Monday, April 18, 2005
Hatred just drives me crazy
Ok, so I'm in Kamuning right? And all my cousins are here. :D
Baby
Gene is here! A new cousin! Lol. He's so cute. But he's heavy. Argh! Lolz. :D
Anyways, I've been sitting in front of this PC for hours already. :D I've been blogging, uploading pics to my Multiply and chatting. Now,
Ragnarok time! Lol. I haven't played in a week. Boinks! Hehe. I miss Ragnarok! Haha! Wlalng. :D Too bad Moreen's not online. Sana we can play together.
Argh! I really
hate one person and its driving me nuts! Not that I hate her hate her. It's just that I don't like her that much coz she's some kind of freak. *sorry. bad side of me* I hate it when she laughs sarcastically. Ack. Is she a flirt? No. Not really. I just don't like her. For some reason, there are people once you see them, you just hate them. Ok, well.. She's pretty and all that.. (
di ako naiinggit kc maganda sya!!!) But I see a side of her that seems to hate me. Im not sure ah. But I think she doesn't like me too. So whatever.
Remember the line in
'A Cinderella Story' where the girl said
"Love the dress. Hate her."? I feel somewhat like that. I like her physically or when she's near me. But I hella don't when she's like far from me or when she goes near to *someone* or talks to her friends or what. Coz yea, I think that her friends don't like me too. So,
patas kami! If they don't like me, then I don't like them too. Argh. I don't want this! But it's hella happening! Argh...
I like her face. I like her spunk. I like her attitude towards me.
BUT I really have the feeling that she's plastic or what. I feel awkward when I see her around.
I just wish that ALL my thoughts about her/them are wrong. I wish they like me as I am and they're not plastic. :D I wish I wish...
♥ Erix ♥
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