me. My name's Erika. :) I'm 15. A high school senior.

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Thursday, June 29, 2006
Truth Hurts

I never thought I'd have to share the love that I thought was given to only me..

He's the most useless _________ ever. (If you know me, you know who I'm talking about :P) gah. I am so confused. He doesn't even care about me -- even when my right eyebrow was about to pop and bleed (well thank God it didn't). I am being stupid, being pathetic, being lame. Still, I don't want to let go. I can't let go. Even when I know that he's just playing, I still remain. The fuck, I can't let go. I don't know how to play as well (and I won't ever do that. That's bad :P) :)) Ayoko na magpaka-martir : but I can't help it.

People ask me "why not him? Or him?" and I just say "ewan ko." but it's because no matter how hard I try to like that person, nothing seems to be happening. I'm the type of person na .. I go for who I like, not for the one who likes me. AND THAT SUCKS. Now I have him, the one I like, but he's the most unworthy person come to think of it. And why do I still like him? I fucking hate insanity, why are you my obsession?
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