Thursday, July 13, 2006
Fantastic Much <3
Finally.
I missed blogging. (:I had made a post already earlier, then when I was about to publish the effin post,
the electricity died. So much for that. I don't wanna repeat that LONG post anymore. :|
The past two weeks of my life have been
fantastic:)) fantastic in a way that I was somehow happy, and somehow pissed. Balanced. Okay labo.
I love love love love someone so much right now. I don't know what I'd do without that someone. :)) yet it breaks my heart thinking about some stuff about this person. :| it hurts to love someone twice as much as you love yourself .. so I'm really trying not to. :D
And finally, after almost 20 hours of not talking to that person (and more than 24 hours of not seeing him, too), I got to call him at 2:30 pm :))
HOW PRECISE WAS THAT? :)) haha. But yeah, I miss him so much:)) haha. Clingy much? Sorry, I can't help it.
I keep on calling him on his cell, and now I can imagine mama blabbing on me about how high my bill for the month is. :)) I'm gonna die if my effin' bill gets too high. Wooo, it rhymes. :)) anyway, babaw-ness. :| I'm too attached to this person now, and honestly, it sucks. It keeps on making me want to breakdown, and I don't know why. Happy this minute, then later on I'm all mad at him. Then things get fixed, then suddenly I feel bad again. Wtf. I hate this feeling. But I can't help falling deep in love. Why? `coz
it feels like heaven to have someone by your side. Someone who'll make you feel secure. I love MY PROTECTOR so much :D
I shouldn't have put that up there, but I can't help it:)) maybe my teachers would snoop up my blog again (if they have before). I just felt scared:)) especially when Ms. Lariba told the class that the teachers have been reading our blogs and all, and now they taught us Netiquettes. :)) wow. I shouldn't be jotting down too much in here -- but really, I CAN'T HELP IT! :|
Anyway, my hands are tired. I've been doing my prop
kanina pa. It's for the dance "Bulaklakan". I'm really not the crafty type of person so you can imagine how much sacrifice, "passion" and complaints I've passed through:)) but hey I'm proud of what I've done! An accomplishment must I say:)) haha.
Oh, and btw,
I lost COL elections:)) wow, late news. :P but hey, I'm the
Dance Troupe's President. :* this should be fun. :P
I gotta be back uh, later maybe. :)) I'll blog some more. :P
** Happy 4th Monthsary to Elisha and Raymond (:
♥ Erix ♥
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