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Saturday, April 29, 2006

I remembered what my dad told me about Sam yesterday. :)) It was funny, yeah.

It was about the LBS competition. He and his friends (whom are professional musicians) told me that they didn't want Sam to win. They said that there were better competitors than him. And that he still has Trumpets no matter what. I myself agree (no offense to Sam :P). They said that he wouldn't have won .. if it wasn't for the 50% text votes. Well of course, I believe that a lot of people did vote for him through text. And I admit I voted once. :P =)) Well anywayyyy. =))

My dad was funny, he was like "Ay Erika, did I tell you about Sam na?" I was like "Huh? What? Tell me. :))" and biglang that was it pala. =)) OKAAAAY DAD. :P

But hey, I'm rather glad that Sam won. :P

Enough about this. I just remembered what my dad told me last night. =)) I was like, okay dad. :P
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Hey (:

To whoever will be at Shang tomorrow (April 30th), please watch our show. :P It'll be at the Shang Grand Atrium, 5:30pm. Okay okay? LOL. Thank you. (:

I have new surveys.. http://sophisticated-vampire.blogspot.com
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Friday, April 28, 2006


{she was waiting for him to say ILOVEYOU, but then again, she remembered that he said: no more lies.}

I am so jealous of the people who went to the Pink Party -- Dusk Party at the Corinthian Gardens. :|

I want Starbucks now. As in now. I want it now. (:

...

The phrase I Miss You is very much overused nowadays. ;))

...

I see your wondrous face in my dreams;
and in there, you look at me with sparks in your eyes.
But in reality, it's not that indifferent;
I see you with sparks in my eyes, but you see me but then the glance flies.

...

Why is it that when you like someone so much, you just can't get enough of him? Even when he tries and tries to turn his back from you all you can do is follow him around and try to catch his attention once again? How is it that when you like someone, no matter how much he hurts you, you'd still sacrifice everything just for you to get together? It's like whatever may be done shall be, however painful must be. Ugh. Even after how many times our minds tell our hearts to stop, our heart doesn't listen. The power of the heart still outweighs the mind. Our heart dictates to our mind that; no, you're made for each other, and no matter how much you try not to embarrass yourself, yes, you'd get hurt. In fact, you would not know that you're in love unless you get hurt.

...

When the opportunity comes, we just turn our backs from it. How stupid love can be at times. We drop the chance and regret it in the end. Love is full of regrets, and heartaches I must say.

...

Just when everything's as perfect as it can be, here comes the devil, and everything's bound to get destroyed. How crappy love can be, right?

...

And now I've released my random thoughts :P since I had nothing special to blog about, I just wrote spontaneously. :)) whatever enters my mind while typing, I go and type =)) so I'm sorry if some parts do not make any sense. :P

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"Too sweet to taste, too hot to hold. You're mine like fire, your heart like gold. Your lips are silk, my heart you stole. Your words like fire, they melt my soul. I love you dearly, don't let me go. You're someone special, I love you so." --> it's just so sweet. If I just had someone to tell it to. =))

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Chatterbox reply (:
Anonymous -- he still visits. (:
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{you know its meant to be when
even the time you cant stand him
hes the only person on your mind <333}


Okaaay. (: My parents and I, together with my ninang and their friend ate at Pizza Hut in Gilmore .. and I don't know why we ate there =)) I didn't eat much `coz I was full. :P I had a Tropical Frizz if I remember it right. (:

Anyway, enough about the food talk. :| I am absolutely bored. :|

I'm doubting about someone. Well not just someone .. there are like two of them. Yes, they're my good friends, the other one was even my best friend. Oh well whatever. I hope it's not what I think. (:

I don't understand my life now. I'm kind of problem-free and I'm not used to it. There are times that I feel so down but there are some instances too that I feel so happy and satisfied. I don't know the reason behind all these. But hey, at least I feel good. HAHA. It's like the first time that it has happened in my life. I'm used to always feel so down and low, or even too hyper that it comes to the point of feeling ecstasy. =)) I'm so care-free these days, and should I worry about it? My problem now is that I don't have anything to have a problem about. Weird much? (: Haha! I feel like I am a new me. I don't know. Seems like my world has turned upside-down. I can't really describe it. But I guess some of you feel the same way. Like sometimes, bigla nalang in just a snap everything changes. Funny how these things happen. ;))

Cool, I'm having my hair half curled. (: and after a month, I'm having it colored. Ooooh. (: LOL anyway so babaw. :|

Anyway, I don't really have anything matino to blog about so till later. (:



{You know he loves you when
someone else makes you laugh
&& he smiles for the simple fact that
you`re laughing}
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Thursday, April 27, 2006


I had a weird dream. o_O it was a dress-up party but it all ended up like a halloween party. Haha weird. Anyway...

I want to go to the Dusk party;
but then I know I wouldn't be able to.
It's like a party of the most prestigious schools here in Manila, and if I go there, I wouldn't have any schoolmate. HAH. My school's so corny (no offense. :P). :| I wish I chose SPCP instead when I was an incoming freshie. Oh well, I'm in CHS. :| it's too late to transfer na since I'm an incoming junior. :| Haaaaaay.

{with a spark of decadent stars, I've found my bittersweet symphony. *
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{I notice you everytime you hide from me*

Good morning, world! Okay I am bored. :| I have been online since 1pm yesterday, so it has been more or less 13 1/2 hours in front of the computer. Oh my golly gosh. -- eew, I can't believe I just said that line. :))

I have ballet later, at 6pm. Annoying, I can't attend Trumpets :( the schedule's like the same. So sad. :( I'll miss out a lot in Trumpets even if it's just one meeting. I hope I can catch up on tuesday (: Argh, damn ballet. Why does our rehearsals have to be in line with my Trumpets sched? I'm so pissed off. I love Playshop. :|

But hey, in ballet, I might see Bob. (: that cutie. Haha. CHILD ABUSE. :| Dom and I like talked to him last sunday. Us ballerinas were looking at him at first until Dom and I had the guts to talk to that kid. He's in taekwondo and he'll be in the same show we'll be on (this is on sunday). Bob's so cute, if he was just my age -- ehem. (: He's suplado, must I say. But he's really cute. :P He's 11 years old. :( But when he talks to us, he doesn't seem like he's 11. He's like he's 13, even his voice. Woohoo! Bob's so cute. :)) I love Bob. Haha kidding. (: Since Dom and I are too old for him, nirereto namin si Bob kela Patricia and Kristine. :)) why, they would look good together. But as they say, bata pa sila (they're like 9). :)) MINE NALANG SI BOB. :)) might I say Bob is a heartthrob among us ballerinas (: Oh, and yes, he looks like Sam. :P even the way he's suplado, ala Sam. Sheez. Erika, you MUST shut up. (:

.. and I love him everytime he attempts to make me cry.
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love isn't as complex as we think it isits like a sudden car crash.wether you hit the car or it hits you doesnt matteryoull still get hurt in the end.*

I got that from Kally's site. (: I'm actually chatting with her right now. (: I can say that she's one of my best online buddies now. I really want to meet her, and like have the usual talks we have. I dunno, but I really enjoy talking to her. (: -- the wet bra. :)) funny story! She just told me that a few moments ago. :P it's hilarious. :))

You're the only angel I see in my living hell +
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Wednesday, April 26, 2006


Yay! I'm back. HAHA. (:

Anyway, yesterday I had Trumpets. (: I had to commute going there with the maid since Mama had something else to do. When we got there, the first person I saw was Sam. Oh wait, I mean, he saw me first. (: We just waved at each other for a while. Then I went to Trumpets but I saw stalkerdude so I went back to the food court. Near McDonald's, I saw my friends Zackie, Reg and Ela. We had little chats. (: I bought a Sprite Float in McDo. :P After a while, I went to sina Sam, and he was being the meanest ever, again. He had this "hypnotized" thing to do with me and some more random pissing off. They left me behind then I went to Trumpets again to meet up with Jill. Inunahan ko sila to get there then seconds later I saw Sam beside me, inuunahan ako. He was striding and stuff, with this look on his face (the look he ALWAYS gives me). Funny why he even raced me to the door and left the others behind us. Okaaay. HAHA. I was with Jill for some time until our classes started. I hang around with sina Max for a while, then with Millie after. Our dance is cool, yet it took us some time before we could actually get the step. Haha! Then we had a break. DJ called me and said she wanted to talk to Sam. But sorry DJ, ayaw ni Sam. She heard Sam say "No thanks, I'm okay" haha sorry. (Weird. I remember last year when Sam grabbed my cellphone and talked to the person I was talking to.) Anyway, Sam left early, around 7:30 -- but I think he was just at the mall. (: After class, I ate dinner (: Jill, good luck with stalkerdude #2 aka the guy in grey! (: LOL. Argh, Sam's the meanest ever. Okay so to others I can say that he's nice, but to me? Na-ah. As far as I know, I AM THE ONLY GIRL HE TREATS THAT WAY. Sad. :| I am his favorite girl to tease. Yes, he said so. Ugh. Anyway.....

I've been listening to the soundtrack of The Lion, The Witch and the Wardrobe the whole week. In fact, I have memorized some songs already. HAHA. But my favorite is the song "Deep Within" sung by Aslan and Edmund. (: Okay, so si Sam din kumanta nun during the last time they played LWW. HAHA. It's a great song, really. (:



I am in love with that song. HAHAHA. (: It's really great. HAHA okay I'm getting too corny. :))

I'm gonna make a new site maybe later. It'll be for my free stuff. Maybe uncoded layouts and more.

"I myself am wondering why I still love you even after everything I've passed through you. I am the girl whom you only see as your favorite girl to tease. But for me, I see you as the only angel in my living hell, the one whom I am to please."
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Saturday, April 22, 2006


I have ballet tonight. :] I miss my ballet friends. LOL. Btw, our show's near na! Watch it. :] it'll be on the 30th of April, Shang Grand Atrium @ 5:30pm. :] Okay okay? LOL. Even though I wouldn't dance much. :)) just watch, okay? :]

Haaaaaayyy. I might be able to use the PC again next week na. :[ my own PC still needs a new hard drive. And I won't be going to my mom's place until next friday, I think. On monday, my room's gonna get cleaned up, FINALLY. =)) My room's a total mess. It's so crowded and seems so small. LOL. Finally, it'll get a makeover. :]

Awwwww I'll miss the internet again :)) I'll be gone for like days. LOL. I NEED TO GET A NEW HARD DRIVE NA!!!!!!!!!!! I need my new computer :P and I'll have Wi-Fi installed. `coz getting a new phone line would be much more expensive and that means I would be using an ISP, which will be REALLY SLOW. ;] lol.

Be back later, I GUESS.
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I created a new Xanga site. =)) see what boredom can do to me? :P

I was really bored, so I made a Xanga. I'd use it as my sub-blog. It would have the same posts as the ones here. =)) and maybe more random thoughts. :P check it out only if you want. (: I love the layout there, though. :P

http://xanga.com/sophisticatedvampire
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Friday, April 21, 2006


I have a new URL for my survey site. (:

It's now http://sophisticated-vampire.blogspot.com

I just wanted a new screen name. :P and I kind of liked Sophisticated Vampire :P =))
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Yay! I finally got hold of the pc. (:

Mmhmmm. That bitch. I hate some girl. I don't like what she's doing. :| the most annoying ever. Kala niya hindi ko malalaman. Ehem ehem. =)) just back off, bitch.

Anyway.

Recap of the week!

Tuesday, 041806
- I went swimming in my tita's condo. (: then I went to Trumpets afterwards. Nothing much happened, though. My social life wasn't as bad as I thought it would be. (: I have new friends (; Millie, Karen, Bea and Maxine. :P We all hate stalkerdude. He sucks bigtime. :))

Wednesday, 041906
- Happy fourteenth birthday, Mel! Anyway, I had a dentist appointment, and she said I need braces badly :( I agree, tho. It's just that we still don't have $$$ to pay for the braces, even just the down payment. :( Well at least, no pain for me yet =)) then mama and I went to her friend's house in Kapitolyo. Mahn, her friend's uber rich. Nakakalula her stories `coz they were like "rich-talk" :P I kept on munching on the Lays on her table, and a big glass of Coke. :)) I felt at home :P then we went to Greenhills for dinner. (:

Thursday, 042006
- I had Trumpets again. It was our class pictorial. (: I HATE STALKERDUDE. Every girl in Playshop hates him as well, too. [not technically EVERY.] I loved my makeup that night. Thanks to Lesley! I looked so tan, or rather bronzed. (: Lesley did mine and Mielle's make up while Chelo did Karen's and Bea's. They're really goood. =D We're almost done with out dance, I think. It's going pretty well! (: I was like talking and texting Jessa the whole night, and at around 11:30, wow surprise, Edlynne called, and that's something new. :P

Friday, 042106, today (:
- I was supposed to go swimming kaso I was tamad so I put it off. Next week nalang. (: I was a couch potato today. Just watched a few episodes of The OC 2. Then I'm here in front of the pc. :)) I miss the internet :P

I'll blog again later, maybe. I might change my lay again. :))
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Monday, April 17, 2006


I'm supposed to be sleeping now since my mom and I would be going to my tita's condo tomorrow morning, but I am not sleepy yet. =))

My summer sucks, mahn. I used to love the summer days. :|

Wow, it's 11:30??? All along I thought it was just 7pm. Good grief.

I have a new layout in my survey site. :)) It features Mischa Barton, the troubled girl-next-door in The OC <3
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Yay! I'm going swimming tomorrow. (: not in the beach, though. Only in my aunt's place. But it's good as well. Wow, and the last time I swam was like last year, April 9th 2005, I guess. :)) I miss swimming. :P

Ohio Is For Lovers -- Hawthorne Heights

Hey there,
I know it's hard to feel like I don't care at all.
Where you are and how you feel.
With these lights off as these wheels
keep rolling on and on. (and on and on and on...)
Slow things down or speed them up.
Not enough or way too much. (and on and on and on...)
How are you when I'm gone? -- [[and it seems like you're doing much better than you were with me. HMPF.]]

And I can't make it on my own.
(And I can't make it on my own.)
Because my heart is in Ohio.
So cut my wrists and black my eyes.
(Cut my wrists and black my eyes)
So I can fall asleep tonight, or die.
Because you kill me.
You know you do, you kill me well.
You like it too, and I can tell.
You never stop until my final breath is gone.

Spare me just three last words.
"I love you" is all she heard.
I'll wait for you, but I can't wait forever. -- [[I have been waiting since forever. When will forever end?]]

And I can't make it on my own.
(And I can't make it on my own.)
Because my heart is in Ohio.
So cut my wrists and black my eyes.
(Cut my wrists and black my eyes)
So I can fall asleep tonight, or die.
Because you kill me.
You know you do, you kill me well.
You like it too, and I can tell.
You never stop until my final breath is gone.

You know you do, you kill me well.
You like it too, and I can tell.
You never stop until my final breath is gone.

(YOU...KILL...ME...WELL)
So cut my wrists and black my eyes.
My final breath is gone
So I can fall asleep tonight

And I can't make it on my own.
(And I can't make it on my own.)
Because my heart is in Ohio.
So cut my wrists and black my eyes.
(Cut my wrists and black my eyes)
So I can fall asleep tonight, or die.
Because you kill me.
You know you do, you kill me well.
You like it too, and I can tell.
You never stop until my final breath is gone.

(YOU...KILL...ME...WELL)
You know you do, you kill me well.
You like it too, and I can tell.
You never stop until my final breath is gone.
I love that song. :P
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All I need to do is escape, move on, and let go. :|

Now how am I supposed to do that??

Crave -- Marc Dorsey

I wake up to shadows
touching your pillow
looking for a trace of your smile
And that's when it hit me
you're no longer with me
in fact it's been quite a while
since I sit here drinking coffee as you sipped your tea
and you swore you'd always love and always care for me
And even though there's no more us to save

It's you I crave

I crave your touch,
I crave your lips,
I miss so much,
the excitement of your kiss...
and since your gone
my heart won't behave,
it's your love that I still crave...

It may look like I'm happy but people who know me
they know I'm not doing so well
I heard you've been dating
and though I've been waiting
I had found you and no one else...
And just the thought of never waking up with you again
always turned me inside out, how could we let it end
And even there is no more us to save

It's you I crave

I crave your touch,
I crave your lips,
I miss so much,
the excitement of your kiss..
and since your gone,
my heart won’t behave,
it's your love that I still crave...

I should have known,
I should have seen,
cause you were always there
inside my every dream.

know that I will try
love will never die
I think of you and I
Night and day.
though my mind knows its too late to say your love I crave

I crave your touch,
I crave your lips,
I miss so much,
the excitement of your kiss..
and since your gone,
my heart won’t behave,
it's your love that I still crave..
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Sunday, April 16, 2006


And so, the internet has been down since last night. Just came back this afternoon, yet I was busy watching The OC. <3

I'll be having a new layout tonight. Okay, so I got tired with this that quick =)) I think it's too narcissistic. =)) The next one would be psychedelic. :P
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Saturday, April 15, 2006


I gotta watch The OC now my loves <333 style="font-weight: bold;">Laguna Beach that is. =D
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I just woke up. (: I loved my dream. It was about my barkada, and it had someone in it too. :P Nako, matutuwa si Bea sa dream ko, since both of us did it na daw. :)) When I woke up, I couldn't stop thinking about that certain scene in that dream :)) I hope it happens in real life, though. :P If it does, I'll be glad. =D

I'm gonna be watching more episodes of the OC later. OC is love :P I can't wait until I can get hold of season three. :))
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I got so attached to Photoshop that I created another layout. (: This layout I'm using recently, I created it for like 30 minutes so it's not as good as the other layouts people have. :P But hey, at least I can make good layouts now. :))
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I am so proud. (: I made a layout all by myself =)) I finally learned how to create a customized layout in Photoshop, and actually code it for me to be able to use it. :P Weeee, I'm happy. :)) The first skin that I actually made from scratch. I used to edit codes lang, and create banners. I never really got to creating a full layout, not until tonight. :)) I was bored so I experimented. I downloaded brushes and fonts. It was easy making the layout, actually. But I got frustrated in the coding part =)) but it was cool. I was able to make my very first skin in about an hour :P It's themed Angel Of Mine (:

Click here to see what I've done :P I used it as my survey site's lay.

I know it's not good enough yet. But I think it's not bad for a starter :P Tell me what you think. LOL. (:

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Friday, April 14, 2006


So I decided to change my layout once again. :P I got kinda bored with the previous one though it was cute. LOL. :P
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Wow, something new. (: I haven't been online today, not until this time. :P I have been in front of the TV watching season one episodes of the OC. (: I'll be finishing season one soon, I guess. A few more episodes to go then I'll have a thon of season two. (: I <3 style="font-weight: bold;">season three. (: I WANT I WANT! Hahaha. The OC is love. :P Ben McKenzie and Adam Brody... Ooooh hotttt. :P
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I am at a party (: I'm using Tito Dennis' laptop here.

My mom and I have been here at Tito Pao's place since 6pm. It's a party called Star Trek Wholly Trek Day. :P It's so fun since there's a lot of games, movie marathons, and an eat-all-you-can table (: I've played Doctor Lucky and Changeling (translated version of Warewolf). Games are totally fun :P In Changeling, Sam was soooo kulit. No, not Sam Concepcion (: a different Sam. Haha. But he's fun to be with as well. :P We were partners in crime most of the time. LOL. We watched Chicken Little, Kung Fu Hustle, Wallace and Gromit, and Star Trek episodes. This night, I drank vodka with Sprite, and punch (I think they called it Rocket something.) Haha. I'm not drunk, thank God :P

Now, people are just playing Mahjhong (sp?) and watching Wallace and Gromit. While I am in my own corner, online :P I love cyber space, really. :))

-- I want more vodka :P
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Thursday, April 13, 2006


I miss my barkada so much. (:

I miss Sheena ranting over some guy (see, some guy pa rin even tho this issue was outt a long time ago :P). I miss Irene's wit and our talks about people we don't like, and some hott guys. I miss Catherine singing "Meet the Jetsons!" in the tune of the Flintstones theme (it was funny. She didn't know she was singing the wrong tune :P). I miss Darling and our endless line of dances. I miss Fer and Angelie's punk rock atmosphere. I miss Bea and our talks about my demonio and my life. I miss Ara and the way I tease her kay *toot*. I miss Batchi and our simple yet deep talks about me, and the life we've been having .. since 6th grade :P and last but not the least, I miss Jan and her endless pang-aasars. :))

Must I say, I can't live without the Alpha Bitches. =D
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My honey Jill told me to read the lyrics of this song. (: She's right about it, it's really nice. :P I heard the song as well, it's a good song. (: for emo people like me, you'd appreciate this. HAHA. (: Enjoy. :P


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I think that I have answered one too many surveys this day. :P Check `em out here. (:


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Wednesday, April 12, 2006


I am bored. :| I always am. :|


"..and I don't want the world to see me `coz I don't think that they'd understand. When everything's made to be broken, I just want you to know who I am.."
-- this song's stuck in my head. (:

"No more lonely, no more just me. I've been there before, ain't going no more. And now that you're here I'm never gonna say goodbye, love. Never gonna be without you. "
-- and I'm never gonna be without WHO? He's not even here yet, whoever that he may be. :P But I want it to be you, yes you. AND I THINK YOU KNOW WHO YOU ARE (:
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Angel.Aerosmith (:

I'm alone yeah I don't know
If I can face the night
I'm in tears and the cryin' that I do
Is for you
I want your love
Let's break the walls between us
Don't make it tough
I'll put away my pride
Enough's enough,
I've suffered and I've seen the light

You're my angel
Come and save me tonight

Hanging By A Moment.Lifehouse

Desperate for changing
Starving for truth
I'm closer to where I started
I'm chasing after you
I'm falling even more in love with you
Letting go of all I've held onto
I'm standing here until you make me move
I'm hanging by a moment here with you

Wishin' And Hopin'.Ani DiFranco

Wishin', and hopin', and thinkin', and prayin',
Planning and dreamin' each night of his charms.
That won't get you into his arms

So if your're looking for love you can share
All you gotta to is hold him, and kiss him, and love him,
And show him that you care.

Show him that you care, just for him.
Do the things that he likes to do.
Wear your hair just for him, 'cause,
You won't get him, thinkin' and a prayin',
Wishin' and hopin'.
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Woah, and I have new bashers again. (: I don't mind... :P

I actually enjoyed reading your endless tags. Kung ayaw niyong nakikialam ako sa ibang tao, fine, then I'll stop. Wag niyo nalang akong papakialaman, okay? Kasi parang, kung ano yung pinapatigil niyo sakin, yun ang ginagawa niyo sakin, which is pathetic, btw. Oh well. Bahala kayo. (: And to those who are saying na feeling ako, mayabang, trying to be rich and all. I don't care. I CAN'T PLEASE EVERYONE naman, eh. So there, yun lang naman masasabi ko. (: Masaya na kayo't nagtagalog ako? Barok din ako magtagalog eh. Sorry naman.

Anyway, enough about that. :P Let's talk about my day. HAHA.

I had a haircut yesterday. I feel good about it. :P Then I had Playshop. It was another fun session, as usual. We have a new dance, with a cap routine in it. It's interesting. :P It's a fun dance. I love the part where we throw our caps in the air from behind then we catch it. Basta ganun. HAHA. (:

Argh, stalkerdude was there yesterday. He is like the most annoying guy ever. If you're Sam or Moreen, you'll know why. LOL. This guy's been stalking us (Sam, Moreen and I) since last summer. I can't believe he tried out for Advanced. :)) Haha thank God he failed :P Oh gosh I am so bad. HAHA. Ayun, he talked to me infront of my gramma yesterday. He was like "Hey Erika, kilala mo pa ba ako? Diba last year lang tayo nagkakilala?" and I answered with a fake smile and taray voice "Uhh, yeah." Then biglang "Can I have your number" and I was like "Uhhh, no." Tama bang itanong pa niya na "Bakit ayaw mo?" I just answered "Eh kase ayaw ko. *biglang* Ma, lets go na." :)) Omigod I am such a bad ass. :P

Earlier, I went to school `coz it's the issuance of our report cards. Surprisingly, I got better grades this quarter though my grades in Filipino (which I expected), Math and Biology went down a bit. But then it's okay, my average went up anyway, and I'm still part of the top 10. :P I'm happy. (:

My mom and I watched a movie afterwards. We went to Gateway and watched Ice Age 2. It's so funny. (: I had this talk with my mom earlier, about boys. :)) Same way as I talked to my dad one night. :P I wonder why I can't open up to my lola, but I can open up easily to my parents. Hahaha. My parents aren't that much strict on me, and I find it cool. :P Weeeeeee, boys. HAHA kidding. (: And they know all my crushes.. Mmhmmmm. I love my parents (: I can tell them anything :P

This holy week, I'd just be here, maybe having movie marathons with my mom. :P
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Tuesday, April 11, 2006


I'm gonna be having a haircut maybe today or tomorrow. (:

Everytime I want to have a haircut, kailangan magpagupit ako agad. I don't know why. :P But I really want to cut my hair short now :))

Not really that short. But I want it to look short.

A few reasons why I want to have a haircut ... one, it's hot. Two, I want a new look (: three, it's summer. Four, I just feel like having my hair cut. (:

Okay so this is a useless post. It's as if you would really read it. (: I just wanted to jot my thoughts down. :P
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Monday, April 10, 2006


I am so annoyed. I hate people talking to me using the words like "mushtaaah??" I'm like.. "Can you not speak straight English or Tagalog?" Often happens in chat. Argh, annoying, really.

I mean, yes, the shortcut words would be fine for me like "ok, aq, nsan?" But adding letters to the word like "mushtaaaaa?" is annoying. It would be fine if you started the whole word correctly and just added on the vowels (like what I normally do .. for example Erikaaaaaa.) but not that you like reinvented a new word. I don't know, I'm just simply annoyed.

I hate it when people use "poh" or "pow". Just simply add the letter "h" or "w" o a word -- gaaaaad it's so annoying. Okay so I used gaaaaad. But it's not those kinds of words that annoy me. :|

"Kamushtaa na pow?" -- ack.

You know what I mean?????

And I am also annoyed by the people who suddenly pop out of my YM and asks "ctc?". And there's this guy who was like "thank God you replied!" And I was like .. "am I a celebrity or what for you to rejoice that I finally replied?" oh please. :)) We do not even know each other! Okay so you might know me, but I don't know you. And I think that you are such a skeez. Stop trying to be close to me, coz we never would be, okaaay?

Annoying that certain people tell me that when they don't talk to me, they have so much to ask me. But when they're actually chatting with me, they get speechless. WHY IS THAT SO? Am I that intimidating? Dudes, I am not a celebrity :)) Just please do not waste my time. Go ahead and try to talk to me. Just do not ask me silly questions and those "feeling-close" stuff if we're chatting for the first time. You know, I MAY block you. I'm annoyed at people who talk to me then suddenly makes kwento about his/her life. Duuuuude, I didn't ask. And it's as if I care if you told me. So I'd rather you just shut up. :| Then you tell me to ask you questions since you are tired of asking me questions. I didn't tell you to ask me questions, and I am not willing to ask you some. END OF DISCUSSION. :|

Oh gosh. (: I just had to post this. :| I'm not trying to offend anyone here, okay? If you got offended by this post, I'm sorry. (:
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I have been bored all day. :))

My new PC's busted. I mean, I still have to buy a new hard disk so that I can use it. Argh. Oh well.

I just finished answering lotsa surveys, and I'm tired. :P

I can't wait for Playshop tomorrow. (: I wanna see my angel. =))
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I made a new site (: it's my site for all the SURVEYS that I answer. :P I wouldn't want the surveys to take up space in this blog so I made another one just for it. Check it outttt. (: Thanksss to the people whom I've taken some surveys from. Nikki Lugtu and Tara Alberto, thanks (:

**all the surveys that have been previously posted on this site have been transferred to my new survey site (:

Click here for a quick jump to my survey site (:

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I've been bonding with my dad for the past 2 nights. Saturday night, around 11:30 pm, he told me he was hungry, I told him we should eat out. Haha. So we went in a fast food drive-thru. We were supposed to go to Starbucks, but we ended up in Burger King. Haha. (: It was fun, tho. When we got home, all we did was chat. We even saw this old yearbook, the one in the 1930's. We were laughing at the names. Haha! (: I got surprised when my dad suddenly said that "you know what, you should be going out on dates so that you wouldn't have to spend so much, let the guys spend for you" I was like woah. :)) So, he'll allow me? Haha. He asked me "so, is anyone asking you out na?" I just answered "uhh, no." then he said "mataray ka siguro noh?" Haha. Funny. He got me surprised there, really. (:

Last night, he invited me to watch The Gospel of Judas. It was pretty interesting. (: Got the people's minds thinking. It got me confused for a while, but I didn't question my faith (: I'm kind of in a religious state now. HAHA woah. That's something new. :))

Funny last night, Bestie Jessa *naks, the same way you wrote about me (:* suddenly called me and said that she saw Sam. :)) I was like "give him the phone!" Haha. But she said he was too far na. Anyway, bez. You can die now (: Haha kidding. =p Yo had your lucky moment last night. Hahaha.

Jessa, YOU BETTER READ THE FICTION PART OF PINK MAG!!!!! It really relates to me .. and him (: Hahaha.
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Saturday, April 8, 2006


I watched Amityville Horror alone earlier. It really is a freaky movie, yet it's really nice :) Haha. I really don't have anything to blog about today. =p

I might be having my new pc later. LOL.

But there will be no DSL :( I want to have DSL for my birthday. Haha. Daddy mommy gimme DSL! =))

Okaaaay. I'll blog again, when there'll be something to blog about. :)
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Friday, April 7, 2006


I blog so much these days. I wonder why o_O. How much more now that I'm gonna have a new pc? Hahaha. =D I am so bored ....... there's absolutely nothing to do. :|

The icon above, haha. IT'S SOOOOO TRUE. o_O to those who know me well, you can relate. Haha! And you understand whyyyy. =))

Oh gaaad I am so bored. :|
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I had a chat with this guy earlier. I wouldn't want to blurt out his name here, just for security :))

The chat meant a lot to me, really. And I really regret the fact that I let him go before. I was maybe the stupidest girl that time. I knew that he loved me. Why did I let him go? I really don't know :)) He told me that he cried and got hurt real bad. I'm really sorry. :) But oh well, what happened in the past remains there. The important thing is that he now knows how much I regret letting him go, even though he has his girl now. But hey, I'm happy for him that he found a girl like her :)

I just had to blog about this. =)) I never thought I would be able to talk to him in that way now. Yeah, we do chat and talk if we have the chance to, but not this serious. :)) Oh gaaaaad.

`Letting go of the past. :) <|3
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First Day of Playshop :)

HAPPY SUPPOSED FOURTH MONTHSARY TO YOU AND ME. :|

Anyway...

Playshop started yesterday :) It was quite fun. HAHA.

First, I hang out with Ela, Zackie and Reg. Sam was there, too. He had rehearsals with Teacher Rene. By 6pm, we all went in room 3 then the auditions started. Us old students just followed the steps since we do not need to audition. :) Yea, us old students got to talk :) Sam was once again the meanest guy ever. Surprisingly, he also calls me "Erika Tan", the same way all the guys in school call me. Weird. o_O Okaaay. So by him being mean, he "passed the torch" to Jazz, Hocky and Jackie. Since the 3 caballeros (Sam, Ivan and Anton) are out, Sam passed their "duty" to the other three. OKAAAAY how mean. He even said that he didn't enroll because I did. But then he took it back and said it was a joke. Well at least. :| Arggggh. Anyway, I met Mico Aytona (the one from ABS), Les' boyfriend :) ... Among all the people who auditioned, only 5 of them passed. Sadly, we are just so little in advanced. More or less only 15 of us are in class. Anyway, we started our dance yesterday. It's so cool yet kinda hard to follow. But it's okay, sooner or later we'll perfect our dance :) We learned a new word from Teacher Apol. "SHARPY!" Haha funny. :) After class, Sam continued his rehearsals with teacher. I think it's for today since the finals of Little Big Star is to be filmed today. Good luck to Sam :) Guys, watch it televised tomorrow. Haha naks, support. =p

Yaaaay finally, I'm having a new computer :) I'm gonna have it soon! Yipeeee!
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Thursday, April 6, 2006


My getaway yesterday was fun. :) My friends and I watched She's The Man. Channing really is one hott guy. :) Anyway..

Catherine is so attatched to these pair of pants in Kamiseta :)) Sadly, Bea, Fer and Darling had to leave us early. Catherine, Irene and I stayed up to almost 8 pm. We had Starbucks :)

Playshop starts todaay :) It will be funn I hope:) I miss all my Playshop friends. I hope my Playshop kada would be there. But it seems like I'm the only one left. Haha. Brahs, you have to come visit me. =p I miss you all like helllll. :)

Uhh shiit. This computer's hell slow. My computer isn't back yet and I'm suffering the pcs in the cafe. Argh.
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Wednesday, April 5, 2006




HAPPY 13TH BIRTHDAY KALLY! :) See, I didn't forget. =p

I'm going to Gateway later for Irene's treat. :) Unfortunately, there'll be more or less 5 of us only coz some of my mates weren't allowed. :( Sad. :| I actually miss my barkada already. Hehehe.

Anyway, I changed my layout again:) I wanted to have a lay with a summer touch, and I found this one cute. :P Hope you guys like it as well. :) Oh, and the background song I find so hotttt. Temperature by Sean Paul. :)

Oh, and I have a new Xanga again. It's http://xanga.com/subconscious_empress07 visit it if you like:)
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Tuesday, April 4, 2006


I watched She's The Man with my mom earlier:) I know I watched it kinda too late, but who cares? Haha. It's hilarious. And must I say, Amanda Bynes somehow looked cute in some parts. If she was a real guy, hmmm. =D Channing Tatum is soooo hott. :) I bonded with my mom earlier:) It was fun... Anywaayyy...

I want to watch the OC, but I'm too lazy to go to the other side of the house and go in front of the TV (it's as if its that far, it's not =p).

Yaaaaaay! I'm going to Irene's bash tomorrow:) My daddy-o gave me money! Hooray! I love my daddyyyy. :))
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I'll be going to Gateway later with my mom, we'll watch a movie. :) We might watch She's The Man. Haha. :)

I hope I'd get money tonight so that my `rents would allow me to go to Irene's bash tomorrow. Haha.

Finally, I would be able to get outta this box. :)) It's so boring here at home.

Bbl. :)
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Monday, April 3, 2006
Ako'y Sa'yo Ika'y Akin

Ikaw na ang may sabi
Na ako'y mahal mo rin
At sinabi mong ang pag-ibig mo'y
Di-magbabago...

Ngunit bakit sa tuwing ako'y lumalapit ika'y lumalayo
Puso'y laging nasasaktan pag may kasama kang iba
Di ba nila alam
Tayo'y nag-sumpaan
Na ako'y sa'yo at ika'y akin lamang

Kahit ano pa ang mangyari pag-ibig ko'y sa'yo pa rin
At kahit ano pa ang sabihin nila'y
Ikaw pa rin ang mahal..
Maghihintay ako kahit kailan
Kahit na umabot pang ako'y nasa langit na
At kung di ka nakita makikiusap kay Bathala
Na ika'y hanapin, at sabihin
Ipaalala sa iyo ang nakalimutang sumpaan
Na ako'y sa'yo at ika'y akin lamang...

Umasa kang maghihintay ako kahit kailan
Kahit na umabot pang ako'y nasa langit na
At kung di ka makita makikiusap kay Bathala
Na ika'y hanapin, at sabihin
Ipaalala sa iyo ang nakalimuatan sumpaan
Na ako'y sa'yo at ika'y akin lamang...
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I just finished watching more or less seventeen episodes of What I Like About You. :) It's a really nice TV series, you have to watch it. Hehehe. I watched the latest season, it's damn good. :)

Since I'm done with my WILAY (What I Like About You) thon, I want an OC thon. I'm gonna borrow the dvd set of a friend, I need to watch the 2 seasons:) Not really that I need it. More or less, want it. Hahaha.

Okay, so I'm stuck on the computer for a couple more hours (also had my thon in the pc since the eps were downloaded). The same thing will happen tomorrow. Oh gosh. Somebody/thing save me please. :))
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I am certainly bored right now. I have nothing to do, except stay online for the rest of the day. :|

I'm not even sure if my mom would allow me to go to Gateway on the 5th for Irene's birthday treat. I wish she'll allow me.

Btw, I got this picture from Jill. It was a studio pic last friday, during our Gateway getaway. :) We (Elisha, Raymond and I) were latecomers during the "photo shoot" so we were only in one pic. But then, it was okay. :)

(Top - L-R): Isay, Jill, Diana, Elisha, Me. (Center): Analyn, Raymond. (Bottom - L-R): Jude, Nap, Cyril, Laurenz, Jc.

Anyway.. Since I've got nothing important to do, I'm gonna watch some episodes of What I Like About You in my pc. :)

Bbl.
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Happy birthday irene (:

HAPPY 15TH BIRTHDAY IRENE! I love you bitch :) Take care, and see you soon. I hope I could make it on the 5th. Muah muah! Happy birthday again. =)
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Sunday, April 2, 2006


Just had ballet :)

I was with Sam Concepcion awhile ago. Saw him at Shang. Woah, daming fans. Okay. So Jackie and I had a hard time talking to him, but then it's all good. Hahaha. He's still the same old mean guy to me. And I'm used to it. Everytime we meet he's like that, I remember the time he made me cry =p Oh well. =p Gawd, he's waayyyyy taller than me now. That was fast. =)) He's not gonna attend Playshop this summer, but he said he's gonna visit. He should visit. :)

I got to text someone earlier, but then it was worthless so never mind. :| Oh and I realized, it's been exactly a month since THAT day. :(

Oh, I got a new sun sim. My old one got busted eh, so I had to buy a new one. :) If you want my number, just IM me, okay? But be sure that I know you.. Hahahaha. Okaaaay.

Bbl. :D
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Saturday, April 1, 2006
April Fools Day :)

April first. :)

First of all,

HAPPY BIRTHDAY, EDLYNNE!! =D take care, I love you:) [[and it's as if you'll read this. Haaaaay.]] I miss you :(

HAPPY SUPPOSED 1ST ANNIVERSARY QUEL & DOWEE.! If it wasn't for me .. ehem. Kidding :)

HAPPY APRIL FOOLS, EVERYONE! =)

I just had to do my greetings this time of the day ;) I HAD TO. =p

==+==

Here's a song that just explains ... something.

When The Last Teardrop Falls -- Blaque

It's so hard to lose the one you love
To finally have to say goodbye
You try to be strong but the pain keeps holdin' on
And all that you can do is cry
Deep within your heart you know it's time to move on
When the fairy tale that you once knew is gone

When the last tear drop falls
I'll still be holdin' on to all of our memories
And all of what used to be

When the last tear drop falls
I will stand tall
And know that you're here with me in my heart
When the last tear drop falls

So now I'm alone and life keeps movin' on
But my destination still unknown, oh yeah
Will there be a time when I'll fall in love again?
When I was meant to walk these streets alone
If there was just one wish I could be granted here tonight
It would be to have you right back by my side

Now it's time for me to find my happiness again
And the emptiness from missin' you
Will never ever end, baby

==+==

I want to call you at home, but I know that even if I try to, I wouldn't get to talk to you. It's been almost a month since that dreadful day for me. :| I want to get to talk to you seriously, and sincerely about stuff ... or should I wait until june?
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