I don't want to fall for him AgAiN... I don't think I can take the PaIn. I don't want to have these feelings if he doesn't feel the SaMe. I don't want my heart to jump when I haven't seen him in a while. I don't want to see him GrIn if I'm not the one making him smile. I don't want to reach out everytime I see his HaNd. I don't want to try to explain if he will never UnDeRsTaNd. I don't want tears in my eyes everytime I see his FaCe. If he's the only one who can fill the SpAcE. I don't want to have to SmIlE at him when I really just want to CrY. I don't want him to wave HeLlO if he really means GoOdByE. I don't want to get hurt once again as a result of his GaMe, but all he has to do to win me over is simply call my NaMe.

everyone keeps telling me to just get over him && move on, but they obviously don't understand just how hard i've already tried

rembering you is easy
i do it everyday
missing you is the heartache
that will n.e.v.e.r go away
and even though i know it' s not true,
i can' t help but hope that everytime you
smile or joke or show off --
that you' re doing it for me
it' s hard to stop waiting around
for something you know won' t happen
but it' s even harder to stop
when you know it' s everything
you' ve always wanted

words never [ hurt ] me
change never [ kills ] me
lover never [ breaks ] me
fear never [ shakes ] me
my hopes never [ fade away ]
i never need to [ break away ]
my tears are never [ here to stay ]
i`m always [ happy ]
i never [ lie ]
yeah.. [ once upon a time ]

for some effed up reason you're still in my heart _ x/3

i’m still here waiting for you
i’m lost when you’re not around
i need to hold on to you
i just can’t let you go___x3