me. My name's Erika. :) I'm 15. A high school senior.

This used to be my blog. I had it for more than 2 years, but I got pretty sick of it to the point that I only blog once a month when I used to blog everyday. HAHA. I just moved hosts. I still blog, but not here. Look at my latest post here, and you'll know where to find me. :)

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Sunday, July 17, 2005
LOST. So lost.

I feel so lost. I feel like an outcast. I don't know but I feel awkward. My friends are like naiinis sa kin and I know that it's my fault. I've said sorry and two of them has forgiven me yet someone said they'll talk to me tomorrow. I feel a bit scared. I don't want to lose friends .... again. I've had enough of them. I can't afford to lose somebody again. :|

I'm mad at gravity. I feel so heavy. I wanna fly and be light. I've stocked a lot of pain, fear and stuff deep in me right now. I'm afraid I might lose the elections. I feel scared that I won't be able to campaign right and just let my opponent get all the votes. Oh Lord please help me. I can't bear to handle this all alone. I know I had been running for these stuff ever since I was in elementary but never in my life I felt as nervous as this. I hope I win, I hope I win. Lord, please guide me.
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