me. My name's Erika. :) I'm 15. A high school senior.

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Friday, December 22, 2006
This One's For You

No, I'm not okay.

Maybe I wasn't the one taking those certain stuff as a joke.. Maybe you were. Forgive me if I kept on laughing, I was just showing you my bliss. Now, maybe all you'll ever see from me are tears and cries of depression.

I've been the nicest I can be to you, you could at least return some, too. And please do not abuse it, my heart -- you're just breaking it.

Once was enough. It was my mistake too. Teach me how to control my heart -- for me not to fall for the fourth time. It gets more painful and painful every time.

Don't forget that I meant every word that I should have left unsaid.

"Never let someone hurt you twice. Giving him a second chance is exposing yourself to be hurt again. If he has done it once, it's bound to happen again. Why? Because you give him the idea that no matter how much he'll hurt you, you'd still accept him over again, giving him the power to hurt you. ONCE IS ENOUGH."
-- thanks to Batchi for this wonderful quote :)
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