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Tuesday, February 27, 2007
All For The Sake Of Love

Abused.

People have been telling me that and I know that I am. I really do care about it, but I hide it. I allow myself to get hurt, I allow myself to breakdown.

All for the sake of love.

No matter how much I try to leave it all behind, it just keeps on coming along. The moment I become ready to throw it all away, there comes a reason for things to stay. After wasting buckets of tears, I decide to hold on.

All for the sake of love.

I wish I could learn to lie to myself. To tell myself that I'm better off with someone else. To tell myself to hang loose (or maybe even let go). To tell myself to stop. To tell myself such nasty things about him (just to hurt myself and finally decide to leave). To tell myself to tear my heart open and release everything about him.

Just so it will all end up that way. Him out of my life.

Now, wouldn't that be great?
No more tears. No more lonely nights. No more sweet dreams and tearful mornings.

IF ONLY IT WAS EASY TO DICTATE TO A HEART.
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