, too. We had our lunch a bit too early =)) Elisha and I went back to school and there we watched the freshies practice for their program. Oh, and did I say that we hate someone? Haha. We despise the Monster=)))) sorry na. :P we had dirty ice cream on the way home :D then I had ballet. =))

Sunday was not a good day for me. Aside from nearly passing out (again. :|), I didn't feel like dancing. My shoes were so destroyed na. :| so I had to buy a new pair. :D

Monday and tuesday were spent at home or in the hospital. Yep, I didn't go to school. I had to go to my doctor for a check up and she referred me to a neurologist. The neurologist said that I should request for a 21 channel EEG and so I did. It was funny. Haha. They attach these wires on your head yet you don't feel a thing :P I felt so sick, though. =))) besides going to the hospital and feeling sick, I was asleep the whole day .. or I was just being the couch potato that I am. =))

Yesterday, I finally went back to school (: there was this program in honor of Mrs. Eggie Apostol, the founder of the Inquirer, who happens to be a graduate of my school (: great, right? Haha. The program was okay. :P we had 1 hour lunch break! =)) we were asked to go to the assembly hall afterwards coz there'll be this introduction to the iMax thing. And on the 16th of September, all hs students would be going to the Mall of Asia to watch T-Rex on the iMax Theatre. :D exciting, right? I can't wait. (:

Earlier was fun, too. We had a Holy Mass in honor of Mary, then the freshies had their program. It was a cute program, quite entertaining. :D Justin's diction is sooooo good, props to him! Haha. And Hero's is just the cutest :D he looks like a doll. (: lunch was fun, too. I had fun talking about stuff with my barkada:)) We were planning about sembreak (yeah:P) and us checking in in hotels. And how weird, we were talking about the difference between motels and hotels until the talk became so gross I'm not blurting out more information:))

Oh, and no school tomorrow! Hooraaaaay!

* I want Neil Gaiman comic books. Anyone care to give me some?! =)))

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Friday, September 1, 2006
Deep Thoughts Not So Deep =))))

It was only a few days ago when I've realized that I am the very expressive type of person. I can't keep any of my thoughts, feelings or emotions locked up in me. Things keep babbling on through my head; certain things that can't wait to be released. I think it's my only way of escaping from my problems.

I used to believe in love, but as time passes by, my belief's slowly fading away. Why? Because love comes to me, then it suddenly leaves me. For instance, I had a friend, and I can call him one of my closest friends. There were rumors spreading that he and I had something going on, then suddenly, everything went away. We aren't that close anymore, in face, we rarely see each other. I know (and knew) that some sparkle between us were too impossible to happen, but only God knows our fate (: I was happy with the thought that we weould be together as a couple and I even imagined myself as the luckiest girl ever. Then in just a snap, every bubble popped -- and I turned back to reality.

Then there came a lot more guys. I loved them, yes. And each and every memory of them are still treasured. But now, my heart's still attached to the one whom I loved so much recently. However, he let go, and I just cling on, hoping that he will somehow reach for me and save me anytime soon, before anybody else does.

As of now, I get the sweetest dreams, dreams of him and me together again. But I get hurt the moment I open my eyes for it hits me that it was just a dream, a dream when I was sleeping.

If there is nothing better to do, I spend my time creating quotes or searching for songs that I can relate to, and do one thing that I hate most - reminisce.

I will quit babbling on now about my personal thoughts and I will just blog about how my week went.

Saturday, I went to school for practice. I thought I was late but when I got there, they weren't even starting yet :P Our practice was supposedly for 4 hours but we are so great, it took us only 2 hours to practice =))))) I went to Isay's crib after :D then ballet, wherein we had our vanity time again:)) pics will be uploaded later :P

Monday, we had our culminating activity for Buwan Ng Wika. I spent the first 2 periods of the day with the dance troupe, and we practiced for our dance "Kahimanawari" if I'm not mistaken. The program started at 1 pm, and our dance was the first number that was presented. :D a lot happened then. Palaro Ng Lahi came, and I was to play Kadang-kadang. I started playing, but when I was about to reach the end, I lost balance, and I passed out. People said I was motionless and stiff for about 5-10 seconds (story frightened me, btw). I woke up with almost everyone around me. It was embarrassing, though. The whole HS dept. witnessed it. :| But guys, thanks for the help :D Whatever happened made me feel so bad yet I felt loved, too. Hahaha weh corny, but yeah. :D thanks, guys! And thank God nothing worse happened to me. (:

Tuesday, it was kinda boring. I was weird, esp during CL time. I made a calendar (out of boredom and I wanted to sleep in class) and I counted days :)) It was pretty stupid actually. I even had precision. As of last tuesday CL period, it has been 1 month, 11 days and 19 hours since we last spoke to each other. Beat thaaaaaat?! Dismissal time I spent with Darling, Fer and Ara (:

Wednesday and Thursday were normal days for me. I haven't been going home with Quel this week, I think she's mad at me. :| I have been hanging out with Darling and Ara. We always eat kwek-kwek. =)) we got addicted. :P

Earlier, school was okay. Forgot what happened. Haha. First friday. :| dismissal I spent with Darling, Fer, Ara. Ara, Fer and I went to Mcdo then we saw Isay and Rose Anne there so they sat with us. :D the rest left early, and I got left behind with Isay and Rose Anne. We waited for Cyril and his teacher coz they were going to talk to Rose Anne about her being muse :D I got home at 7 pm for goodness sake=)))))

I'm going to school tomorrow for the Quiz Bee thing in Social. Sucks, I'm so weak in history then they make me a candidate. Whattaaaaaa. :|

Anyway, this post is LONG. :))

I'm endin' it up here. Visit my Multiply for new pics! :D

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