i know we are "in the past" and that "it wont ever be the same" but if i could have my way, i'd repeat history



You have no idea how hard it is for me to be just friends



I'm holding onto something that used to be there, hoping it will comeback but knowing it won't



No matter how many times you hurt me, I'll always forgive you..



there's those occasional nights when you break down & cry because you know things will never be the same



you're the reason I wake up wanting to die && the reason I fall asleep with tears in my eyes



And I'm afraid, I'm afraid that I might never talk to you again. And I won't feel the same about anyone the way I feel when I'm with you. I'm a f r a i d that you'll find someone else and feel different for some other girl. And I'll just be an old school memory



and its so hard..when no one understands why your crying in class and your best friend asks you to a movie but you pass you want to kill yourself but you know he's still out there & that some how keeps you going.. waking up in the morning and putting on your make-up smiling with tears.. living in rain and yet knowing what you gain might be nothing but pain



maybe they`re right ;; maybe i did get my hopes too high maybe i was way over my heart maybe i am the stupid one for thinking that he had feelings for me but maybe.. just maybe ;; i`m just tired of being alone



There she is;;Sitting in her room,listening to love songs,thinking about him,wishing he was there