me. My name's Erika. :) I'm 15. A high school senior.

This used to be my blog. I had it for more than 2 years, but I got pretty sick of it to the point that I only blog once a month when I used to blog everyday. HAHA. I just moved hosts. I still blog, but not here. Look at my latest post here, and you'll know where to find me. :)

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Tuesday, June 7, 2005


I need a place where I can go
Where I can whisper what I know
Where I can whisper who I like
And where I go to see them

I need a place where i can hide
Where no one sees my life inside
Where I can make my plans and write them down
So I can read them

A place where I can bid my heart be still and it will mind me
A place where I can go when I am lost
And there I'll find me

I need a place to spend the day
Where no one says to go or stay
Where I can take my pen and draw
THE GIRL I MEAN TO BE..

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Isn't it true that us girls need some space? Private time that no one is in that place except you and you burst out ALL your feelings? I believe so. Us girls (okay, all people) have stuff to keep to ourselves that we wouldn't even let our shadow know about it. I myself have stuff like those that I do not tell my bestfriend, mom or whoever about. I just lock myself in my room and cry my heart out. Me, I cry for the shallowest reasons there may be. I have a sensitive heart that if one person darts it, it would shatter into pieces. Yes, if people backstab me, I feel pain. If you do not reply to my simple text messages and you do not have a valid reason at all (esp if I treat you like some special kind of person), I would feel hurt. So that's how sensitive I am but it really doesn't show. Coz when I'm sad, I still appear as happy as I can be.

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I just need to be the girl I mean to be.

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