me. My name's Erika. :) I'm 15. A high school senior.

This used to be my blog. I had it for more than 2 years, but I got pretty sick of it to the point that I only blog once a month when I used to blog everyday. HAHA. I just moved hosts. I still blog, but not here. Look at my latest post here, and you'll know where to find me. :)

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Tuesday, May 10, 2005
Thank You, Lord.

"To be HURT. To feel LOST. To be LEFT OUT in the dark. To be KICKED when you're DOWN. To feel like you've been PUSHED AROUND. To be on the edge of BREAKING DOWN and NO ONES THERE TO SAVE YOU. No you don't know what it's like.. Welcome to my life!"

Now that song really describes ME. That's how my life goes.

Today is one of the worst days of my life. I feel rejected and depressed. I feel alone in this world.

My social life just sucks bigtime. I thought everything would be alright by now but hell NO. Thanks to Maxine for being there for me today. I just really appreciated your company. =) Thanks for being there when I needed a friend. Mwuah!

Ok. I don't wanna talk about these shit anymore.

So.. Earlier, we started our class around 7pm na coz we had a talk. Sir Jason gave us inspirational words and thoughts. He talked about God and his life. I got really inspired by his teaching. =) He brought me closer to our Lord Jesus Christ. And I thank him a lot for that. He made me stay strong and not to lose hope in life for God will guide me all through out. I was touched by his stories and sharings. Especially now that I'm depressed and all because of my friends, I was struck by the faith and hope and I stood up and did my best for me to get relieved and for me not to think about it. I really am thankful for that session.

Anyway, though I had a bad day and all.. The talk changed it and it made me rise up again. So I thank God for this wonderful day.

<3 Erika

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