me. My name's Erika. :) I'm 15. A high school senior.

This used to be my blog. I had it for more than 2 years, but I got pretty sick of it to the point that I only blog once a month when I used to blog everyday. HAHA. I just moved hosts. I still blog, but not here. Look at my latest post here, and you'll know where to find me. :)

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Thursday, February 1, 2007
Got Myself Confused:))

Do I miss you? I guess I could say no, I don't miss you. I miss the boy I fell in love with. the one who called me not because he had to but because he wanted to. the boy who would hold my hand and open the car door every chance he got. who I could argue with for hours upon hours about nothing then laugh about it later. I miss the boy who wasn't afraid to be himself around me. the boy who would be sad if we didn't hang out everyday. but most of all i miss the boy I could trust. that's who I miss...how could I miss you. you're not that boy anymore..

I'm mad at myself, not you. I'm mad for always being nice. I'm mad for always apologizing for things I didn't do. I'm mad for getting attached. I'm mad for depending on you and wasting my time on you. I'm mad for thinking about you, and most of all for not hating you when I should.

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