Friday, July 21, 2006
Playshop Dance Company
This week has been
weird.
Monday -- I felt so
excited at first then at the end of the day, I felt so
broken. The person that I loved so much is now someone whom I'm kind of mad at. :| I just wasted
twenty-four days with that person. Gah. I felt so used, so stupid. My lovelife has been too broken to even think about. GAH. Thank god no tears fell from my eyes on the 24th day. :|
Oh, and to make things worse .. I hurt myself with masochisms once again. The scissors and the cutter were my
best friends for the night. I slit my arm (and coincidentally [things ended on the 17th], there were
seventeen scars) and out of nowhere a bruise suddenly appeared. So much for that. I don't really know why but I love to hurt myself physically. It's not that I'm not thinking or what, maybe
I'm just out of my mind >:-P
But then my week got better each day. Yesterday afternoon, someone from
Playshop contacted me and asked me if I was interested to audition for the
Playshop Dance Company. My heart skipped:
OF COURSE I DO! (: I called them back and made a reservation, and they'll call/text me again for further information. I'm way too excited for this. (: I want to be part of the Playshop Dance Company. (: The person who contacted me told me that the Playshop Dance Company was somehow in-line with the Playshop Kids and all .. and that got me even more excited. It has always been my dream to become part of Playshop's pool of talents, and I've yet to fulfill my mission. (: I so am going to audition, and I will do
better than what I did in the audition for the Playshop Teens last year. I have to pass this! This may sound totally weird but it has always been my dream to become famous and be a well-known and trained dancer. I now feel very enamored and pleased (:
I am not letting this opportunity slip away! Playshop Dance Company, here I come! :D
Anyway, enough about Playshop :))
School has been great. We were supposed to have 4 long tests earlier but it was only the Geom test that pushed through. I love Math :P Annoying, the Social long test didn't push through --
I studied pa naman for it. :| hahaha. But at least I have more time to study now (: I'm enjoying Greek history. Hahaha.
Oh, and for the first time, I went to my mom's place on my own:)) well technically not, but I now have a new routine. Hahaha. My mom won't be picking me up at home anymore. We'd be meeting up in Gateway nalang so that we'll spend less money. Hahaha. Okay, like you care :P
I'll blog again later. :P
♥ Erix ♥
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